#🎸 i'm gonna cast a spell on you; you're gonna do what i want you to || interactions.

[hexxgirlthorn]

closed starter @fasterthanfury location: wonderland

"of course you're here," thorn said with a roll of her eyes as she leaned on the wall near the bathroom. hse had been here for a bit and just consumed enough party favors to have a decent night but now that she knew francis was here she wasn't sure if that was going to be possible. he always saw her at her worst and she was sick of it. the music was blasting loudly and she thought about running off to go dance with someone, literally anyone, to lose him in the crowd, but instead her hands were crossed over her chest as she tried to carry herself like she wasn't doing the same shit he was. hypocrite. but in her mind if she ran, she looked weak. and she was not gonna do that. "was hoping this place was too weird for you. good to know."

#🎸 i'm gonna cast a spell on you; you're gonna do what i want you to || interactions. #francis. #this is shit but here #drugs tw

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closed starter @faiirytalcs​ (luis) location: topsy turvy

Thorn was more than aware that she needed to stop going to places that tempted her worst vices. She was fully aware that she probably shouldn’t be drinking and that she really shouldn’t be dancing with a bunch of strangers in some nightclub. She was more than aware that Dusk and Luna were going to be disappointed in her and she was going to be even more disappointed in herself. The sad fact was, Thorn felt herself starting to slip and she didn’t want her girls to know how bad this time was. Ever since she met that guy in a superhero costume she felt off, she felt like she really was stuck in a town that she was never escaping from and that all of her hard work to keep calm was for nothing. She was feeling hopeless and so her reaction was to not feel anything.

After dancing for a little while she found herself heading towards the bar again, pushing her hair back and seeing who she could talk to in the quest to further her goal to feel numb. The guy next to her was cute, she wasn’t sure if it was in a hot way or sort of adorable way, but then again what Thorn considered cute or adorable was not the standard for cute and adorable. “What’re you drinking?” she asked, leaning over so that he could hear her. “I’m in the mood to go out of my comfort zone.”

#🎸 i'm gonna cast a spell on you; you're gonna do what I want you to || interactions. #luis. #drinking tw

[hexxgirlthorn]

send  💬  for  an  angsty  starter . @fredelicious24​

thorn was not the kind of person who showed any kind of vulnerability to others. she was more a keep it buried deep inside and scream about it later or pour it all into a song kind of girl, but sometimes things set her off without any warning. just because she has been mostly clean, give or take a drink or two and one minor relapse when they first got stuck, didn’t mean there wasn’t urges. being trapped in evermore has been the hardest challenge of her life to not use and as much as she tries to bury the urges and bury her feelings until there is nothing but a fake god-like complex, she wasn’t always good at it. in fact, sometimes she was so awful at it she had to make a trip to the rage cage for a good few hours of destroying shit until she felt nothing. 

tonight was one of those nights. she was trying to get to the rage cage, trying to suppress the fact that she felt like she was falling apart, but she honestly didn’t know if she was going to make it. she made it right to the block before it before stopping completely and dropping to the ground. she didn’t cry, she never cried, but she pressed herself against the wall of a building and sank to the ground, pulling her knees to her chest. deep breaths, she was trying to ignore the agony her body was deciding to put her through, it was her own fault, her relapse haunting her more than anything and her doctor being far away from this place. she really needed to get a new one here but that meant she was admitting to being trapped and that made her want to use more.

 she was lost in her head, losing her shit, shaking on the ground as if it were the middle of winter. a panic attack was looming but she didn’t want to do this here, so she just fought it even though she could feel like she was losing the battle. she had been lucky that no one had seen her or noticed her like this, but she knew she didn’t have forever. she buried her head into her chest, trying to breathe, but then she heard someone clear their throat and her head shot back up. “nothing to see here, move along,” she mumbled, even though she didn’t even sound convinced in her words. “please don’t...i’ll move in a minute...just need to...just need a minute....”

#🎸 i'm gonna cast a spell on you; you're gonna do what I want you to || interactions. #fredf. #drug mention tw #ok well #this sucks bad but here

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closed starter @ghovlpire​ location: seconhand treasures

thorn had a serious problem. her ever growing collection of spooky objects was taking up more room in her home than needed, but every time she was feeling anything strongly she was impulse shopping. right now she was consumed by frustration since she couldn’t seem to get the harmonies to the song she was working on right. she had scribbled out so many lyrics and key changes that the paper didn’t even look like a paper anymore. so she figured the best course of action was to go shopping in person since....well, she could do that these days. she wasn’t sure if she was ever going to get used to not touring.

hence her stopping at the antique store. there was always something creepy lurking amongst the oddities there is she looked hard enough. sometimes she wondered if she was running out of things to find, but admitting that would be admitting that she was going a lot more stir crazy than she wanted to, so she persisted. as she browsed through the selection she felt herself bump into someone or they bumped into her; it honestly didn’t even matter. “sorry about that,” she said sheepishly, standing a bit straighter as she looked at the girl. “i swore i saw something absolutely creepy and was trying to get a better look.”

#🎸 i'm gonna cast a spell on you; you're gonna do what I want you to || interactions. #sibella.

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closed starter @faiirytalcs​ (luis) location: festival 

once the high of performing was more than done, thorn did the worst thing she could possibly do for herself and celebrated. one beer turned into a few and then she was wondering around kind of aimlessly as it grew later and the glow from the rides illuminated the festival. all of her worst choices tended to be after a show and she was trying not to make that a habit but it was so easy falling into old habits. it was a lot better than reminding herself she was still stuck in evermore at least. as she made her way for a water this time to try and sober up and not make a complete fool of herself, she noticed someone was hovering near the little drinks area and she tilted her head trying to get a good look. “hey, don’t i know you or something? you look eerily familiar...”

