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happy birthday to the love of my life 💞❤️

im so happy to have found this show and this man. i owe dean winchester so much for keeping me going in few of the scariest moments of my life. thank you, dean, for being my knight in flannel shirt when i needed a friend and family. i love you so much. you may not come on our screens anymore but you're still keeping me going and all i have for you is love and respect. you're a fighter and you inspire me so much. life's shown you its ugliest days but here you were, still fighting, still going. thank you for not giving up even when you felt like it. and thank you jensen ackles for bringing him to life. happy birthday once again, dean. you have so many people who love you and look up to you. and thank you for raising my other best friend so good as well, sammy is who he is all because of you. i hope you're proud of yourself for raising such an incredible human being like sam and for being an inspiration to so many people. also i love your perky nipples lol. 💞❤️

#happy birthday dean winchester #dean winchester #supernatural #spn #spnfamily #happu birthday dean

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Dean is the best imaginary friend I’ve ever had. He’ll be a part of me for the rest of my life. - Jensen Ackles

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this parallel omg

John : What do you mean, you felt something?

Sam: I mean it felt like, like Dean. Like he was there…  (insp)

[yetanotherreader]

not to be dramatic but I'm gonna carry dean winchester with me for the rest of my life

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I needed this. I so needed this.

15x20

Spoilers for Season 15x20 finale

Summary: This is a semi-rewrite of episode 15x20…

Pairing: Dean x reader (reader is treated more like an OC than a typical reader)

Word Count: 2,000ish

Warnings: language, major 15x20 spoilers

A/N: I wrote this for myself honestly. I know it is idealistic and was never going to happen. Again, I’m sharing simply if you’re interested but please feel free to ignore. This picks up from a very obvious point in the episode…

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oh god stop

I wonder how hard Sam cried at his son’s high school graduation. Hearing Dean Winchester be called and walking across the stage to pick up his HS diploma, something his brother never did. Or when he heard Dean Winchester called forward to pick up his college diploma. Being proud of what his son accomplished and relieved that his son would get to have a normal boring life that his brother never got.

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Listen up!

You see a post like this? Where OP might hurt/kill themselves? You hit that button that I circled

Hit that.

Click Suicide or Self-harm Concern

Yes.

Fill in the rest of it, and hit submit. The "content you reported" will fill itself in

Tumblr will follow up and help them.

Warning: this is only for mobile. If anyone knows how to do this for desktop, please add it!

This could SAVE SOMEONE'S LIFE.

YOU HAVE NO EXCUSE NOT TO REBLOG THIS.

I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF IT DOESN'T GO WITH YOUR BLOG'S THEME.

And yes, REBLOG. Liking does no shit at all. This isn't ig.

You reblog, people see it. You don't, people don't see it. This shit's that simple.

This could save someone's life. It's not a joke.

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Pain, so much pain

[spn finale spoilers]

i'm in pain. in so much pain, it's crazy. i did not expect that ending at all. it's so hard to accept that this era has come to an end, and like this. this was the most unexpected thing to happen, to see sam carrying on without dean for the rest of his life. his "apple pie life" which wasn't half as beautiful as before because unlike the hard, monster filled life of pain, this one was without his brother. sam and dean lived only for each other. dean died giving sam what dean wanted the most, for him to live a life that was normal. sam gave dean what dean wanted the most too. the pain is excruciating. i can't believe the people i held onto in my darkest moments bid me a goodbye like this. i can't bring myself to accept this and am just somehow hoping for a miracle to happen and a finale be shot again. but unfortunately, it won't.

my life, personally, has been anything but normal. of course not as crazy as the winchesters but yeah haha. i've got a fucked up mental health and even more fucked up family. i haven't really got friends, and the people i met online who want to be there for me, i can't bring myself to talk to them about what i go through. so sam and dean have been the people i held onto, for a long long time. past few months were especially hard, and the past few days took a few hard turns for me. and it now feels harder to know that the people who were "there for me" aren't there anymore. and not only because the show has ended. it's funny how someone who doesn't even exist can have such a deep impact on your life. dean has been so special for me, it's hard to bring into words. he was my comfort person. a person i related to a lot. maybe the only character i actually did relate to. to see him going without even having the chance to live, after struggling all through his life took away a little hope from me, but again like he would say carry on.

