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Strange Dreams by Yusuf Alioğlu Via Flickr: Strange Dreams My Interplanetary Memories Interplanetary Travel I began to have strange dreams. They are unusual and so meaningless. Maybe it seems that way to me. Sometimes I look into what my dreams mean. Every time I look at the meanings of my dreams, I think that I can find answers to the questions in my head. At least I'm looking for a sign about my future in my dreams. When I read the meanings of the dreams I had, the idea of returning to earth outweighs. However, I would like to state that I am still undecided on this issue. Yes, I know this topic is getting too long. But the fact that there was no concept of time where I was was causing me to take my decisions too late. The delay in my decision making actually affects only one of the two decisions. It just influences my decision to return to Earth. I'm already living out my other option, my plan to stay in space. The delay in making my decision lags behind the progress of time on Earth as time progresses. Although the concept of time was meaningless in space, it had a lot of meaning on Earth. And time was moving on in the world. Actually, in a way, the concept of time was also valid for me. As time progressed in the world, it continued to progress for me biologically. I was getting older. This could create a negative situation for me when I return to the world. Due to my advanced age, I would have a hard time starting a new life. Therefore, I knew that I had to make my decision as soon as possible. But even though I was conscious of it, I was taking everything too slow. I think I was terrified by the idea of returning to earth. I think I was expecting a "Come" Actually, I've had enough adventures in space. I saved thousands of memories on other planets. Maybe it's time to go back to the world and embark on new adventures. Maybe I should go back to Earth and make new memories. Maybe I should give myself another chance. Camera: Canon EOS Kiss X7i Photograph by Yusuf Alioglu Location: Outer space (space) Facebook Become a Patron! Instagram (Yusuf Alioglu Photography) Instagram (UnbornArt) Twitter Youtube iStock Blogger Vimeo UnbornArt deviantART Tumblr Check out this portfolio on Shutterstock!

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The Ghost Moon by Yusuf Alioğlu Via Flickr: The Ghost Moon Interplanetary Travel Camera: Canon EOS Kiss X7i Photograph by Yusuf Alioglu Location: Outer space (space) Facebook Become a Patron! Instagram (Yusuf Alioglu Photography) Instagram (UnbornArt) Twitter Youtube iStock Blogger Vimeo UnbornArt deviantART Tumblr Check out this portfolio on Shutterstock!

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Unknown End by Yusuf Alioğlu Via Flickr: Unknown End My Interplanetary Memories Interplanetary Travel This is the story of a man in the depths of space, alone in his spaceship, searching for a planet suitable for life. So this is my story. I feel like I have reached the end of this story. I don't have the slightest idea how the story will end. At the end of this story, we will wait and see together whether a good ending or a bad ending awaits me. It will be an end for me, which is entirely up to my own choices. However, I still can't predict what will happen. Unfortunately, I still haven't made a decision for myself. Which makes the ending of my story ambiguous. Maybe it's better for me that the ending of my story is uncertain. So I can continue my journey into the unknown. Otherwise, knowing that a bad end awaits me would cause me to end my journey and return to the world without fulfilling my duty. As a result of this, I would have put myself into a deep depression as a result of the emotional breakdown brought about by the failure and maybe put an end to my own life. I guess it's best not to know some things. It's like not knowing our end. Camera: Canon EOS Kiss X7i Photograph by Yusuf Alioglu Location: Outer space (space) Facebook Become a Patron! Instagram (Yusuf Alioglu Photography) Instagram (UnbornArt) Twitter Youtube iStock Blogger Vimeo UnbornArt deviantART Tumblr Check out this portfolio on Shutterstock!

