Would anyone be interested in me writing smut?
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Been gone for a long time I'm back now I wanna lose weight this time and do it better this time. I'm over being recovered it got me no where yeah I'm happier and feel better but I look like shit and no one wants me
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I have 4 moods and that's it:
Manic Superiority/God complex while Starving myself can even remember what sadness is
Depression Nothing matters binges sh wants to unalive can't remember feeling any other way.
Complete dissociation nothing is real what are emotions maybe I should just end it all
Anxious as fuck everyone hates me I should just disappear
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My grades are not a reflection of how I'm doing caues my grades are perfect I'm sure as shit not ok
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I'm losing myself and yet I'm not losing weight I feel heavier than ever
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I either feel like shit or completely numb I'm holding on to my personality by a thread I'm losing myself
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How deep can I go without blood gushing out how much blood can I draw or with out feeling faint how close can I get to the vein how close can I get to death without dieing.
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Everyone seems to be able to lose weight except for me everyone seems to be able to it eat to not binge but me. Fuck binging fuck food fuck being fat and fuck not being skinny!!!
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Some how I managed a full mental breakdown almost broke my fist and skull but the second i hear the door open the sound of my parents come home u snap out of it cause that is how terrified of them seeing me weak that I can just snap out of it like that.
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Easy Mediterranean Chopped Salad - 93kcal/3g protein
Servings: 1 - 93kcal/3g protein
FOR THE SALAD
1-1.5 cups lettuces - chopped
0.25 cup cherry tomatoes - cut in half
0.13 medium red onions - diced
0.25 cup cucumber - chopped
0.25 cup Kalamata olives
0.06 cup feta cheese - chopped
fresh parsley - chopped
FOR THE DRESSING
0.25 tbsp freshly squeezed lemon juice
0.5 tbsp extra virgin olive oil
0.25 clove of garlic - minced
Salt and fresh ground black pepper to taste
1. In a large salad bowl, add all the ingredients for the salad.
2. In a mason jar, pour the freshly squeezed lemon juice and olive oil. Add salt, pepper, garlic and whisk everything together. Continue to whisk while streaming in the olive oil. Taste to check the seasoning.
3. Pour the dressing over the salad and toss well.
4. Top with feta cheese and parsley. Enjoy!
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The best meanspo is the bathroom mirror
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