yearning-gay

[yearning-gay]

in a perfect world i'd be the hot transmasc who feels good about their tummy and wears their crop tops to show it off but alas -

#jack.txt #i don't wanna do weight tslk but i do need to adjust some general habits i think #like how much i go outside. covid fucking killed that one for me and it's been hard to pick it up again

[yearning-gay]

Out of curiosity, how has your experience with anal changed now that you're post-op (if you've tried, that is)?

anal sex isn’t permitted for the first 3 months after bottom surgery. However I’m a top and almost never received anal anyways so even if I could do it, im not the best person to ask

[yearning-gay]

hehe power imbalances 💞 steadily giving you more and more control over me until im effectively owned by you in every way 💞 you taking up more and more responsibilities and hogging up control to have power over me 💞 me very intentionally tempting you to misuse that power and you realizing how much it turns you on 💞 please?

#jack.txt #wet beast hours have arrived #misuse your power over me to make me your toy? as a treat?

[yearning-gay]

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[yearning-gay]

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[yearning-gay]

Not only is it okay for nonbinary people to have boobs and like their boobs. It’s also okay for nonbinary people to want boobs or to want bigger boobs. It’s okay for nonbinary people to dislike having a flat chest or to wish their boobs were bigger. It’s okay for nonbinary people to seek out medications and surgeries that will give them their desired silhouette. Nonbinary people who enjoy padding and wearing push up bras, should feel free to do so. Wanting boobs is fantastic and nonbinary people should feel free to celebrate boobs and to be excited for boobs. Wanting boobs is just as normal a thing for a nonbinary person to want as wanting a flat chest. 

[yearning-gay]

I don't know what fresh fag needs to hear this but please be nice to your microbiome when douching

[yearning-gay]

but yeah being called mom. while they beg for permission to breed you. and cling to you and grind against you and look up at you. with the explicit goal of making you worse. perhaps

#jack.txt #sorry for slowly getting freakier im making discoveries that i feel in my dick

[yearning-gay]

debating if shaving my face to directly combat the weird vibes i've had about masculinity lately would do anything or if it'll only result to unwanted "omg you shaved!!"s

#jack.txt #entering some kind of limbo state where both masc and fem presentations suck and i don't want to look androgynous either #i wish to become a deer. the final compromise of beautiful antlers and a gentle build. ideal werewolf bait

[yearning-gay]

i dreamt that i was being eaten out while cuddling a fat transfem (or i was eating her out also im not sure) and to say i was devastated to be woken up is a goddamn understatement

#jack.txt #there was more to this also. like being uhhhhhh branded as an ownership thing which was. exciting i think #furries might have been involved too idk i fell asleep again after this and forgot details #but i Know that was the hottest dream i've seen in a good while

[yearning-gay]

i think everyone should have a weird qpr polycule living in their head and it should approximately consist of an unhinged and unwell lesbian who doesn't know what a normal emotion is, another lesbian who's effectively a prey animal and always five inches away from a nervous breakdown, and a transmasc who wants to abandon humanity to be a piece of property either because they hate decision making or for kink reasons

#jack.txt #i was gonna be horny but now im rotating ocs in my brain nvm

[yearning-gay]

permanent body modifications have me acting up again like are you sure you don't wanna get me womb tattoo'd and have rows of piercings along my pussy that you can chain up and get me pregnant and remove my clit??? are you not gonna treat me like a PC and build me exactly to your specifications and make me yours??? do you hate me??? :(

#jack.txt #tw pregnancy #tw body mods #clit removal #clit.none #wagging my tail please modify me?

[yearning-gay]

Re: your previous post, does it count if I’m trans but so far have only slept with cis people?

sure! we all have different bodies that are all a joy to explore in their own right 💞

#asks #funnily enough the person i was thinking of while posting is in a similar position afaik #i don't think they call themselves trans but the way they talk about gender has me all uh huh when are you gonna start saying ur trans lol

[yearning-gay]

highly specific thought of having a sub inexperienced with trans bodies explore mine, touching and observing me in awe of how i've shaped myself over the years and getting to find out the areas where im most sensitive and looking up at me with their doe eyes for permission before laying their curious hands on me

#jack.txt #there is someone i'd go feral about doing this with ngl #t4t nsft #nsft trans #trans nsft #nblnb nsft #nb nsft #nblm nsft #nblw nsft

[yearning-gay]

I’m so real !!!

[yearning-gay]

What if we both had dog collars on? What if they were clipped to each other by a chain? What if that chain was so short that it forced our lips together??

[yearning-gay]

if you're both into each other "can i kiss you?" "can i take your shirt off?" "do you wanna do this?" will NOT ruin the mood. either will "do you like the way i'm doing this?" consent is SO important, as is making sure the person you're with is actually experiencing pleasure