worldsgonemadd

[worldsgonemadd]

not gonna be active on this account anymore, go follow my new account if you wanna keep up with me as a person (with the occasional madd post)

i'm moving blogs (and changed names and pronouns)

i'm going by winter and i've gone back to they/them pronouns

if you read my other (and quite lengthy) you'll know that i'm pretty unsatisfied with the current state of this blog. so, im moving blogs

i'll be over at @frozenpianokeys from now on. this is gonna be a more personal blog, where i post about whatever. im not gonna be actively participating in fandoms anymore. im just gonna be doing my own thing.

please don't feel obligated to go and follow me if you only followed me for my marvel content, or anything else.

but yeah. i'll still be on here for the next few days just to tidy things up!

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it's so weird that i can look at a picture of one of my paras and immediately feel relief and calm

#archer.txt #i mean. he IS the god of sleep so #para: hypnos #madd #actually madd

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these are always immensely entertaining to me so reblog and put in the tags if you'd trust your pfp with the aux chord on a road trip.

#put my answer to this on the wrong post and now i want to be thrown out a window lol #anyway absolutely not #i do not trust him with that #para: tuffnut

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You're getting married to your Tumblr pfp how fucked are u

#he's gonna make me worse and i'm so ready for that #para: tuffnut

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I want to slow dance with you in the kitchen to our favorite songs

#para: bruce

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realized that school starts 9 hours from now and i am. not ready to go back. i feel like i've gotten much better control of my daydreaming but i'm still worried it's gonna become a horrible distraction again. but i'm also afraid of losing my paracosm and paras if it somehow totally goes away during the school year...lots to think about tonight.

#archer.txt #the thought of losing my bond with bruce makes me want to cry #i want to get rid of it #but i also don't

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anddddd we are backing to using a para as a coping mechanism so you don't lose your mind because you're away from home hahahahahha

#archer.txt #thought my anxiety would simmer down once i took my meds and slept #but nope! #para: bruce #oh bruce we're really in it now

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today's a good day to pretend that i'm dating my para irl :)

#archer.txt #para: bruce #he's like. as old as my mom but it's fine #it's not. it's not real anyway🥲 #madd #actually madd

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y'all ever just...pretend that you're in an instagram edit with your para

#archer.txt #bruce and i would be so popular if we were from a tv show #madd #actually madd #para: bruce

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Finding a fresh new daydreaming plot is honestly the best feeling.

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every piece of media i consume or book i read is fodder for my extended daydream universe actually. like im plagiarizing that in my head idgaf

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my paracosms can be really......problematic sometimes

#archer.txt #i just know that they be cancelled on twitter #hahah.... #at times i feel like problematic is an understatement #lmao

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GOD OKAY LITERALLY MY HEART CANNOT TAKE THIS (little rant about my paracosm hehe)

but what sylvie said to micah (my parame) will forever live in my head

"i think the reason mobius dedicated so much time to researching different loki variants was because he was already married to one. you. he was looking for you. because you're his loki."

#archer.txt #paraportal #yes my paracosm is from that one superhero franchise

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Did I do this right

#rip my writing playlist #now i just use rain audio to try and focus

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protip for neurodivergent maladaptive daydreamers: when you’re struggling to get yourself to do “basic” tasks i.e. laundry, dishes, etc., pull your favorite characters from your daydreams and into reality. have those characters push you to start the chore, have them offer encouragements. hold mundane conversations with them, have them offer commentary. it’s surprisingly helpful

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me, making my parame's boyfriend best friends with her dad even though he murdered him 8 years ago:

#archer.txt #i mean. he did come back to life so... #it's fine #tw murder #madd #actually madd #loki really didn't mean it #he was just in a silly goofy mood #but now they get drinks a couple times a month!!!