#[ hence he's so pessimistic over everyone and everything while he carries the core of nihilism ]

[alldarkling]

We will eventually write a meta on this, but, in short, I do very much love how Mephistopheles is so terribly and painfully aware that he and all others are trapped in the Narrative that is constantly repeating over and over and over and—

#OUT . #STUDY . #/// #// #/ #[ Antiphisto despising the monotony and repetition and yet he's stuck in the cycle of serving both the Devil and dealt mortals ] #[ just as he had served to God and Their creations eons ago ] #[ of recalling the experiences meeting Faust for the first time to losing him in the main verse / my original sequel ] #[ if we all ignore the roleplay context with Mephisto being free from the cycle of forever going through the Faust storyline ] #[ he along with everyone else would be re-experiencing the entire event forever and he painfully knows that ] #[ hence he's so pessimistic over everyone and everything while he carries the core of nihilism ] #[ I am so :( my poor lil' meow meow I love him so much despite his endless errors and horrors </3 ]