#🎸 i'm gonna cast a spell on you; you're gonna do what I want you to || interactions. #luis. #yep this is how she be

[hexxgirlthorn]

send  ☂️  for  a  weather  based  starter. @necroborne​

there was a plan, thorn was happy with the plan, and then the weather decided to rebel against them. thorn was a fan of mother nature rebelling, but she didn’t like when it went against her. especially since she dedicated her life trying to be good to the planet. then again, she had to figure that this was more of a gift than anything, it just...messed with her plans a tiny bit. she couldn’t be too mad at the earth when it gave so much. that would go against everything she believed in. still, she had the right to pout a little bit, so she did. 

"well shit,” thorn said, peeking out the curtain windows and seeing the heavy rain falling outside. “i guess we aren’t going out now...what do we do now?” it was raining hard enough that thorn was not going to send helena home and she figured there was enough going on in the house to do something fun. “i guess we could stay in and watch a movie or something? or we could mess around in the studio?” she wanted to make sure that helena wasn’t bored and she knew that she wasn’t as fun as she used to be. “we could break some shit too, make out by my doll collection...i mean...unless you want to go dance in the rain?” she hadn’t done that in a while but she knew that wasn’t really something that a lot of people liked to do. “i do have a change of clothes if needed.”

#🎸 i'm gonna cast a spell on you; you're gonna do what I want you to || interactions. #helena.

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closed starter @hadesaidxneus​ location: outside of pour unfortunate soul

thorn wasn’t sure why she still did this to herself. she didn’t drink anymore and she didn’t party as hard as she used to, but she still found herself seeking bars and other forms of it whenever she was stressed. considering that she was constantly stressed with the fact that she was stuck in a town that was supposed to be just another stop on the hex girl’s tour, she didn’t think she was doing so bad for seeking her vices out every now and then. if anything, sometimes being around the setting inspired her songwriting, though it wasn’t as good as just going out into the woods and disappearing for a few hours. still, she had every intention of going in and gathering some inspiration since it was last notice and then going home and locking herself in her studio.

she lasted about ten minutes before she decided to go. people were getting on her nerves and she really wasn’t trying to start a bar fight this time. the vibes were completely hostile and annoying. as she made her way out of the bar she ran smack into another person. “where did you come from?” she said aloud, looking the taller man up and down. “save yourself the trouble. the crowd is not worth the fight tonight. you’re better off checking out a graveyard for a more peaceful crowd.”

#🎸 i'm gonna cast a spell on you; you're gonna do what I want you to || interactions. #hades.

[hexxgirlthorn]

closed starter @wildcstwinter (francis >_>) location: francis's place fight me

thorn was throwing her pride in the garbage. as much as she wanted to act like she was doing better than ever in this town she was trapped in, she was far from it. francis had wormed her way back into her darkest impulses and now she was chasing after him again for some high she couldn't seem to find when she was actually with him. it didn't stop her from trying though. so when she knocked on his door and didn't meet his eyes, it was obvious she was already too far out of it to ask for more than the obvious. "can i come in?"

#🎸 i'm gonna cast a spell on you; you're gonna do what i want you to || interactions. #francis.

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closed starter @partialdarkncss location: thorn's apartment

"Veronica, I'm gonna be totally honest with you. I don't think I've been doing so hot lately...." With the thrill of performing gone, she had been left to her old habits and sadness. "I am so happy we got to perform and everything....but now that it's over I just...feel like we did when we first got here again. Like a huge part of myself was just ripped away. What if this is a sign that we need to be working on something for the band? An album, ep...I don't know, something? When was the last time we even dragged all of us together in the studio?" She sighed, running a hand through her hair. "I wanted to know how you were feeling about it all before I ran it by Liz."

#🎸 i'm gonna cast a spell on you; you're gonna do what i want you to || interactions. #veronica.

[hexxgirlthorn]

closed starter @paintsplattcr​ location: festival

this was what thorn had been missing. being coated in sweat as she screamed lyrics into a microphone while being supported by her best girls. playing her guitar and enchanting a crowd, no matter what the size; it was everything to her. she missed touring so fucking bad and any opportunity she had to get the hex girls on stage she took because she knew her sisters wanted it just as badly.  constantly aching to be in the spotlight, to do what they were meant to do. it killed her to have to get off of the stage. to have to wipe the sweat off backstage, get herself together, and just....go back to living in evermore. it was like a slap in the face, really. but it was what had to happen. as much as thorn would gladly bleed out on stage from playing her guitar until her fingers went numb, she knew this was not that kind of event. so it was back to the crowds, back to just being...thorn. 

as she made her way back into the festival itself she felt someone staring at her and she turned, giving a curious but slightly threatening look to the guy. of course there was a chance he had caught the performance and she should look a little nicer because it could be a fan, but her default was menacing stare. “can i help you?” she asked, her tone monotone as she went back into her casual mode. “also you can help me, actually. do you know where the most dangerous looking ride is? i can’t navigate this thing for shit.”

#🎸 i'm gonna cast a spell on you; you're gonna do what I want you to || interactions. #toulouse.

[hexxgirlthorn]

tag dump.

#🎸 i'm gonna cast a spell on you; you're gonna do what I want you to || interactions. #🎸 this girl is a gun || mirror. #🎸 forged from banshee hollow earth || hcs. #🎸 all black everything sad and weird || musings. #🎸 we may look bad but we don’t care || inspiration. #🎸 but everything looks better when the sun goes down || tunes. #🎸 with blood in your eyes we can't see the same; it’s a bleeding shame || ask memes.