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Missing key pt 2
Matt casey x reader
warnings: sad themes, crying, really soppy make up and unproof read writing :)
A/n yall im thinking about either making this a series and the next part being yk the seggsy seggsy if yall are interested lmk anywho if it becomes a series i have a good plot twist.
Coincidences. arguably one of the most things believed in. like when you see the one person you didn't want to see in the street, or when your boyfriends ex wife magically appears after you only just put the pieces back together completely.
"wait, seriously?! she's back?!" Herrmann's disbelieved voice brings you out of your thoughts.
"hm dont sound to excited Christopher" you sniffle pulling away just to be held in severides arms.
you felt alot Warmer in Kelly's arms, maybe it was the bond the both of you had to eachother or maybe it was because Kelly's muscle keeps him like a human radiator.
"why is she back?" kelly says his chest vibrating against your back.
"i dont know...i-i thought she was in brazil" you hiccuped out trying not to break down again. Apparently kelly could tell as he threads his hand through your hair repeatedly trying to soothe you. it worked ,of course it did. he's known you long enough to know it would.
"she was, i thought she wasn't supposed to come back until the crisis or epidemic whatever it is, is over" Herrmann spoke a little unsure.
"whatever shes here for, it surely cant be good" bodens brooding voice brought silence but not for long, you all sat. Talking,drinking,laughing and beating the boys asses at poker.
You wake with a start hearing someone banging at the door of Kelly's apartment.
"Come on Severide, open the damn door. i know shes in there" Matt ordered
"yeah exactly why im not letting you in" Kelly sighed
"Look y/n, i just wanna talk"
you freeze up at your name and look at severide with tears in your eyes shaking your head and he sighed once more rubbing his eyes. He storms to the door and opens it slightly but not enough to have a clear view of the apartment .
"Shes asleep, just come back another time"
"Severide i swear to god if you've done anything to her i will-" matts voice was threatening and honestly scary. you had only heard it a couple times but it still sent shivers through your spine everytime
"woah, chill out dude. i wouldn't you know i wouldn't now scram" Kellys voice raised a little before slammming the door.
Your feet padded across the floor and you hugged him. "thank you" you kissed his cheek and walked to the kitchen "now to make it up to you im making breakfast what do you want?"
Your days off ran out and you knew you'd have to face him on shift soon. You were nervous of course but you came up with a plan. HIDE AND AVOID.
"come on kelly we are gonna be late" you whined. After matt had left you went back to your apartment and grabbed some stuff after both you and kelly decided you would temporarily live there.
Kelly pulled up to the station and sat there for a minute "what you gonna do if he comes after you?" you sigh "either come to you to get the key to hide in your locked office bunk or do what I do best avoid" He chuckles "boy do i know that" you hit his arm playfully and laugh getting out the car. You could feel his eyes burning holes into you, you didn't dare look becuase you knew that if you did you'd explode into dust. Thank god you worked for squad now.
you and kelly walked into the locker room of course just to find Matt there. Of course you did, fate hated you. You got changed as quick as you could and apparently so did kelly becuase as you finished so did he. You walked behind Severide out of the room just to be stopped by a hand around your arm.
"y/n please, i wanna talk. look i swea-" his voice dripped with remorse.
"Casey i dont wanna hear it not now." you pulled your arm out his grasp and stormed down the corridor
"Well if we dont talk about it now we wont ever. You're hiding yourself away!" He shouts down the corridor coming after you. you stop in your tracks and turn round swiftly
"Fuck off" you smiled and walked out and sat at the squad table hearing the giggles from the common room.
"fucking cunt" you growl. "Woah Woah, Y/l/n, watch that language capp doesnt like swearing" Cruz joked. Capp obviously not getting it looked up in confusion and slight offense. the rest of the table burst out in laughter.Laughter that was short cut by the one and only.
