xsamsharons

[xsamsharons]

she is indeed the gf!!

welcome back !!!!!!

thanks lovely !! i'm not back posting tho </3 just here to support my gf lol, but i'll prob be back fully once s&b s2 drops <33

#everyone act shocked #we all saw it coming #also no i will not sorry my love

[xsamsharons]

welcome back !!!!!!

thanks lovely !! i'm not back posting tho </3 just here to support my gf lol, but i'll prob be back fully once s&b s2 drops <33

#this was such a cute ask to get #ask

[xsamsharons]

UHM HELLO HI I haven’t seen you on here in so long omg

HEY BFF. i know !!! i kinda dipped but i'm always on here tbh, just not posting cause i dont have time <3 it was great to hear from u bestie !!

#ask

[xsamsharons]

POPE !!!!! pope <33333 P O P E ! <3 pope <3

infuriating or infatuated ? - pope heyward ♡

pairing: pope heyward x reader

authors note: hello lovely friends! back from the dead with some actual writing this time. warning this hasn’t been proof read or anything fancy just my silly little thoughts <3

warnings: one small nightmare but no detail at all

“you are the most infuriating person i’ve ever interacted with” you whisper under your breath.

the low chuckle behind you made you want to stab someone’s eye balls out. his eyeballs out to be more specific.

“aw cmon you know i’m just playing around. i’m sure you’re fully capable of opening a door. but who knows, maybe you’re only book smart. not door smart”

that infuriating prick. you were going to whirl around and give that cheeky motherfucker a peice of your mind. wipe that silly beautiful smirk-

click!

the handle under your palm suddenly jerked downwards and the door of the hotel room flew open. you let out a small sigh of relief, hoping the pouge behind you would stop making his comments now.

unfortunately that wasn’t the case as he opened his mouth and said, “look at that. people can learn new tricks.”

you scowled to yourself, choosing to ignore his dig, and walked into the stingy hotel room. it smelled like all the other humid and frankly gross hotel rooms the school had bought for you in your years on the decathlon team. the smell was almost comforting, or at least familiar.

pope though, who’d only recently joined the decathlon team, scrunched his nose in disgust. “what in the world is that smell?” he asked.

you shrugged your shoulders and placed your suitcase on the twin bed you wanted to claim.

pope chuckled again, amused. “so what? now i’m getting the silent treatment?”

you simply ignored him and made a big show of unpacking your smaller bag. slowly, you pulled our your toriletry bag, phone charger, and the crazy amount of flash cards you’d spent hours making in the previous weeks. the one you knew pope wanted but was too proud to ask for.

“oh wow very mature of you. look i’m not all that thrilled to be sharing a room with you either but at least i’m not being a bitch about it” he scoffed and began to mimic your actions, pulling out his far more inferior flash cards.

you whirled at him, mouth downturned in anger. “i am not being a bitch,” you answered. “i’m simply trying to make sure you and i don’t kill each other before the weekend is over and keeping my distance. rooming with you wasn’t in my plan either, trust me. why would i want to room with my natural enemy.”

you turned away from him in your own dramatic fashion and made a point not to continue looking at him. as good as he looked in that burnt red shirt which hugged his arms in just the right way and - what?

shaking yourself out of your thoughts, you kept unpacking. this was just nerves. you were frankly a little freaked about tomorrows competition. going up against some of the greatest schools in the state was no small thing. what if you weren’t good enough?

you didn’t notice the only other body in the room come up behind you. close. dangerously close.

“oh i’m you’re enemy now, am i? you do realize we’re on the same team right? so technically we are partners.” he paused and leaned in close to your ear, “equals.”

you straightened at the word, and at his proximity to your face. “we are most definitely not equals. i have way more extracurriculars than you”

he scoffed. “well i have more letter of recommendation than you. and i’m debate team captain .”

the proud tone in his voice almost made you smile before you squashed it back down. without even turning to look at him you answered, “well i have a much higher gpa than you.”

he hummed under his breath, like he was enjoying the banter between the two of you. “not after this semester you won’t. don’t think i don’t know about that c minus in biology. that’ll push me right back up to valedictorian.”

you stiffened. that silly c minus. stupid biology. stupid miss david who hasn’t rounded your grade and couldn’t teach for the life of her. pope was going to hold that stupid grade over your head the entire weekend. he’d win. you’d fail.

