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When They Don't Expect You To Leave.

There was a time when someone I used to know seemed to enjoy causing me pain. They would eagerly watch my face hoping to feed off any reaction that I might give. Hoped that tears would stain my face and words of forgiveness would leave my lips.

What they failed to understand was that when pain becomes the old friend you have made peace with there is not much that can hurt you unless you allow it.

So when their face contorted in frustration I must admit deep down there was something deliciously entertaining about watching how much the embarrassment of their failures began to consume them.

I know that doesn't sound very pleasant, and yet I could not bring myself to care.

I wasn't sure if it was the exhaustion or if watching them torture themselves became too boring to watch, but one thing was for certain when it came time to leave like the unknown thief in the night I erased myself from their life like I had never existed in the first place.

#late night rambles #toxic love #bad dreams

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Sometimes when the world feels like it's on fire and my heart begins to harden I can always count on a cup of tea to bring me back to my senses.

#late night rambles #teatime #pink aesthetic #illustrations

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#pink aesthetic #illustrations #art #beauty

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Dang, I totally resonate with this concept. It makes me think back to how it felt when I saw my life partner. It felt like a missing puzzle piece had fallen into place & the anxieties I grew up with seemed to melt away.

Twan Eng Tan, The Gift of Rain // Makoto Shinkai, Your Name // Nicola Yoon, The Sun Is Also a Star // Pavana // Lang Leav, "Soul Mates" // S.E. Hall, Emerge // Hayao Miyazaki, Spirited Away // Hafiz

#theme: your heart is familiar #i love this

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“How do you know someone is for you? They bring peace you haven’t found anywhere else. They support your effort. They water your growth.”

— Unknown

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morning checklist

self: stay tech-free in the bedroom, and allow yourself to wake up without screen time. make your bed, take the time to journal or meditate even just for 5-10 minutes

move: exercise if you can and try a few simple morning stretches each day, stretching is beneficial for both your mental and physical wellbeing

fuel: nourish your body for the day ahead, drink a glass of water first, and then your favorite breakfast. whether that be a proper meal or something on the go. don't forget your supplements too

prepare: get ready for the day ahead, check your to-do list, and schedule and set any alarms or reminders you might need. if you find it helpful and productive you can also check your emails.

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train your mind to be calm in every situation.

#working on it

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They call you shallow as if they don’t have the same tendencies themself.

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There is a longing in my spirit to reconnect with something and for the life of me I don’t know what that ‘it’ is. I can only gaze up at the clouds and wonder how long it’ll be until the waiting is over. I want to let go of the breath that I’ve been left holding since I learned to walk.

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I’m going to practice detachment and see how that works out instead.

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#workingonit

spiritual check point ✔️

#wisdom #nature #self care #astrology #spirituality #witchblr #witchcraft #tarot #visualization #sigils #manifesting #meditation #witch blog #witch tips #shadow work #crystals #cottagecore #sea witch #self love #bath ritual

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Grumpy 

#Mushroom #art #drawing #cute #cottagecore #fairy tale #artists on tumblr

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Chellioh on Instagram

#illustration #art

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What’s ironic is that they are on TikTok all day long literally and do I say anything and do I judge them? Nope. But I wanna watch anime all day and it’s a problem. 😒

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Lipstick

Puppy Skincare on Etsy

#makeup #handmade #etsy

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I stay getting messages that I need to take time alone and every time I think it’s gonna happen it doesn’t.

Im about to just go on a staycation and call it a day.

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Sandra Cisneros, In an Interview with Krista Tippett

#quotes