#-the romantic/whatever-the-hell they've got going on. also there's the fact that in hindsight the latter is MUCH more accurate to canon-

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literally cannot work on my main fic bc i am afraid of getting a specific pair of character's dynamic/relationship wrong. try to open the google doc and i physically recoil. ough. i just wanna write my silly block men fanfic. 0(-(

#semi-vent (i just have thoughts and need to put them somewhere outside of my brain. so i guess that's venting) #look p-ssa(<-written wrong to avoid being picked up by main tags) i love you IMMENSELY but you are causing my brain to engine stall. #when i started outlining/writing Waking Up i was very into platonic/qpr for those two but now i definitely lean more towards- #-the romantic/whatever-the-hell they've got going on. also there's the fact that in hindsight the latter is MUCH more accurate to canon- #-and i am loathe to (a) get a dynamic wrong and (b) accidentally wash out a canon gay relationship. #so yeah. i think i can still make it work without changing any past interactions but it's still Messing Me Up every time i try to progress- #-with writing the fic. #i could also be totally overthinking this #in any case the & tag between them is likely going to remain an & tag and not become / #bc their relationship (regardless of its nature) is not the focus of the fic anyway #i guess i could put both but ehh