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Forgotten by Yusuf Alioğlu Via Flickr: Forgotten My Interplanetary Memories Interplanetary Travel I think I'm going to die far away from earth, deep in space. Honestly, I'm too lazy to go back to planet Earth. It's exciting to think about what I need to do after returning to Earth, but it's also very frightening. I guess I'm an extremely lazy person. I know that my spacecraft will return to Earth on autopilot. "Well, why are you being lazy then? Go back to Earth now!" Anyway, that's not the part I'm lazy about. This is the part that scares me. Returning to Earth scares me. The part that bothers me is the life I will live after I return to the world. I will have to start everything from scratch. I will be like a grown human being reborn. When I come back to Earth, I will witness the continued lives of all my acquaintances. I will be re-involved in their lives, which I have not been involved in for years. Of course, this will be difficult for them as well. Maybe I'll never come across them. It would be better for them and for me as well. I don't know. It may seem absurd to you to think about all these details while I haven't made a decision on whether I will return to the world or not. But there's nothing to do in this deep vacuum of space. I have plenty of free time to think and dream. However, making a decision is quite difficult when you are on your own. I would even say near impossible. I feel like I've been forgotten. Camera: Canon EOS Kiss X7i Photograph by Yusuf Alioglu Location: Outer space (space) Facebook Become a Patron! Instagram (Yusuf Alioglu Photography) Instagram (UnbornArt) Twitter Youtube iStock Blogger Vimeo UnbornArt deviantART Tumblr Check out this portfolio on Shutterstock! Camera: Canon EOS Kiss X7i Photograph by Yusuf Alioglu Location: Outer space (space) Facebook Become a Patron! Instagram (Yusuf Alioglu Photography) Instagram (UnbornArt) Twitter Youtube iStock Blogger Vimeo UnbornArt deviantART Tumblr Check out this portfolio on Shutterstock!

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Nonexistent by Yusuf Alioğlu Via Flickr: Nonexistent My Interplanetary Memories Interplanetary Travel A Forgotten Sunset My Interplanetary Memories Interplanetary Travel I wanted to share with you this sunset photo I took five years ago according to Earth time. I was witnessing the simultaneous setting of three giant suns behind the mountains. It was a unique sunset view. Maybe it was a sight that I would never witness again for me. So I blinked as little as I could so as not to miss a single moment. And to show you this unique sunset view, I was constantly taking pictures. Ok, it may have been a bit late posting. Sometimes there are photos that I forget to share. Sometimes I don't even have time to share photos. There are times when I cannot share photos due to communication breakdown. I think this is one of those photos. During the time I was on that planet, I had constant communication problems due to the magnetic storms created by the three great suns. This resulted in a lot of unpublished photos in my archive. I hope it was worth the wait for me for so long. Camera: Canon EOS Kiss X7i Photograph by Yusuf Alioglu Location: Outer space (space) Facebook Become a Patron! Instagram (Yusuf Alioglu Photography) Instagram (UnbornArt) Twitter Youtube iStock Blogger Vimeo UnbornArt deviantART Tumblr Check out this portfolio on Shutterstock! Camera: Canon EOS Kiss X7i Photograph by Yusuf Alioglu Location: Outer space (space) Facebook Become a Patron! Instagram (Yusuf Alioglu Photography) Instagram (UnbornArt) Twitter Youtube iStock Blogger Vimeo UnbornArt deviantART Tumblr Check out this portfolio on Shutterstock!

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yusufalioglu · 9 months

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My Emotions Have No Direction by Yusuf Alioğlu Via Flickr: A Forgotten Sunset My Interplanetary Memories Interplanetary Travel I didn't know how to start my post for today. I didn't know in this article whether I should talk about my loneliness in the whole universe or my memories on the planet where I took this photo. I realize that I feel worse by talking about my loneliness more. I see this as a form of therapy as well. Sometimes I can sleep more comfortably by pouring my heart out on you. But that doesn't take long. After a while, I begin to feel my loneliness to my deepest point again. I don't think I can get out of this situation. I just can't find the courage to go back to the world and start life anew. Maybe I'm just a coward. While I have the courage to travel alone in the endless darkness of space, I do not have the courage to go back to earth and start life again. It's actually quite an interesting situation. Reconnecting with people was making me anxious. Why did the idea of reuniting with people and forming new bonds worry me? I couldn't make any sense of it. I both wanted to do this, and I didn't want to. I think I confused you too. I'm so confused right now. I've never traveled in my spaceship this long in outer space. I feel like I'm imprisoned inside my spaceship. Maybe that's why I started to think about it so much and question everything. I think I will be freed from these thoughts when I arrive on the planet Plutonia. At least I don't think I'll think about it that much. We'll wait and see. Camera: Canon EOS Kiss X7i Photograph by Yusuf Alioglu Location: Outer space (space) Facebook Become a Patron! Instagram (Yusuf Alioglu Photography) Instagram (UnbornArt) Twitter Youtube iStock Blogger Vimeo UnbornArt deviantART Tumblr Check out this portfolio on Shutterstock!

