yesprincesslizlove

[yesprincesslizlove]

Hi everyone!

Hey everyone or those who follow me i know i don't post much on my tumblr but i thought i'd see how y'all are doing i hope things are well i am still working i'm still manic depressive and have manic thoughts all the times but i am getting better i'm happy for once

[yesprincesslizlove]

Transgender girl who enjoys blogging and games turned 8 today!

#tumblr birthday #tumblr milestone

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24 days in

I am 24 days into working I'm proud of myself i am finally able handle a job I'm happy for once in my lifetime

#24daysin

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So I'm 21 days into working

So i am 21 days into working i am happy for myself for once again I'm able to do things i want to do maybe when i get enough experience in retail i will have a job closer to home

#happy #proud of myself

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Day 2 is in the books

Well things are looking up for me i finished day 2 of work i am excited

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Things are beginning to look up

Well i got a job now things are hopefully gonna look up for me i hope so

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Merry christmas

To whoever even looks at my tumblr or follows me merry christmas everyone i hope your christmas is great

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i just don't understand it anymore

They say when one door closes another one opens i applied today at one of my local fast food places and they told me to call back after new years i don't understand it i was denied disability even when i had proof of my mental disabilities although i am going through a work program at my counselor's office i still haven't found a job am i cursed i mean seriously sigh i can't keep giving up maybe one day i will get the right job for me i really feel like i am cursed and don't know what to do anymore

#manic depression #manic thoughts

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Rest in peace grey 2015-2023

My cat passed away tonight i've been crying for the last hour i don't know what i am going to do anymore she was my dear sweet cat

#rest in peace #cat #russian blue

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Sigh...

I just wish i could make things better with the click of a button i just wish i could and wish things would get better for me i still feel as though i am cursed cause when things start to get better it always gets worse maybe things aren't what they turn out to be maybe things will get better soon i know i keep saying it but i can't make things better i hope things will get better soon

#manic depression #manic thoughts #why me

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Manic and racing thoughts again

Sigh why is it that when i am at school I can't think clearly to try to make it through class i hate it I can't concentrate on my schooling i wish i could just turn it all off

#manic depression

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Let me introduce myself to anyone new

Hello tumblr to those who don't know me my name is Liz i am a 25 year old trans woman i am from gainesville georgia and now reside in habersham county if you don't know me now you know who i am i post a lot of things that are on my mind like manic thoughts wanting to give up and things like i said are on my mind my life is a living hell of a nightmare sometimes i have mental disabilities such as bipolar with psychotic features manic depression and ptsd if you wish to know more about me feel free to ask away whoever is following me i know i don't reply in time but i am mostly busy with my living hell of a life anyways nice to meet you i am Liz

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Just got something off my shoulders

So today i saw my counselor a month early and came out to her as trans it felt good coming out to her maybe things will get better i hope anyway

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i wish things would get better for me

why me why don't things get better for me why aren't things getting better it's always worse for me... Why? Am i cursed?...

#manic depression #Manic thoughts

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sigh...

well the thing i talked about back in march is going to take longer than i expected i called them and they told me it was going to be another 4 months which'll be october before i hear anything it's ok i guess i can wait another 4 months maybe i will hear something in september which'll be 6 months i wish it was sooner than that

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I hate my constantly racing mind

My mind is constantly racing so many thoughts run through my mind and i hate it I can't concentrate on my schooling I don't understand why it's happening

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Racing mind

during my schooling my mind is constantly racing and it overwhelms me and I can't concentrate on my schooling with a constantly racing mind i hope things get better soon or else i dont know what I'm gonna do