"Y/l/n my office now!" he ordered. you stand up as the blare goes off
"Squad 3, Ambo 61, 21st monroe street, person in distress"
You hopped up smiling and ran to the truck putting your gear on in record time. you sat in the truck and laughed slightly "what you laughing at?" kelly asks, "i dont know something about the disapointed look on his face"
the call was rough. (TW RIGHT HERE) some guy tried to jump but got stuck half way down hanging of someone's balcony by a shoelace. (ITS ALOVER NOW BREATHE BEAUTIFUL)
"(Y/l/n) now!" you hung your head and ripped your jacket off.
you walked down behind him and stopped at the doorway of the common room sending Herrmann and Otis the "help me" look they both just sent one of sympathy back.
Matt locked the door and shut the blinds. "talk"
"why should i?"
"becuase i hurt you, i want to fix it. " he stepped forward and went for your hand. yet you pulled yours away.
"look i dont know what happened. if you kissed or whatever. But you know what really hurt. the look of longing and adoration on your eyes when you saw her."
he was quiet because he knew that it was coming from deep within.
"Im not asking you to loose all feelings immediately. that would be wrong of me you used to be married to her for gods sake..." your voice started to break as tears pooled in your eyes. "y-you just didnt have to look so h-happy"
he stayed silent and you walked to the door unlocking it. he took huge steps towards you turned you around and glued his lips to yours.
"i didnt mean to. im so sorry. i shoild have thought about you first instead of freezing like a coward. y/n i love you with all my heart"
you look at him the tears spilling over. "i love you too baby" you pulled him into yet another passionate kis-
"truck 81, squad 3, engine 51. Warehouse fire. 600 north Orleans street (takes you to a field/road)"
you sigh and laugh a little.
"Duty calls" he says softly and opens the door "race you to the trucks"
( AHA HAVE IT EARLY MFSSSSS)
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Missing key (part 1)
Matt Casey x reader
Warnings: Non really just a couple curse words lmao
I do take requests just message me and i will get it queued up if thats what yall want.
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"Hey,wake up l/n shifts over" Severide shook your body lightly as you woke up "im up, im up" you sit up rubbing your eyes and stretching. "Hm...sure looks like it" Kelly chuckles slightly and folds his arms "look im tired as hell ill see you on the next shift okay?" he smiles ruffling up your already messy ponytail up more. "if i make it that far" you shout out slightly as he walks down the corridor. you sit upright and fix your ponytail before laying your face in your hands "you good n/n?" you look up to to be met with your boyfriends concerned face "yeah I'm fine matt i just can't wait to get home" you yawn a little and stand up wobbling slightly "no okay, your coming my place today and you can stay there for a while" he states to you "but ma-" "no buts darling your coming with me" he shuts down your argument and wraps his arm around your waist and leads you out to his truck.
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You were matts rock bottom, his lock to a key; his dagger to a heart. It had only been about a week after gabby had left did he truly reach out to you. And you were there for him. Feelings or not you were always there for him. And as for you matt was always there for you in your lows. Like when that beat cop cheated on you with his desk sergeant, or when that news reporter played Matt's feelings a bit. through thick and thin you were always each other's shoulders to cry on. it was more of a shock than it should have been when matt asked you out 2 months ago. countless dates and late nights in later your bond is stronger than ever.
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The truck stills in the apartment complex's car park. you both get out, grab your bags from the boot. walking up to the lift, your hands interlaced. you smile remembering that matt doesn't like to go a long time without holding you one way or another
the lift stops and the door opens, you leave the small box and walk down the corridor to the home. You did have your own house of course but normally after shifts you were here alot.
you walk through the door and matt takes your bag and you turn to lock the door. you hear a bang on the floor and walk through to see what's going on
"Hey matt" the voice said. A voice painfully recognisable
"Gabby?" matts voice sounded...reliefed, happy maybe
You peep your head round the corner seeing that same look he used to give her. The look of longing. it was hard to ask of him to let go of the feelings he harboured for her, of course it was she was his wife after all. But he maybe could have at least thought about you before his emotions got the best of him.
you see them step closer to eachother and turn round grabbing your bag not wanting to know what came next. you stormed down the corridor, opening the door and slamming it shut with tears staining your cheeks
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it wasnt until you reached the lift where you totally broke down pulling your phone out and calling the only other person on speed dial.
calling kelly...
Kelly: Hey what's up?