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A Forgotten Sunset by Yusuf Alioğlu Via Flickr: A Forgotten Sunset My Interplanetary Memories Interplanetary Travel I wanted to share with you this sunset photo I took five years ago according to Earth time. I was witnessing the simultaneous setting of three giant suns behind the mountains. It was a unique sunset view. Maybe it was a sight that I would never witness again for me. So I blinked as little as I could so as not to miss a single moment. And to show you this unique sunset view, I was constantly taking pictures. Ok, it may have been a bit late posting. Sometimes there are photos that I forget to share. Sometimes I don't even have time to share photos. There are times when I cannot share photos due to communication breakdown. I think this is one of those photos. During the time I was on that planet, I had constant communication problems due to the magnetic storms created by the three great suns. This resulted in a lot of unpublished photos in my archive. I hope it was worth the wait for me for so long. Camera: Canon EOS Kiss X7i Photograph by Yusuf Alioglu Location: Outer space (space) Facebook Become a Patron! Instagram (Yusuf Alioglu Photography) Instagram (UnbornArt) Twitter Youtube iStock Blogger Vimeo UnbornArt deviantART Tumblr Check out this portfolio on Shutterstock!

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Uncertainty by Yusuf Alioğlu Via Flickr: Uncertainty My Interplanetary Memories Interplanetary Travel I think I'm at the most uncertain point of my journey. I'm in the place where decision making is the hardest, even near impossible. Without knowing what to do, I continue my journey meaninglessly. Why was it so hard for me to come to a decision? Going back and forth between the two choices made me very tired. I have thoughts in my mind that hinder my decision. And these thoughts are the biggest obstacle in my decision making. I have never experienced such a difficult situation before. And I'm the one who got myself into this situation. This is a situation my mind and emotions have made me experience. I'm still looking for a sign so I can choose one of the two options I have in mind. The radio signal I received from the planet Plutonia was the first signal I needed to make a choice. However, my desire to return to planet earth was increasing more and more. And I was waiting for a sign for it. In fact, all the signs were in me to return to earth. My rekindled feelings were the biggest sign of that. And this was much greater than the signal I received from the planet plutonia. Maybe it's time for me to take a step. Camera: Canon EOS Kiss X7i Photograph by Yusuf Alioglu Location: Outer space (space) Facebook Become a Patron! Instagram (Yusuf Alioglu Photography) Instagram (UnbornArt) Twitter Youtube iStock Blogger Vimeo UnbornArt deviantART Tumblr Check out this portfolio on Shutterstock!

