#( i've always seen him as getting off from t.d pretty well off

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no, i am not thinking about justin suffering the repercussions of having been oversexualized and objectified from a very young age -- to the point where his dms are so filthy not even bleach would clean them -- and being more than likely constantly touched without his consent, as a teenager, a child, from grown women, and subjected to having to smile and chuckle through all of that like it didn’t bother him -- TRAINING HIMSELF to believe it didn’t bother him, of course they wanted him, look at him !!  i am not thinking about justin feeling like he does not own his own body, his own image; of seeing himself and not recognizing himself -- of the first images of his completely naked body that circulate online not done in a tasteful spread by a trusted photographer ( not even his own nudes ) but taken by someone camped outside of his house and spread around the internet like wildfire -- of justin having to laugh it off as though he “couldn’t have kept all this to himself forever [he] guess[es] !!” as if it is some joke, as if he has not been constantly violated every moment of his life, especially since the exposure of to.tal dra.ma -- ESPECIALLY REGARDING THE DRAMA B.ROS ERA.  i’m not thinking of jesus setting him up with therapy appointments to learn to set boundaries and learn who he is beyond his appearance.  i’m not !!!  thinking about that !!! at all !!!

#ᵗʰᵉ ᵇᵉᵃˢᵗ ⁱⁿˢᵗᵉᵃᵈ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ᵇᵉᵃᵘᵗʸ (ooc) #( headcanon tag. ) #( that's not to cancel out the fact that justin absolutely thrives under the attention #that he is still every bit the tinkerbell of dying without being recognized #he adores being adored #but its the ones that take it too far #the ones that take and take and take #like what more do they want?? what more can he give ??? #ITS BEEN A ROUGH DAY GUYS ) #( part of me is also picturing like #something written into his contract fin.nick o.dair style and thats just MAKING ME EVEN SADDER 0 #( i've always seen him as getting off from t.d pretty well off #like especially compared to a lot of the other campers #and he's definitely well adjusted in society enough to be Fine but #there's just this little dark spot thats fluttering around my brain today )