do you ever just have a strange relationship with your name
I hanged out with a friend and some friends of said friend and they introduced me by my given name, which, objectively, is a name I've gone by for 28 years of my life at this point, but I felt so damn detached from said name??
Idk why exactly, I haven't like. abandoned or discarded the name fully, I just prefer to go by a nickname with most of my friends, this particular friend I haven't mentioned the thing to so far and didn't feel like going "hey actually" in the moment bc it didn't feel relevant (bc like nobody's gonna use names after introduction and I probably won't even meet these people more than maybe once a year, tho will defo mention it to my friend at some point)
But yeah anyhow it was so weird to sit there and be like "right right right that's my(?) name and that person has known me by that name for like 12 or so years and it is, in fact, my name, but also no????"
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