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Rebirth by Yusuf Alioğlu Via Flickr: Rebirth My Interplanetary Memories Interplanetary Travel A deep silence remained from the day. I say deep because it was a silence that got deeper as time progressed. I found myself in the presence of this ever-deepening silence. It was as if my body, which had become silent as time passed, turned into a dead body. It was as if my soul had left my body, but my body had continued to live biologically. I was not feeling anything emotional. Losing my senses allowed me to carry out my space mission without thinking about the possibility of returning for a long time. Thanks to my loss of human feelings, I have discovered many planets suitable for human life. I had been successful in my space mission. So, have I been successful in my own life? I'm alone in the dark space of space. Many people say that a real success is to have a happy family. According to this situation, we cannot say that I am a successful person. The only thing I succeeded in was finding the habitable planets I needed to find on my space travel. I guess I've had a pretty unsuccessful life as a person. My loneliness is the biggest proof of this. After my age, it is very unlikely that I will return to the world and start life again. Even if I could go back to earth, it seems too far away for me to make new friends, fall in love again, and start a family. Maybe I should go off course, disrupt all of my spacecraft's electronics and get lost forever in the deep darkness of space. I must create my own ending or beginning. Camera: Canon EOS Kiss X7i Photograph by Yusuf Alioglu Location: Outer space (space) Facebook Become a Patron! Instagram (Yusuf Alioglu Photography) Instagram (UnbornArt) Twitter Youtube iStock Blogger Vimeo UnbornArt deviantART Tumblr Check out this portfolio on Shutterstock!

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The Darkness That Comes After The Giant Sun by Yusuf Alioğlu Via Flickr: The Darkness That Comes After The Giant Sun My Interplanetary Memories Interplanetary Travel These are the last rays of the giant sun that sets behind the mountains, reflecting on the sea of clouds. A long night will cover the planet. Day and night were quite long on the planet Plutonia. The day was ending and darkness was beginning for me. Darkness offered me great opportunities to observe space. However, it also caused a slowdown in the research I was going to do on the planet. It was sometimes difficult to collect accurate rock samples with the illumination of my 6x6 spacecraft, which was specially designed for me to travel around the planets I visited in the pitch dark. Sometimes I just walked past biological plant species that I couldn't see because of the dark. It was only when the sun began to illuminate the planet again that I realized all of this. So, I spent more time observing and photographing at night, while spending more of the day researching planets, analyzing and collecting samples. Thus, I was not hindering the research I had to do. I shouldn't have strayed from my plan. There were many more habitable planets I would visit. I have had the opportunity to visit many habitable planets over the years, by sticking to the plan I had made. I've been to the depths of space where no human has ever gone before. I have had many different experiences. I came across unique space landscapes. But I still haven't encountered an intelligent life form. I believe the last signal I received is from intelligent life forms. That's why I'm returning to the planet I first visited after many years and named Plutonia. I hope I am not mistaken. I still don't know what to do when I find the Plutonia civilization. I'm not sure how they will receive me either. Ever since I left planet Earth, I have been in an unknown. I've gotten used to living in the unknown. I hope this will be the last unknown for me. At the moment, I am trying to get rid of the coughing fit caused by the gas leaking in due to a malfunction while I am moving to the planet I will arrive in my spaceship. I don't know how much longer this cough will last. And sometimes this situation can become unbearable. Camera: Canon EOS Kiss X7i Photograph by Yusuf Alioglu Location: Outer space (space) Facebook Become a Patron! Instagram (Yusuf Alioglu Photography) Instagram (UnbornArt) Twitter Youtube iStock Blogger Vimeo UnbornArt deviantART Tumblr Check out this portfolio on Shutterstock!

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Sunset in Plutonia by Yusuf Alioğlu Via Flickr: Sunset in Plutonia My Interplanetary Memories Interplanetary Travel I was starting to relax and enjoy the moment in front of a magnificent sunset view on the planet Plutonia. I remember feeling very lucky when I took this photo. Actually, I was lucky. I was the first person to be chosen for interplanetary travel on planet Earth. And this made me feel lucky and privileged. I saw the depths of space that no human had ever seen before. I have set foot on planets suitable for life, where no human has ever set foot before. I witnessed unique landscapes of space that no human had ever seen. I became the first human and even the first earth creature to be able to get this far from the earth. I say Earth creature, because a cat sent into space before me was the first creature to travel to the furthest point from Earth and return. I went hundreds of times further than that cat went in space. And that made me unique. The cat that was sent into space was able to return to earth. The space cat must still be living on earth. Definitely a lucky cat. To be selected for a space mission among thousands of cats and to be able to successfully complete this mission and return to planet earth. I didn't know whether it was a luckier situation to be selected for a space mission or to be able to return to Earth. I guess it's not a very lucky situation unless you can go back to the world. I still have an infinite distance to go. I'm tired and weary. My excitement is more than less than my initial excitement. My thoughts are quite different from when I first embarked on this space journey. At first, my thoughts were busy with the exploration of new planets that I was going to do, while my current thoughts are purely about myself. I keep asking myself. I keep arguing with myself about the thought of returning to Earth. I still don't know what to decide. Camera: Canon EOS Kiss X7i Photograph by Yusuf Alioglu Location: Outer space (space) Facebook Become a Patron! Instagram (Yusuf Alioglu Photography) Instagram (UnbornArt) Twitter Youtube iStock Blogger Vimeo UnbornArt deviantART Tumblr Check out this portfolio on Shutterstock!

