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#(like having to pay for them and get ahold of them when I'm 50 miles from a pharmacy)
medicinemane
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#that by the way is why I'll never bother looking into if I'm autistic or have ADHD
#there's... there's sure a lot of stuff there that sounds familiar
#but like... what would I get with a diagnosis?
#medical bias and potential discrimination from various groups and entities; same as everyone gets out of it (which is fucking bullshit)
#what do I gain?
#well... I'm not willing to take the deal with the devil of disability cause I've got a house and I'd like to be allowed to make money
#what they'd offer me would help but not enough to compensate what I'd lose
#and I have no intention of taking ADHD medication cause... I'm so fucking close to making stuff work
#rather work on figuring out how to accommodate myself rather than deal with the hassle of medication
#like my insomnia makes it so even antibiotics are a pain to deal with for a week
#I don't want to deal with taking a med; especially when then I have side effects to deal with; not when I've almost got things worked out
#this isn't anti medication; I'm all for people taking what helps them; I just don't think it would help me
#as in; even if I have ADHD and these meds fit my biology perfectly I don't think they'd help more than the downsides they'd bring
#(like having to pay for them and get ahold of them when I'm 50 miles from a pharmacy)
#so no disability and no meds cause I turn both of those things down
#...so... what benefit do I get from a diagnosis other than an existential one of getting to know?
#far as I see it's nothing; and like... gotta accommodate myself either way; I can forgo closure in return for no dealing with bullshit
#it's wrong that those diagnoses bring bullshit down on people; it's sick frankly
#but it's also a fact and I don't need to deal with it
#it won't get me any damn help; so I'm better off just continuing to slowly try and sort shit out myself
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