you couldn’t turn to face him. knowing you’d be met with that smug smirk of his. the one you sometimes, occasionally, pretty frequently, enjoyed seeing. enjoyed being the cause of.

so you simply let out a huff in response and shimmied to the bathroom before he could say anything else. in doing so, you slammed the door in his face.

god you were so not good with guys.

by the time you were done in the bathroom, you’d only let a couple of tears slip and pope was under the covers in his own twin bed.

when you emerged he looked at you with concern, but as quickly as it was there it disappeared and he said to you, “good glad you’re finally out of there. i was starting to think i might have to take your questions at the completion tomorrow. on second thought that wouldn’t be so bad, go back in there.”

you gave him the slightest most pathetic smile in the world, in no mood to join in the back and forth the two of you always had with each other. instead you silently got into bed and twisted so you weren’t facing him.

as you fell asleep you thought about the boy in the bed a couple feet away from you. the flash cards that had been on his night stand. the color of his eyes. the smirk he only ever sent your way during decathlon meetings. how every time you got nervous he seemed to start up some petty little fight which distracted you from your anxieties. in some ways, he was a lot better than you.

the thought sent you into restless sleep.

you woke up gasping. sweating and scared. you sat up, holding your chest. you were disoriented, not sure where you were. a moment ago you’d been on a stage in front of millions of people incapable of remembering the enzyme involved in digestion and now you were in a dim humid room.

before you could get your bearings a voice to your right asked “are you okay?”

you gasped again, turning towards the source of the question.

pope. beautiful pope who was still awake and had his flash cards on his lap, the lamp next to him still turned on. but at that moment, pope was looking at you. with a look so concerned he might jump over to your bed.

checking the clock on your nightstand and seeing it read three am, you turned back to the boy. “what the hell are you doing up? we have to be awake in five hours.”

at your snippy, and reflective, response pope’s shoulders loosened slightly. as if he was happy to have you participating with him. he motioned towards his flash cards.

“unlike your lazy ass, im getting some cramming studying done”

the way he said it almost felt like.. an invitation? and yet the words made it seem like a challenge all at the same time. maybe you’d accept both.

you pulled your covers off and sauntered over to his bed, dramatic as ever. he watched your every move. you decided right then and there that you loved having pope heyward’s eyes on you. to have him look at you in that way. more than anything. maybe even more than winning the decathlon.

before sitting down on the end of his bed you grabbed your own, again, superior, flash cards from your bag. surprise flashed through pope’s features. you bit the inside of your cheek to keep from smiling and giving yourself away.

“what?” you asked, “did you think i would study with your shitty flash cards?” you scoffed, “i’m not stooping to that level.”

before you could hesitate too much, you passed them to him. “and since you’re technically on my team i guess you can use them as well.”

pope, unlike you, made no move to hide his blinding grin. and even though you were sitting down you thought you might fall over at the sight.

“i knew you’d finally realize i’m your equal” he said as he started flipping through your perfect cards.

you kept silent, not confirming nor denying what you both already knew to be true.

inching forward slightly, he looked up at you and said: “maybe we could start with biology? i’ve been struggling a little bit with the newest topic.”

you knew he was lying. his perfect and consistent scores were proof enough of that. and if it had been anyone else to mention that class, you would have slapped them silly.

but pope got it. he knew how much the c minus had killed you inside. he understood. probably more than anyone else ever had. you could see it in the way he was looking at you now. with love. concern. friendship.

so you answered, “well if you need the help i guess so. cant have you making us lose, can we heyward?”

#amazing as always my lovely #also don't think i dont know why you picked biology as her subject #u ain't slick missy #you're great honey <3 as always #fic rec #pope heyward #june <3

[xsamsharons]

HI BABY

KSJSKSJ HEY MY LOVE

#so weird to see you as 'june' now #june <3 #ask

[xsamsharons]

im asking people on tumblr this cause i don’t have enough friends BUT can u give me ur 2 fav mcu characters for an edit😩😩

omg hi, sorry i just saw this !! would have to go for sam and sharon i think, but rhodey and pepper are honorable mentions as well <3

#honoring my username #nat is a super honorable mention too !! #tbh as long as no one ever associates me with w*nda #(her mcu version) #ok yeah. . . hope your edit turns out amazing !!!! #maybe send it when ur done if you feel like it ?? i'd like to see it <3 #ask