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The Last Discovery by Yusuf Alioğlu Via Flickr: The Last Discovery My Interplanetary Memories Interplanetary Travel I think I'm slowly losing my purpose on this journey. My desire to discover new, habitable planets began to give way to earthly desires. I cannot overcome my worldly desires. It's unbelievable that I've been alone for so long. It seems to me that the human soul and body are not programmed for living alone. I think I'm experiencing the consequences of this situation. The biggest secret to living alone is not to think. When you don't think and don't dream, loneliness becomes a situation that can be experienced. You have to erase the memories from your mind. And you should stop daydreaming. When you start thinking about your memories, you start dreaming too. And then the hidden feelings inside you start to come to life again. You want to make friends with people again. You would like to get together with all your friends again. You want to go out with your friends, have fun, dance and go to the sea. You want to chat with your best friend until the morning by walking on the grass barefoot. And, you want to fall in love again. You want to spend hours looking into the eyes of the person you love. You want to walk for miles without ever leaving that warm hand of yours. You want to talk until the morning to hear that pleasant tone of voice. You want to hug tightly so you can breathe in the scent of your skin. As long as you are on planet Earth, you have a chance to experience all of this. You only need to take one step. But when, like me, you are alone in your spaceship in the depths of dark space, quite far from planet earth, there is nothing you can do. All I can do is remember my memories and dream. This situation gives me a lot of emotional pain. I still have hope of returning to Earth. But this seems to be very difficult for me. Sometimes I just want to stop thinking. But I just can't manage to do that. I made many planetary discoveries in this space journey I set out to find habitable planets. I even found traces of a lost civilization. But at the end of my whole journey, the biggest discovery I made was about myself. It took me years to discover my loneliness. Maybe I'm at a point of no return. I don't know. Camera: Canon EOS Kiss X7i Photograph by Yusuf Alioglu Location: Outer space (space) Facebook Become a Patron! Instagram (Yusuf Alioglu Photography) Instagram (UnbornArt) Twitter Youtube iStock Blogger Vimeo UnbornArt deviantART Tumblr Check out this portfolio on Shutterstock!

