#'it doesn't affect Us and it costs too much money to leave and anyway yiu promised to wait till 25!' fuck you fuck you fuck you i fucking ha

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#horse.txt #vent // #bro there is absolutely nothing worse than being pre t. like you think its Just gonna be about being sad bc dysphoria but no #no instead i have this evil fucking bitch it my head who gets?? pissed OFF? when i see other people on T living their best lives? #bc it just feels so fucking impossible. i know she didnt but istg sometimes it feels like me mom wanted to move to florida on purpose #because shes so fucking invested in me being a girl because shes feels like im fucking REJECTING HER by not wanti g to be a woman. #and now we're here and she Says shit sucks and she hates how florida is just Full of bigots but in such a fucking. 'aw well! <:)' way #'it doesn't affect Us and it costs too much money to leave and anyway yiu promised to wait till 25!' fuck you fuck you fuck you i fucking ha #te you #i know im not and ill get there eventually but i feel so fucking STUCK like ive fucking fallen behind and i cant keep up #and everyones getting facialhair and their voices are deeper and im still just fucking frozen. like congratulations i love you im happy for #you but i still have to wait three more fucking years to even Hope for the chance of getting my moms fucking Help with this #three more years of feeling like a fucking stranger in my own body im so FUCKING tired and im so fucking angry #i feel like such a fucking asshole but its all i can fucking thing sometimes. im just so fucking mad