#🔥 You Like Tarot? (Velvet's Asks)

[lethal-honey]

🥃 for Nolan, Aiko, Angelo, Velvet, and Aya: "Most embarrassing thought you had while looking at your significant other while they were not aware you were looking at them?" (let the drunken shit ensue)

Send me  ‘ 🥃 ‘ + plus a question, and my muse will answer it while drunk.

“Jamie.... is the cutest thing I’ve ever seen when he has his cat ears out, or when he’s just purring.... or... wait, it was supposed to be embarassing for me, right? Hmm...” He covered his mouth, frowning slightly as he tried to focus, the alcohol making it hard for him to actually remember anything, but he felt like humoring the other. “I love when Jamie’s distracted reading so I can see how peaciful he can be, I guess the thought that embarassed me the most was when I saw him so focused on Lark that it wouldn’t matter what I did he wouldn’t notice. I was glad I got to watch them play and... I wanted to be part of that, I had no idea how to tell him that or how to explain what I was feeling to him or even if I should, but I just felt like I wanted to at least pretend we were a family, even if I was there just to be sure Jamie wasn’t trying to get himself killed and baby Lark was still alright... though... honestly.. I know Jamie is intelligent enough to take care of a child, I just worry about his mental and physical health” 

“I love that man!!! I love him so fucking much!! I want to spend an eternity with him! I hate it so much, but I love it so much at the same time! Whenever I look at him and he’s focused on something else I just can’t stop thinking about how handsome he is and how much I wanna kiss him all the time, I wanna have a family with him do you know how serious it is? Do you know how much this man has clearly brainwashed me?! I could be staring at him for the rest of my life, I don’t want anyone else, just him!” She was blushing a lot while not even second guessing herself on just spilling the stuff she kept thinking whenever she caught Demro distracted. She clearly just needed to spill it all out. “He’s perfect I have no idea why he decided to be with me but I love him!”

“Smile says we’re not a couple, but I guess he’s the closest thing I have to a significant other, so I’ll go with him...” The man hummed, trying to remember what he had thought in the moments he had caught himself watching his roommate while he was distracted. “Well... I guess the fact that usually when I see Smile’s distracted cooking he looks so soft and peaceful and enjoying himself that I wanna hug him and rest my head on his shoulder. I don’t do it, I don’t want to invade his personal space, even though I don’t mind it at all when he rests his chin on my leg when I’m playing cello.... am I rambling too much? I just think he looks adorable, I don’t know why people say he’s scary, sure, his culture is kinda scary, but it’s not like he does it without a reason and to just any random person, right? Anyway, I just think he’s huggable”

“I.... hmm... “ She was blushing already, thinking about it “There are so many embarassing things I think whenever I keep looking at him... that’s why I just think them and don’t really say anything... Imagine what would happen if Klea ever heard any of these?” She kept drinking, to make sure she was actually drunk before she said anything, a grimace forming on her face as soon as she felt the taste of alcohol in her mouth. “He looks so pretty, he’s so sweet and patient to me... sometimes he’s a little shit who likes to make fun of me, but you know what... I like it.. don’t tell him that, though, please!” She smiled to herself, the blush only getting darker “Sometimes I just keep watching him play with Bunny or working on his toys and I just want to be close to him and kiss him and, sure, we’re together, I shouldn’t be so embarassed to do those things, I guess, but I just don’t wanna disturb him, and don’t wanna keep him from doing the things he likes. I love his attention, but I love seeing him being calm and enjoying himself working on something he likes more”

“Do I really have to answer this? I was embarassed just by thinking about it...” She took another big sip of her drink, trying to make herself feel a little bit better, maybe “Well, with how Feral is it’s kind of.... hard not to think about everything we do together, though I don’t really think much about his... um... his... dick... but I do catch myself thinking about how he makes me feel with basically no effort on his part, he’s got a talent... I’m not that much into guys, and I sure don’t like Feral just because of that, but did I got lucky when I found him!” She stopped talking for a moment “Uh... those are my embarassing thoughts... usually whenever I look at him and he’s too focused on the dogs I just get a really happy feeling inside me and want to hug and kiss all of them and I just keep thinking about how much I’d like to have a family with him and raise our dogs... who knows we could have ... you know... those are embarassing too, actually... I wouldn’t tell those to Feral...”

#🔫 The Assassin (Nolan IC) #🔫 Are You Here To Hire Me? (Nolan's Asks) #🔪 The Artist (Aiko IC) #🔪 If I'm Honest With You Just Run And Hide (Aiko's Asks) #🎻 The Bartender (Angelo IC) #🎻 Don't You Wanna See The World? (Angelo's Asks) #🔥 The Witch (Velvet IC) #🔥 You Like Tarot? (Velvet's Asks) #🎀 The Fashion Designer (Ayako IC) #🎀 It's Such A Wonderful Life (Ayako's Asks) #descendingxintoxdarkness