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Disappear by Yusuf Alioğlu Via Flickr: Disappear My Interplanetary Memories Interplanetary Travel Every day that I wake up on other planets meant the beginning of a new unknown for me. Every sunset meant the start of a new sky feast. I felt very lucky sometimes. It was indeed a great chance for me to witness these unique space landscapes. It took my breath away from these magnificent sights. I began to look forward to the sunsets. On some planets, the day could last quite long. It took me a long time to get used to these conditions. In fact, I can't say that I'm still fully used to this situation. The solstice time of each planet was different, after all. Considering the time I've spent in dark space, I can't say I worry much about the long solstices on the planets I've visited. I miss the geographies illuminated by sunlight and stepping on the ground during the time I spend in the vacuum of space. Therefore, the different solstice times of the planets I visited were not such a problem for me to worry about. It's just that long time spent in the sun can sometimes damage my skin. I could have devices that break down due to overheating. Sleeping under a bright sky was a very different experience for me. This challenged me at first, as human biology is accustomed to sleeping in the dark. While I was in the world, I did not see much benefit, even though I practiced sleeping during the day. This situation caused my sleep pattern to be disrupted. I was awake when I needed to sleep, and sleeping when I needed to be awake. I was trying to establish an order for myself in the cosmic life. And I had more than enough time for that. However, in all my time spent in space, I have never been able to form an order. Each new planet meant a new order. It was necessary to establish that order, and then to keep up with that order. And I was starting to feel quite overwhelmed by this situation. I realized that I was overwhelmed by this situation when I started doing a lot of new and unnecessary research in order not to leave the planet I last visited. I was constantly traveling around the planet collecting rock, soil, and biological samples from different parts of the planet. However, I had already completed my work on the planet. I was wasting my time in vain collecting the same pieces of rock and earth. In fact, all I wanted was not to visit another planet. So I wouldn't have to make a new start. I would feel as if I had entered a settled life. That would have made me happy. At least I thought I would be happy. I just wanted a place I could call home. But the extra time I've spent on the planet has made me realize how lonely I am. The realization of my loneliness has caused the mental depression I have been experiencing lately. While I was on planet Earth, maybe I should never have deviated from the plan prepared for me. Then maybe I would never have realized my loneliness. I do not know. I don't know anything about myself right now. And this obscurity pushes me into even deeper spiritual problems. I can feel this. I have so many maybe in my head. I don't want to add another sentence that starts with maybe. I just want to end. So. Camera: Canon EOS Kiss X7i Photograph by Yusuf Alioglu Location: Outer space (space) Facebook Become a Patron! Instagram (Yusuf Alioglu Photography) Instagram (UnbornArt) Twitter Youtube iStock Blogger Vimeo UnbornArt deviantART Tumblr Check out this portfolio on Shutterstock!

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Nothing by Yusuf Alioğlu Via Flickr: Nothing My Interplanetary Memories Interplanetary Travel Sometimes, I feel very empty. As it is right now. I don't feel like doing anything. Camera: Canon EOS Kiss X7i Photograph by Yusuf Alioglu Location: Outer space (space) Facebook Become a Patron! Instagram (Yusuf Alioglu Photography) Instagram (UnbornArt) Twitter Youtube iStock Blogger Vimeo UnbornArt deviantART Tumblr Check out this portfolio on Shutterstock!

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Away by Yusuf Alioğlu Via Flickr: Away My Interplanetary Memories Interplanetary Travel I realized that I hadn't eaten in a while. My complicated mood has reached such a level that I forget what I have to do. I realized that I hadn't eaten for a while, as soon as I got up from where I was sitting, as a result of my dizziness and falling to the ground. When I measured my blood pressure and blood values as soon as I came to myself, I realized that I had not eaten anything for a long time. My psychological state had almost destroyed my sense of hunger. While I should have measured my biological values twice a day, I realized that I had not done these for a while. Since there is no one inside my spaceship to warn me but myself, the probability of this situation happening again is quite high. There is nothing here to remind me of me, except the computer that gives a warning when I forget to measure my biological values. Just because I turned off the computer's warning system a while ago doesn't mean I don't care about myself. Rather, it was something I did to get away from living like a robot. It was just one of my attempts to feel human again. Turning off the computer's warning system also helped. I took myself out of the routine and let myself go with the flow of life. This made me a little bit happy. I guess the routines I had to follow on this space journey made me live like a robot. But I was not a robot. I was a human. And I had feelings. These were the emotions I had to experience. I think it's been quite a long journey for a human, this space travel. It was a journey long enough to make a person get lost in his mind. This is a more complex disappearance than being lost in the depths of space. I still have not deviated from my course in this space journey that causes journeys to the past in the depths of the mind. I don't want to go back to planet earth before I find the Plutonians. Maybe I'll never find the plutonians. Maybe I'm looking for a civilization that has disappeared. In this case, this search could take forever. I think it has turned into a commitment for me. I consider myself part of the plutonian civilization. But on the other hand, my belonging to planet Earth, that is to my home, forces me to return home. I am going through a very difficult time. There are dozens of questions running through my mind. All I do is sleep and daydream when I have to find answers to each question. It's the only way for me to escape reality. Because, as soon as I answer the questions in my mind, I know that I will change the course of my spacecraft to planet earth and put an end to this space travel. That's why I need to avoid the questions that occupy my mind. This situation adversely affects my biological health. I don't forget to eat is only one of them. I still don't know what to do. I think it would be best if I put a stop to this post here for something to eat. See you in the next post. Take care of your soul... Camera: Canon EOS Kiss X7i Photograph by Yusuf Alioglu Location: Outer space (space) Facebook Become a Patron! Instagram (Yusuf Alioglu Photography) Instagram (UnbornArt) Twitter Youtube iStock Blogger Vimeo UnbornArt deviantART Tumblr Check out this portfolio on Shutterstock!

