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I need to come back and here fuckinnn write but like uhhhh KFP / Godzilla / Spyro are my brainrots right now and I am far too scatterbrained to give PMD a good run here (minus Orion and Silv so hey maybe I'll do my drafts soon!

#out of gears: ooc

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Team Lustrous' Final Frontiers Theme.

#Music Box ;; Team Lustrous #out of gears: ooc #Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: The Final Froniter #coming to a pmdfanfiction website at sometime idk

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Starting getting Anti-Palestine & Extremely Religious Israeli Youtube Ads Today while I was scrolling through shorts and liked videos. All the while they're taking the ceasefire in the worst ways possible, and the US is letting it happen.. I have no clue why the US is allowed to have this much grip but hey.. it's more money for them, fucking assholes. Greed over Morality for the US.

If you're reading this please remember to do your daily clicks to help Palestine, never stop talking about this.

#out of gears: ooc #free palestine #free gaza #stop the genocide

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I AM FUCKING GOING TO HAVE A STROKE WHAT DID I JUST SEE

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His back was turned to Zeis as he sobbed, and hadn't realized that they were revealing themselves as he tried to rub the overflowing tears from his face, staining the stone on the ground; Silvanus hiccuped between his sobs, a hitched breath, cut off by the urge to simply cry until he couldn't cry anymore. He hadn't cried like this in months, let alone audibly cry like this in years.

So when they reveal themselves, the light engulfing behind him? Silvanus chuckles lightly through his cries, hearing their somber, but thankful tone. They were listening, Zeis needed to see this... but, when he turned his head--Zeis was gone. It was only Eiz. Maybe.. Zeis was a spirit? Maybe helping visitors to try to bring out Eiz out of their grief? Or, was it just a disguise? He would never know.

They were listening.

They had listened to everything he had said, had spoken of.

Silvanus noted them approaching the side of his face, flinching lightly, as he hadn't had another Legendary poke their head this close to his body outside of the few who did this sort of thing regularly. The gecko, through somber crying, became quiet, thinking of what he could say, especially after being thanked like this, it was, emotional to the utmost limits of my mentally not so sound mind.

[ " You're Welcome. I.. I didn't think you were ever listening but.. I-I guess I just have that flair.. " ]

#Volition of Exploration ;; MGV #monarchialmoon #Collecting the Gears ;; Silvanus Ic

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A warm breeze lifted the gecko's cloak up ever so slightly, from the back, it revealed scarring for yet but a moment's notice, from the sides, it revealed so many memories of the hardships that the gecko had gone through over the years. Silvanus felt the tears dripping down his face. His music, his songs, they always brought him untold emotions that no one would understand unless they'd gone through similar agony in their past.

He had wished he had used his violin for this piece, instead, but he made it work with the flute instead. It was the thought that counted, anyway. tears dripped onto the ground, some onto his cloak, but Silvanus steeled his resolve to finish his song in all due respect to Eiz, to show them the memories and share their burden.

He wanted to say so much, but once his mouth was taken off of the flute, after the song had finally finished, he simply bowed, getting on one knee, putting his flute into its case, and.. looking up towards the moonlight.

[ " My name is Silvanus. As my duty of being Dialga's Champion over Time itself. I understand your pain, your struggles. The hardships one must overcome. For many years... I-- I struggled with the idea of survival, to continue living. Grief was only the beginning of my struggle. " ]

A deep breath, wiping the tears from his face, it was obvious it was hard to speak about his past like this.

[ " Back then, I didn't know what day would've been my last. I had a target on my back at all times. Safety was.. no longer certain. When.. Time had started once more, I knew that wasn't all that there was left to do. " ]

... Silvanus stifles a sob, but trucks on.

[ " But time moves on. I couldn't just mourn and grieve all the time. No amount of death of the ones I loved would allow me to slow down time around me. Ha.. here I am dumping my life onto someone who may not even be listening. " ]

Until he couldn't continue his speech, and started to sob quietly.