[xsamsharons]

hihi !! i love your fics i just read your p&p nikolai fic and ur social media au one. your humor and writing is the prettiest, no other way to put it <33

i had a question, what's nikolai's modern fancast that u used for him in "hot girl nik" ? ur mind is brilliant cause i see nikolai exactly the same way ?? the imperfect eye bags really capture nikolai in my opinion because on and off in the books they describe to nikolai always looking tired and i just love that fancast because it represents him so well <3

ty for your time !! keep being the girlboss you are <3

hey bae !! this was all so nice you're so kind oh my god thank you so much <33 (also... your username? do i spot a fellow lcdp stan?)

dude i know !! he's so perfect for nik already but the eye bags are just the cherry on top of the cake, aren't they? his name is hugh laughton-scott and he's a model !! he's also the main fancast for henry from red white & royal blue so you may know him from there <3

thanks for being so kind !! keep girlbossing right back bestie <3

#ask #fic talk #i love nice people

[xsamsharons]

there is no possible way for me to get sick of u bella <3

and omg hsjsks yeah i did start writing . but no pressure to interact w it at all !!! i’d hate for u to feel obligated to read it or anything haha :’)

you're the cutest and have my whole heart actually !!

and i don't feel obligated at all hun!!!! just really looking forward to coming back and reading all ur stuff cause i'm sure it's gorgeous, i think it might be legitimately impossible for you to be bad at ANYTHING.

#mei <3 #ask

[xsamsharons]

i said i had THOUGHT about doing it not that i was GOING TO

i was held at gunpoint and forced to, and i quote, "request a ship so i can say i ship you with me". so here i am doing what i was told to do

i have RECEIPTS of u saying u where gonna do it anyways but okay let’s go with ur story 🙄

i ship you with…… me ! no one else <3 everyone else look away thank u

#the 'my girl' tag #lol what a simp #jk ily #june <3

[xsamsharons]

hey cute gnome

@goldengoddess ur a bitch

#(affectionate) #june <3 #ask

[xsamsharons]

hi bella !

i hope ur well, i love u and i miss u lots <3

hey mei my love !! i'm well thankfully, just not rlly have any hyperfixation to write for at the moment so i'm not as active on here as i was :( i hope you're good babe, i miss you more <3.

#also saw you started writing !! #sorry i'm not here to hype it up but #as SOON as i'm back i'll just flood your notifications #and you'll wish you could get rid of me #love you #mei <3 #ask

[xsamsharons]

'behind enemy lines' is one of the best fics i've ever read in my life ❤️✨😳 thank you so much for writing and sharing it!! you are a very talented author, the way you write is truly compelling. xD😍

personally think that fic is messy as fuck but i'm very glad u like it, love !! and thank you for the compliments hkjhkj <33

#ask #fic talk

[xsamsharons]

hey pretty girl

@goldengoddess u gonna do this every day bae?

#ask #june <3

[xsamsharons]

hey baby

is this june

#ask

[xsamsharons]

HI HOW ARE YOU LOVE

HEY HUN IM DOING GOOD WBU !!!

#ask

[xsamsharons]

any tips for new fic writers? like how to finish and outline and stay motivated i guess idk :,)

hi !!! yeah ofc i'll leave some under the cut honey! :)

i think the best way to stay motivated is to not force the things you are writing, the minute writing starts becoming something you dread the minute you lose inspo and motivation.

i don't force myself to write when i know my hyperfixation isn't as strong or when i know i have no motivation because that reflects onto your writing, you can always tell, as a reader, if the writer enjoyed writing that piece or not.

generally speaking, i plan the beginning, the middle and the end of a fic out in my head and let my mind do the rest in the moment and fill in the blanks as i go! if you have a start a middle and a finish clear in your head, your mind will do the rest while you're writing.

it helps having friends who are writers as well cause you can always go to them for help, inspo, motivation, etc. so i'd definitely recommend befriending some people in your fandom who write as well.

my dms are always open for stuff like this so if u ever feel stuck you can come to me and i'll do my best to help.

hope this was what you were looking for, lmk if you need anything else anon :) !!

#ask #fic talk

[xsamsharons]

i need more of those nikolai smau really

this is stupid of me but . . . i can't find the app i used to make them

#don't shout at me #ask #fic talk