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yancoreboy · 6 months
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suddenly realizing why everyone in my life has always called me oversensitive and dramatic and whiny. it's because i am. oh no
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yancoreboy · 6 months
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oh my god. he's probably just at the fucking dispensary and doesn't have wifi. im the worst person ever and im so dumb WHAT i would delete those posts in case he sees them but im bad at keeping stuff from him i can't shut up.so. hed probably find out. hi if you see this. ignore me ilove u
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yancoreboy · 6 months
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god i was so scared last night like it's seriously embarrassing. i joined call at 7:50 and was waiting so excited to talk to him and then there was nothing and i was just waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and he didn't go online and didn't text me back and i was so scared i couldn't stop crying and losing my mind and then i was like ok let's act like this is no big deal now that he's back after i waited like 3 hours in call. oh my god i don't even think he would have been upset at me if i had said it upset me, cuz like it's not even really his fault? i mean im not mad at him for it it was just really frightening and not being able to get ahold of him is really a lot for my codependent dog idiot brain to comprehend. and the idea of him coming home from such a long day to me bitching was so humiliating i didn't wanna do it because i love him and i didn't wanna add to a bad day and i wanted to support him but then i got so fixated on that one comment about me saying im sorry that i literally couldn't stop thinking about it all night and had another panic attack about it this morning. there's something fucked with my head like seriously. how am i supposed to reconcile with it? like how do i fix it? because im starting to think im just an objectively bad person/bad partner. i feel like i lack the skills to make him ever feel better, and all my attempts fall flat because i suck and im just too stupid. like i think that's seriously the problem. genuinely im just not smart especially not emotionally or socially and congrats to me for managing to dupe him into thinking i was long enough to get this far but i feel like there's no way he's not gonna get sick of me soon. but im so excited to see him, i want to see him so bad, and thinking about all this while i literally should be packing is SO. DUMB. of me but i just can't calm down and im so worked up and low on energy and weak and sick and stupid. so yeah
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yancoreboy · 6 months
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nightmare nightmare nightmare
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yancoreboy · 6 months
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nobody love me
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yancoreboy · 6 months
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everytime i get home from work and can't get ahold of him or he gets home and i can't get ahold of him i become literally so suicidal
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yancoreboy · 6 months
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH back in the panic attack dimensipn
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yancoreboy · 8 months
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Hey, hey baby don’t cry!! I know it’s scary but i did this all for you!! He was looking at you wrong, that’s why he wasn’t allowed to keep his eyes! what? no i can’t stop. people deserve to be punished when they look at you wrong.
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yancoreboy · 8 months
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Wouldn’t it be so nice if I just secretly installed cameras in your house so I can watch you at all times?<3333
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yancoreboy · 8 months
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In the mood go be stalked in a loving way; getting cuddled and not being allowed to leave because my warmth is needed, not being allowed to leave line of sight so that i can always be protected and loved <3
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yancoreboy · 8 months
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*flirting* are u into guys that might kill u ?
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yancoreboy · 8 months
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yancoreboy · 8 months
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yancoreboy · 8 months
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I NEED TO BE SOMETHING TO YOU. I NEED TO BE IMPORTANT TO YOU. I NEED TO BE EVERYTHING TO YOU. I NEED YOU. NEED ME.
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yancoreboy · 8 months
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yancoreboy · 8 months
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I would kill to hear you talk to me the way I talk to you. To see you get obsessed and possessive with me. To hear you tell me I belong to you and you alone. I want you to get jealous when someone gets too close to me. I want you to want to monopolize my time. I’d willingly spend all my time with you anyway so that’d be easy hehe.
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