Dean deserved better and Sam deserved better. They deserved all the happiness the world has to offer. They still do. What made me happy is that they actually are together, maybe not in this world but the other. But the possibility of what all they could have, what all they deserved just makes a little space in my heart which is hard to fill. They are always going to be permanent parts of my heart.

I know it's been so hard for everyone, but I guess this family we made here is together and will always be. Dean and Sam are alive for us and will be. Dean did not die an untimely death here, in this fandom he's living happily with Sam. Dean married (Y/N is you're a dean girl) and Sam married (Y/N if you're a sam girl). Every day starts with Sam forcing Dean to exercise while Miracle play around happily and it ends with Dean eating a big slice of pie while Sam shakes his head, sometimes annoyed and sometimes happily. They spoil their girls everyday. Sometimes they all sit together as the boys tell you about the hunts they've been on. Dean bragging about his heroism and Sam doing the same sometimes. It isn't until midnight when they're alone with their wives that they opened up about the struggles they faced. A few tears and a lot of kisses, you make love until his pain is replaced with pleasure. And just like that, a new day starts and their lives carry on.

I'm still not sure when I'll be active again, like I said it's been really hard lately. My career, my family and even myself. Nothing seems to go right. I'm surrounded by a lot of toxic and abusive people and now of course, now that my favorite people have gone, it's gonna be even harder. I guess I'll have to read a few fics to finally feel Dean alive again. So do suggest me if there are some fix-it fics. And please talk about your experiences too, I know it's hard on all of us. I love you, always keep fighting. 🦚

#supernatural #dean x reader #dean winchester #sam x reader #sam winchester #supernatural finale #spoilers #fix it fic #dean winchester x reader #sam winchester x reader #always keep fighting #rewriting #spn #spn reader insert

[yetanotherreader]

Supernatural Hiatus Creations | Week Four Prompt: Sam Winchester

There are so many reasons why I love him so much, but here are just the top ones ♥

[yetanotherreader]

you’re so young and you have so much time. life is longer than you think, and there will be time for you to do everything. if you lost your youth to mental illness or abuse, your life isn’t over. you can do everything you missed out on, and more. if you’re losing your youth right now, there will be time for you to do the things you want to do. it’s gonna be okay, you still have time.

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honestly my readers are the real best. i am someone who updates once in a full moon or something lmao and then anxiously apologize and they're just like so cool with it and tell me not to apologize...really am grateful for having supportive people reading my shit of a work ❤️

i see all these fan artists & writers genuinely and anxiously apologizing bc their lives got busy & they disappeared for a bit. my sweetest hoes you do this for FREE

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...wtf

Reblog If You Can Take Off Your Bra Without Taking Your Shirt Off.

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this is absolutely gorgeous! i love that song and this particular drawing really do summarise it. beautiful!

I’ve been listening to the song Scars by I Am They. This drawing is basically the song for me.

#drawing #drawinyourstyle #tumblr draw #scars #i am they

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Reblog if your page is a safe space for anyone of any nationality and ethnicity.

Reblog if your page is a safe space for anyone in the LGBTQ+ community.

Reblog if your page is a safe space for anyone with a disability or disorder.

Reblog if your page is a safe space for anyone who has experienced or is experiencing trauma.

Reblog if your page is a safe space.

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the way it went from funny to heartbreaking

Dean, please. You have to promise me.

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💞✨

You let the silence envelop you. It’s addicting, the calm silence of the night when no one else is around. That silence is what you crave most. It comes to you after the rush of pain when you cut. It’s internal silence that doesn’t have any feelings or voices screaming at you about how worthless you are. Eventually the cutting becomes an addiction as much as the silence. You crave both despite how bad you know they are.

One morning you decide no more. You are going to push through the addiction. Like every other time in the past when you sought relief in the pain. As you make this decision you stare at your wrist. Underneath the bracelets are multiple cuts from every night. Tonight that will change, tonight you won’t do it.

You are strong, you are so much stronger than you think yourself to be.

These words are ones you repeat to yourself when the voices start on you.

You are strong, you have worth, you are loved, people care and will listen and will try to help you. You can beat this.

It’s a mantra to yourself to help you build yourself back up, just a little each day. Every day you have taken a step in the right direction when you force yourself out of bed.