[ " Despite the support system I have now. It still hurts. But.. I tried. That's all that mattered. All that should matter. It's a slow process, a process I'm not sure I've truly completed, despite the legacy I shall have on everyone I've met.. " ]

#monarchialmoon #Volition of Exploration ;; MGV #Collecting the Gears ;; Silvanus IC

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As the gecko had listened to them speak. Silvanus pondered what the great tragedy might've been, especially since he hadn't heard of such.. maybe he was just too young, or hadn't really studied much of anything, but.. it did line up, Lunala, Solgaleo and Necrozma never even so much as to have visited the halls in the time that the gecko's been messing around and saving timelines... Then again.. nor has Kyurem or Reshiram..

A slightly worried gaze is shown on the gecko's features, a hand resting on his chin in deep thought. Recluse.. the Lunala's a recluse stuck in a cycle of grief? That.. felt oddly familiar to what happened following his initial mission. Maybe, just maybe, the gecko could help them, or at the very least hear him out from down here at the shrine.

Standing up, walking past Zeis, he stared at the Altar's walls, blinking, the time gear insignia glowing dimly on the back on his cloak, the silver linings dimly lit up as well. It was hidden when he was sitting down, as the creases covered most of it up, but Silvanus had stood himself up, holding onto the flute.

[ " Their name is Eiz, right? " ] Silvanus turned around for yet a moment, asking Zeis if he got their name right after they had said it yet but a moment earlier.

[ " If you can hear me, Eiz. I wish to play you a song, a song that--it may sting, it may hurt. But.. it's something that's very near and dear to my very heart. Grief is never something someone should ever deal with alone. " ]

One could probably note the tears in his eyes..

and so, he'd begin to play.

#Collecting the Gears ;; Silvanus IC #Volition of Exploration ;; MGV #monarchialmoon

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Silvanus' eyes widened a little bit when they heard them saying the Altar of the Moone was their home. But, decided against asking for more on as to why this was their home. Maybe it was a form of spiritual connection, like how dragon types started living in Sky Tower and Temporal Tower, for Rayquaza and Dialga alike. Maybe they were drawn to his place like they had? Silvanus couldn't blame them for that decision-making, either. For it was the reason he lived in Treeshroud Forest for most of his life.

[ " Name's Silvanus, and it seems like we both started cryin' over the music. " ]

A soft chuckle emits from the rumblings of his throat, wiping his tears away as he'd set the flute down back into its casing. He wanted to play more music, but.. maybe it would be more respectful to wait on that, to be more on terms with Zeis. While it wasn't unheard of to live in a space so close to the Pantheon's shrines and towers, to live in its core was in another park of life. The foliage that grew here made the living space.. comfortable, to say the least, and the gecko could understand that enough.

[ " I feel like your living situation is similar to how pokemon will live in places in-or nearby spaces that the Pantheon of Gods reside. For it to be the need for a spiritual connection, or just a closer sight to the skies above, I cannot judge. " ]

Silvanus sort of just spoke his mind, He wouldn't lie; however. The Altar of the Moone felt soothing when he played his music here, like there was some peace that could be made here. Even if the gecko surely isn't from here, there's a level of understanding that being the Champion of Time, and a Guardian to the Halls of Origin through his many adventures gave him. All these years of experience, and he's still coming to his own conclusions over all of this.

#Collecting the Gears ;; Silvanus IC #monarchialmoon #Volition of Exploration ;; MGV

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While he deduced there was a presence nearby his very own, the gecko continued to play his song with his eyes closed, though it was obvious there was his own tears dripping from the creases of his closed eyes, whether it was happiness for him, or not.. Well, Silvanus knew it was mostly getting all of the bad thoughts out of his mind, for if he didn't, more pain was ever to come from not letting out his emotions.