You: kelly im coming over just be prepared please
Kelly: Okay but herrmann and boden are roun-
you: yeah okay thats fine ill be there in 10
Kelly:y/n are you okay? you sound ups-
You: ill explain when im there okay
the lift dings opening on the ground floor
you storm out through to the street
kelly: okay see you soon
you: yeah...bye
the dial tone dings as he puts the phone down and you call out for a taxi. one pulls up and you tell the driver the adress and to get there asap.
of course being the good person he was seeing you visibly upset he hurried and you were at Kelly's door in 5 mins. kelly opens the door and you just crash in his arms breaking down once more.
once you calm down he brings you in and herrmann stands up "oh doll what's wrong?" he pull you into him and wraps his arms around you.
"Matt, a-and Gabby..." you hiccup out
Herrmann tenses
Boden says what everyone's thinking with a deep sigh and in disappointment
"gabby's back..."
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Loki: Love is a dagger
its a weapon to be wielded from far away or up close
you can see yourself in it
its beautiful until it makes you bleed
But ultimately when you reach for it
Y/n: ...its not real, love is an imaginary dagger
Sylvie: Terrible metaphor
a/n yes i managed to turn a big quote and a witty remark in to a drabble behold my powers
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Thor: Lady/sir/most awesome person of all migduard when will it rain cats and dogs im looking for a rottweiler to give to loki
y/n: Thor *sigh* ask Google *walks off*
Thor: Ah yes... GOOGLE WHERE ARE YOU GOOOOGLLEEEE
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* Steve Holding your hand making you take him wherever you go*
Tony: Ohhhh. ya'll are togetherrrrr 😏
Steve: not yet im just not going to let them go.
A/n credit to my friend beka for the sceeennneee thanks chica
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Loki: yes i fucking hate kids, i would kick one across the world if i wanted...but i would quite like to be father, little gods or godesses of mischief
Sam: loki we just asked if you thought the child was cute
Tony: are we gonna ignore the fact he said he'd kick a child...
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Steve: happy birthday bucky
bucky: awe thanks.......Steve this isnt funny
Nat: what is it?
Tony: ITS A FUCKING TRAIN TIRJF
* everyone realises and starts absolutely pissing themselves*
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Tony: y/n why is Thor crying
Y/n:well thor told me that the only thing that makes him cry is an onion
Tony: so?
y/n: so i threw a watermelon at him
Loki:laughing his ass of from across the room after watching the entire thing
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https://arab.org/click-to-help/palestine/
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Ruzek:What the actual fuck halstead!
Halstead: what? *physically confused*
Ruzek: I CALLED DIBS ON Y/N
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Dr Stohl: You know your pushing my buttons Dr Y/L/N!
Y/N: Yup still trying to find fucking mute
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how it should have gone...
Dr Manning: Bad news?
Dr Halstead: Natalie wtf do you think, we work in emergency medicine is anything good news hoe
Dr manning: i wish i fucked your brother
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Chili: *literally drowning her liver in whiskey*
Sylvie: *acc get mad for once*
Borrelli: *being too handsome (he is so hot im sorry) for his job so he got kicked from candidacy
Boden: Yeah no,our firehouse is perfectly stable
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korg: Hi im Korg, im made of rocks. no need to be intimidated unless your made of scissors
Also korg: PISS OF GHOST!?!
*kicks wall*
Also Also Korg: Oh no, Mieks dead i accidentally stepped on him when the bridge crumbled; i felt so guilty that ive just been carrying his body around....Miek your alive!
I FUCKIN LOVE KORG, HE IS MY SPIRIT ANIMAL AND HE IS SO FUCKIN FUNNY IN THOR RAGNAROK MAN
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AH I FINISHED WANDAVISION AND IM PHYSICALLY SOBBING MY EYES OUT BUT I CANT GET OVER THIS
THE FREAKIN MOM WALK MAN
IF YOU HAVENT SEEN IT PLS JUST LOOK IT UP BEKRWNDJEN PLS WANDA BE MY MOTHER
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Bucky: That shit is bussin
Steve: ShEeE
peter (a gen z kid) *literally pissing himself *
the rest of the avengers: wOt!?
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Loki: i have an army
Tony: We have a hulk
Loki: i have parents
Tony: Not real ones
Loki: they're still there...
Tony: Goddamit
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