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whoislana · 3 years
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Me: * eats *
Also me: Why am I not skinnyyy?!
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whoislana · 3 years
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After a heavy day she thought about recovery
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how much easier her life would be.
Maybe today she could keep her food down.
But in the end of the day she still cleaned up her puke.
-Lana del Who
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whoislana · 3 years
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Living on black coffee
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whoislana · 3 years
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I can still remember 10 y/o me doing a workout for the first time. Now 20 y/o me suffers from a full developed and very aggressive eating disorder and pukes blood:)
Time really does fly
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whoislana · 3 years
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Collarbone check
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whoislana · 3 years
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I fucked up...
I'm so stressed about my finals & other stuff. I'm constantly eating & not always able to purge.
I gained so much weight...
My sw is 72 kg
Gw 52 kg
Cw 66 kg
Lw 62 kg
All for nothing at all...
If i only wasnt so weak! Why is it so hard for me to not eat?
Mia & the su1c1d4l thoughts are ruinning my life. I feel like i'm loosing everything- but mostly control. Yesterday i purged blood...
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whoislana · 3 years
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My head...
My head is filled with ed thoughts
My head is filled with suicid4l thoughts
My head is empty
The thoughts are so loud
Gonna fail my finals tomorrow
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whoislana · 3 years
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What's the point of waking up tomorrow?
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whoislana · 3 years
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Binge eating in front of my parents is so embaressing. I cant. Crying while eating ice cream...
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