wordlywindss

[wordlywindss]

forgive me for the times i forget how good it is to be alive

[wordlywindss]

Self improvement is great but ultimately? you have to accept your self. Yes you can eat better, exercise more, read more, set boundaries, love your self, but it all comes down to this. Some days you won’t have the energy to do any of these things. And you’ll look in the mirror and think that this is not enough. That’s a lie. The biggest love for self is to live slowly. To rest. To really rest. Have a nap. Eat what makes you feel good. Read if you want to. Embrace yourself and accept that you cannot and will not be ever be perfect. Accept that you are good enough. You don’t need to keep busy all the time. you don’t need to go out all the time and post on instagram. You don’t need to journal if you don’t want to. You don’t need to make art if you don’t want to. Breathe, give yourself grace and compassion. Give yourself the love and tenderness you so badly need. Be gentle with yourself. You are trying and it is good enough. You are good enough.

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i want someone to take the sadness out of me, piece by piece, like that of a puzzle's, and pile it up. i want to see how much of it do i have in me.

#thoughts

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i just wish you'd know how much i miss you sometimes

#thoughts #life #random thoughts

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one day you think: I want to die. and then you think, very quietly: actually. actually. I think I want a coffee. a nap. a sandwich. a book. and I want to die turns day by day into want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friend, I want to sit in the sun, I want a cleaner kitchen, I want a better job, I want to live somewhere else. I want to live.

- via duckbunny

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as stressful as life is rn, i have my favourite person always supporting me and being there for me and making me feel better. he's all i could have ever asked for and im so grateful for him.

#life #thoughts #random thoughts #fav person ever he's so cute

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i miss the fourteen fifteen year old me. all she wanted was to get into med school and become a doctor. she was motivated. she worked hard. she had these goals and aims for her life that she was working for. and now im 2 months away from my mdcat and i dont even have it in me to study for it. ive lost all kinds of motivation. alevels was already so hard and draining and im so burnt out. idek if medicine is the right career for me anymore. i hate being so uncertain about life. i may be showing signs of depression idk bec all i do is lay dead in bed all day. i hate this sm i feel the lowest.

#med school #thoughts #stress

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i hate how stressful my life is rn i hate it sm i hope it gets better soon :(

#idekman #thoughts #cies

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my heart would literally burst if i think too much about the people i love <3

#random #thoughts #alsoo im back #random thoughts #spilled thoughts

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are you even gen z if you don’t joke about dying and killing yourself after every minor inconvenience?

#hahaha #not me doing this yesterday #cuz i messed up in my exam #and i was super sleep deprived #ig thats just life #it’s really funny tho #thoughts #random #random thoughts

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you know when you find someone and you instantly click and you have similar likes and dislikes and you can continue talking for hours? yes, this connection right there. that’s literally all i need in life.

#thoughts #💗

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cannot stop thinking about "if soulmates do exist they're not found. they're made" and how much more wonderful a concept it is. you were not made to fit with someone else, you were made be yourself and it's up to you to choose who fits with you and how they fit. you get to wake up every day and choose to have the people you love the most belong with you and that makes it so much more meaningful than some random act of fate forcing you together

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bro i just need a midnight walk with my soulmate holding hands

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because you feel warm

falling in love with you is like waking up from a nap well rested. like sitting at a beach and dangling your feet in the water as you tilt your face back at the sun

i made a uquiz !!

why do people fall in love with you?

#uquiz #uwu #💓

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i think the childhood mythology of “it’s okay to share food when you’re family because you all have the same spit” is so beautiful actually like love is about eating each other’s leftovers it is about my parents eating the heads off the shrimp in my plate because they know i don’t like the idea of eating eyes and it’s about asking your friends to “waterfall” you when you’re running the mile at P.E. but if they like you enough they won’t yell ew if your mouth touches the bottle and it’s about my sister taking a bite of a cookie, making a face, and handing it to me

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Wanting simplicity in your life isn’t a bad thing:

I want to bake banana bread and get it wrong over and over again, I want to grow basil in pots on my window sill, I want a small house that’s big enough for me to be comfortable in but not big enough to be lonely in, I want an easy job with coworkers that I am friends with, I want to read mountains of books that pile high up my walls, I want a shelf to display the things I’ve collected, I want short beach holidays and long afternoon walks through local forests, I want homegrown potatoes, I want a cupboard of my favourite DVDs to watch when there’s a storm, I want to have my own soup recipes for when I’m sick, I want to have dinner at friends houses or host dinners at my own, I want movie nights, I want comfy socks, I want big rugs covering wooden flooring and blankets that drape over armchairs

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you do belong. you belong in the meadow during summertime. you belong in the soft blankets, cuddling an equally soft cat. you belong in your dream cottage, adorned with flowers and embroidery, with a pond of fluffy baby ducklings. you belong in the arms of a friend you haven’t met yet, in the tender thoughts of people who have loved you, from the moment you entered this world. you do belong.