Though as the song began to reach its conclusion, Silvanus would open his eyes, even just a little bit, to see a Zoroark-esque figure sitting in front of him, swaying to the music he was playing.. tears running down their face in full unlike his, where singular tears dropped, he did not look at them in shock, albeit a light surprise that someone had decided to sit themselves and feel comfortable enough to cry as he is.

That took some obvious level of courage to feel safe in another stranger's presence, especially to cry in their presence.

A most gentle smile was what they were meant to when Silvanus had finished this little tune of theirs, holding the flute gently in idle thought as he let the tears drip down, staining his scales and furthermore, his cloak. hiding many bad memories beyond the pride he held for becoming Dialga's Champion.

The least anyone needed right now was to be scared of each other. Maybe it wasn't the song in of itself that caused them to be this emotional, but perhaps the Flute that he held. He used to become entirely overcome with emotions when he played this instrument, mostly due to it being the main melody towards all of the songs he's created, and the emotion he'd poured into his own songs... well, he wanted to put the same emotion into other song's he's heard. Including this one.

[ " I'd never expect any.. listeners.. on any of my aimless walks to the edges of this world.. To lament. " ]

#Collecting the Gears ;; Silvanus IC #Volition of Exploration ;; MGV #monarchialmoon

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Something I whipped up really quick for the starter I just posted. I had to.

#out of gears: ooc #music box ;; Silvanus

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closed starter for @monarchialmoon

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It wasn't exactly uncommon to see the gecko aimlessly wandering the lands of these timelines he called, or better yet to be said--safe for him to explore like this, but Silvanus, warmed by the soft sunset rays fading out into the moonlight of Alola, Guitar case on his back, which cased two other instruments for him to use at any time he so pleased.

To be fair with himself, despite the support system he's collected over the past couple of months, there was still nothing better than going where his mind sets himself off to go in...

And to sit there, and play music in the solace of your own music and the ambience of the world around you.

Silvanus thought that he would be fine like this. Clear his mind, play a tune or two, and.. relax, clear one's own mind of the guilt and the shame that his life has never been the same no matter what atrocity he saves a world from, or what demons lay behind his own facade of heart.

This deep, philosophical chain of thought would continue on as he climbed up a flight of stone stairs, engulfed in grass, weeds and other forms of foliage, staring at what seemed to be some form of abandoned shrine. What he wouldn't give up to go back to the past to when this was still present at its peak glory, but.. it felt too dishonorable to do such a thing.

It just felt odd doing it.

Silvanus sat himself down in the center, in a soft grassy spot, he realized what this place was long before he'd made it up the stairs, but, really just wanted to vent out his own frustrations and let this memory become another memento of memories. Whether that's a good thing or not, he'll never know. No amount of time, no amount of traveling through the Hall--helping the pantheon.. even becoming Champion hadn't helped him.

Taking the guitar case off of his back and sitting it carefully alongside the ground, Silvanus sat there in deep thought, before pulling out his flute instead, staring at the moonlight and the stars, closing his eyes as he'd begin to play a gentle tune, a tune he'd hope would sound through the heavens, to ease anyone's minds he could reach, if not for himself.

Tapping the ground with this foot-claw digits to keep the metronome inside of his head going, he'd never even realized through his own urge to vent out through music, that the gecko wasn't truly alone in this. Whether it be from Nabu, who was always keen to listen to whatever the gecko had to sing or play, or it was Eir, who often sat there in silence to let him play in peace.

But it wasn't anyone he'd met before.

and.. it felt alright if that was the case.

#Collecting the Gears ;; Silvanus IC #Volition of Exploration ;; MGV #monarchialmoon #the traumatized old men get together: population 2

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hello pmd community outside of rpc

i hereby declare this gecko is musically talented and created like half the songs of the game's OST and you cannot change my mind.

source: he's my traumatized blorbo and I can do whatever I want with him (:

send post

#out of gears: ooc #pokemon mystery dungeon #pmd eos #pmd2 #pmd grovyle

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"May the Children of the Moone forever be blessed with their fathers embrace."