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leave this universe by Yusuf Alioğlu Via Flickr: leave this universe My Interplanetary Memories Interplanetary Travel I guess it all started by starting to see her in my dreams. At first, I did not try to put a meaning into the dreams I had. But as the frequency of seeing her in my dreams increased, I began to realize something. Emotions that I had stopped feeling long ago were resurfacing. And this situation first began to take over my dreams. I started to create a dream world for myself in which I was happy. It was a fantasy world where I wasn't alone, I had friends and a wonderful girlfriend. My imagination was an escape area for myself. A world where I escaped my loneliness. My mind started to take over me more and more each day. Now, my mood was showing and some days I found myself crying. Sometimes I was frozen and dreaming. This was my first problem on my interplanetary trip. Before the last year and a half, I had no problems. Or so I thought. I guess I neglected myself too much. I forgot to ponder myself while I was exploring planets and space. I was just tracking my physical and biological health. However, my mental health was important for this space travel. I am suffering the consequences of this neglect of mine with deep spiritual suffering. I want to sleep all the time. I want to go into the deepest part of my sleep. I want to never wake up from my dreams and always live there. I want to live my dreams where everything is fine. But this is never possible. It's not in a situation where it's possible. I am looking for a way out of this mood. And there are two ways I can find this way out. Going back to planet Earth and starting everything from scratch. Or, to go off course and seek my own end in the endless darkness of space. Maybe the end I will live when I find the plutonians will be a new beginning for me. I still don't know what I should do. Should I start? Camera: Canon EOS Kiss X7i Photograph by Yusuf Alioglu Location: Outer space (space) Facebook Become a Patron! Instagram (Yusuf Alioglu Photography) Instagram (UnbornArt) Twitter Youtube iStock Blogger Vimeo UnbornArt deviantART Tumblr Check out this portfolio on Shutterstock!

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Rise by Yusuf Alioğlu Via Flickr: Rise My Interplanetary Memories Interplanetary Travel Another sunset photo that I took on the planet Plutonia. Once again, I had finished a day and was enjoying the sunset. During my time on the planets, the moment I enjoyed most was generally the sunsets. Almost every sunset, I encountered a different sky view. I watched the nearby planets rise into the sky. Sometimes these are giant gas planets, and sometimes I have witnessed giant rock planets sinking behind mountains. On planets with more than one sun, I have watched these suns set one after another. Those were unique moments for me. While the sky was covered with darkness, the glow of stardust began to illuminate the entire universe. These stardust in different colors belonging to the dying stars fascinated me every time. I've witnessed comets traveling through deep space. I found myself complimenting these unique space landscapes every time. They were fantastic sights that deserve the compliment. Sometimes I could even forget to sleep in front of these space landscapes. As much as I could, I tried to show you these unique space landscapes that I encountered during my interplanetary travel. I hope I was successful in this.. Camera: Canon EOS Kiss X7i Photograph by Yusuf Alioglu Location: Outer space (space) Facebook Become a Patron! Instagram (Yusuf Alioglu Photography) Instagram (UnbornArt) Twitter Youtube iStock Blogger Vimeo UnbornArt deviantART Tumblr Check out this portfolio on Shutterstock!

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