#//a lot of this is just lambda's behavior is the result of his parents fricking him up

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🕷️ SPIDER - what is their biggest fear? do they have any irrational / mundane fears? 🌹 ROSE - do they like valentines day? have they been confessed to before? have they confessed to anyone before? 🙈 SEE-NO-EVIL - whats a side of your oc that they don't want to show other people? 🙊 SPEAK-NO-EVIL - what is something your oc will refuse to stay quiet about? 🙉 HEAR-NO-EVIL - what is the worse thing your oc could hear from someone? 🌱 SEEDLING - what is their most vivid memory from childhood?

OC emoji asks (accepting)

//Hoo boy, there’s a lot here so it’s going under a cut!

SPIDER- what is their biggest fear? do they have any irrational / mundane fears?

Lambda’s biggest fear nowadays would have to be the complete and total loss of his identity. Having spent so long scraping and clawing to be regarded as his own person instead of being seen as a copy of his mother or as one of the M.E.C’s many faceless drones, it’s no wonder that he’s more than a little cagey when it comes to being treated like well... an actual person. As for any irrational fears.... 

It’s spiders. He’s afraid of spiders.

ROSE- do they like valentines day? have they been confessed to before? have they confessed to anyone before?

Well, no. He doesn’t particularly care for the day itself, thinking it nothing more than just a day he has to deal with and get it over it. He’s more into the aesthetic of Valentine’s Day than the actual day itself. As for confessing and confessing to people, no and no.

SEE-NO-EVIL- whats a side of your oc that they don’t want to show to other people?

Weirdly enough, Lambda’s openness regarding his status as a vigilante/serial killer is this. But that is only surface level. Rather, it’s the violent, horrible want to lash out and hurt everything and everyone that came about as a result of everything that’s pretty much happened in his life. He knows that it’s not good to feel this way. It’s a very unhealthy reaction/coping mechanism he developed and it’s not healthy for him at all. 

So he’s all too content to put on the illusion of being fine because he knows people aren’t going to like or be comfortable with the fact that Lambda’s heart and soul cries out to take up arms and finally satiate the horrible rage that burns within him until he has finally received the justice he believes he deserves. 

SPEAK-NO-EVIL- what is something your oc will refuse to stay quiet about?

And now for something a little lighter! He is obsessed with speedrunning. He doesn’t actually speedrun games themselves, but rather he’s interested in the history of speedruns and all the tricks speedrunners have discovered during said runs. Though be wary, if you do ask him, you better be prepared to sit there for hours while he excitedly rambles on and on, recalling details from a video he’s watched. 

He also won’t shut up about sitcoms either.

HEAR-NO-EVIL- what is the worst thing your oc could hear from someone?

“Your mother was right about you. You really are an annoying waste of space.”

SEEDLING- what is their most vivid memory from childhood?

Honestly, there’s probably a lot of them but if I had to pick one... he fondly remembers the times he used to grab a towel from the hall closet, set it down on the floor of his bedroom, turn the light on and then lay down on the towel and pretend that he was at the beach. He actually has no idea what the beach was actually like and was instead mimicking the things he’d seen people do in movies and cartoons.

#//flops down #//finally got all of this down! #//a lot of this is just lambda's behavior is the result of his parents fricking him up #//but also its a little sad because he's trying to be a person and feels a little ashamed to try and act like one #//so i guess i tried to lighten things up a little bit lol? #why are you botherin' me? {answered memes} #hidden depths: {info} #stovthearted