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Tw: bullying, social exclusion

A timeline

Late Summer 2023:

I move abroad and join a new group of friends

A certain girl joins the group

Autumn 2023:

She starts bullying me by excluding me systematically from the group

Winter 2023/24

My friends start turning their back on me

I ask her about her behaviour towards me

I realise she's been bullying me

I distance myself from her The group falls apart

The rest of winter 2024

I don't have any friends (where I live rn)

Early spring 2024

I get invited to play volleyball with some people I knew but wasn't close with

I create a new social environment for myself through this group

At the same time I invest more time in my dance club but am not close to anyone there

Mid Spring 2024

She joins the group I've been playing volleyball with.

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Anyone want to hand in any predictions of how this is going to go down? I know I'm overreacting, but I am absolutely terrified she'll also turn this group against me and even more terrified she'll somehow get her hands on my dance group. She has expressed interest in it on several seperat occasions. I'm literally laying in bed rn, crying from fear. I'll message the bullying councillor at my uni tomorrow.

#tw: bullying #x uni x #x japan x #x life x

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For fucks sake it's 1am can my flatmate stop rearranging the trash and doing the fucking dishes already 😡

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Japanese People and their inverted relation between distance and degree of affection is something so special, it makes my heart ache.

Now this is obviously not true for everyone, but for a lot of my japanese friends. I think it's common knowledge that Japanese value their personal space. They don't usually hug or anything.

But many of my friends use this exact thing to express affection.

My friend, who when we first met always kept a safe distance and a few months later sat so close to me, walked so close to me, that we were always touching.

The guy from my dance practice who wanted to show me a video and when I sat down, he sat down close enough that we were almost touching, and his decreasing reluctance to adjust my arms physically into the correct position.

My friend who has gotten so comfortable, that she just keeps cluching onto my arm occasionally.

Especially for someone who never gets these kinds of platonic physical interactions from other friends (aka westerners), this is just so special to me. This inverted relation between distance and degree of affection.

#x japan x #x rant x

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"In the end, that was fun. Cooking together."

#fermat no ryouri #fermat's cuisine #kitada gaku #inui magoroku #x tv x #フェルマーの料理

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#nakahara chūya #x art x #x anime x #x manga x #bsd #bungou stray dogs

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Pro of watching Japanese TV series: improving listening comprehension while getting to watch TV

Con of watching Japanese TV series: developing a crush on a character who doesn't even have ten posts in his tag on Tumblr

#x tv x #x japan x

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site that you can type in the definition of a word and get the word

site for when you can only remember part of a word/its definition 

site that gives you words that rhyme with a word

site that gives you synonyms and antonyms

#x link x

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FYI, y'all have my blanket permission to spam me with as many boops as you need to get those cute badges :3

#boop

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reblog only if you’ve received less than 1000 boops! we can all get each other to “max”

#boop

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#orange #like a sunrise #boop

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tumblr just gave everyone a cardboard tube and said go wild

#boop

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oh no. i'm having too much fun with the boops. let me apologize in advance

#boop

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The fuck I will. I got depression and posts like this just make it worse

We will not be girlrotting in April. We will be girlblooming girlburgeoning girlflourishing

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As someone with 16 facial scars, 5 of them very visible, I thank you for that comment and second it.

I hope that people who make fun of Zuko's appearance due to his scar know that they are ableists on top of being disgusting.

#zuko #avatar the last airbender #atla #x tv x #x rant x

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One chomp and two bleeps

虎

#itadori yūji #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #x anime x #x manga x #x art x

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Why are you so pretty

And... before I decided (wrongly) to color the background 😔

#nakahara chūya #chuuya #bsd #bungou stray dogs #x manga x #x art x #x anime x

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Is the new avatar live action a perfect remake

No

Does it have a perfect scene of a random lady hitting zuko with a brush to stop him from trying to attack aang that wasn’t in the original

Yea and it was great

#atla #atla netflix #avatar the last airbender #x tv x #zuko #aang