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#(eh 'at this point' implies smth once did but that's wrong too. nothing ever helped at all! it's been over a decade since i started -
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i don't mean to alarm anyone but i think I'm genuinely losing my mind more and more each day
#like no longer in a ha ha funny way. I'm just losing my grasp on myself and feel fundamentally detached from life itself
#it's not new it just hurts more now. i feel like an animal and not in a good way
#maybe i need to change meds again. but. idk if there's even anything left i haven't tried yet ajsjftjgjh :/
#i am genuinely just... not meant to be alive... there is nothing in the world that can help me at this point
#(eh 'at this point' implies smth once did but that's wrong too. nothing ever helped at all! it's been over a decade since i started -
#- getting treatments for my mental illness! i think at this point it's just doomed. what's the use.)
#i wish i wasn't so terrified of pain. i want to die. i want to try to kill myself. but I'm scared of not dying after i do. I'm so tired
#I'm just so so tired of existing. I'm in so much pain. i wish i was never born
#i hate my parents for bringing me into this world and i hate myself for not killing myself earlier
#vent
#suicide //
#ask to tag
#liveblogging my mental breakdown on tumblr dot com
#sorry for being dramatic. everything is bad but my brain especially is
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