MONARCHIALMOON

Hello, hi! It's Goldie here, and I've decided to remake one of my oldest muses that I ever wrote in the Pokemon RPC! I would very much appreciate it if you could like/reblog this post to help it spread so I can meet new faces!

Mun & Muse are both 18+

Blog is Ind, Sel, and Private. Some exceptions are included in my rules!

Blog will contain darker & disturbing themes, viewers beware!

Crossover, OC, and multimuse friendly!

Important pages below! home | about | rules

#YIPPEE #promo #pmd rp #out of gears ;; ooc

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A 2024 remake of the first ever remix I ever did back in April of 2020. I'm skilled enough now that I want to start a project to PMD-ify Celeste's entire OST.

#music box ;; Silvanus #out of gears: ooc #pmdeos #Pokemon Mystery Dungeon #Celeste

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I miss the In-Universe version of the WHOLE AGAIN pokepasta.

me and a few others remember it (and I personally like it 100x better than the popular in game one) so...

in commemoration of my favorite pokepasta.

I'm going to be writing WHOLE AGAIN for a in-universe spin of my own, because I think creepypastas need an in-universe spin to them, and I refuse for my memories to be lost media anymore.

#out of gears: ooc

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People used to comment on web comics.

People used to comment on fanfiction.

People used to comment on fanart.

People used to comment on OCs.

I hate "content" culture.

I hate "consuming content" and scrolling immediately to the next thing.

People used to be excited about the art that other people created.

People used to want to share that excitement with creators.

I hate this future.

#Every time someone even COMMENTS on something I made #It gets me pumped to post more and more #I'm so glad to be in communities whether it be streamer friends or mutual artists that we can all share our stuff #and give feedback to one another without consumer culture bringing us down #out of gears: ooc

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Noury (@/Noony_Boony on twitter, she is a Palestinian JJK fanartist who unfortunately lost her eye due to the attacks) has recently made a reply thread post of Palestine donations on march 1st, going to try and link all the ones I can on here due to twitter thread links unfortunately not working if you have no account

Donations to Noury’s cousin who recently lost his uncle and home

Donations to the Zack Family to escape from Gaza

Donations to Ahmed Abu Rabea

Donations to Mai and her family

Donations to the Daniel family

Donations to help this family escape Gaza

Donations to help Farah and her family

Donations to help Ahmed Hamouda’s family

Donations to help this family escape Gaza

Donations to help this family of 7 escape Gaza

Donations to help the Abdelwahed family escape Gaza

Donations to help Hamza

Donations to help Mohamed Hallam Abuzaid and his family

Donations to help Saja’s family escape Gaza

Donations to help Mohammed’s family

Donations to help Sohad’s family escape Gaza

Donations to help Ismail Morshed’s family

Donations to help Mohammad’s family escape Gaza

Donations to help Hala Nassar’s family escape Gaza

Donations to help this family escape

Donations to help this family escape

Donations to help Akram’s family

Donations to help this family in Gaza

Donations to help this displaced family in Gaza

Donations to help Saif

Donations to help this Palestinian med student

Donations to help this family evacuate Gaza

Donations to help Loai’s family escape

Donations to help Sarah’s family

Donations to help Nour and her family escape

Donations to help Ahmed’s family

Donations to help Mahmoud rebuild his bakery

Donations to help Walaa’s family escape Gaza

Donations to help Hafez Badawi’s children

Donations to help these children in North Gaza

Donations to help Miar’s family

Donations to help Ismael’s family escape Gaza

Donations to help this handicapped child escape Gaza

Donations to help rescue this family

Donations to help this family whose home was destroyed

Donations to help Jenin’s family

NOTE: If I missed any others you are free to respond with other links. Also, here is a link to Operation Olive Branch, a spreadsheet with other 100+ funds. All your help counts to help the Palestinians