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Glad I did not do one and three.

I did however do both 2 and 5

Because I could not resist another MCR shirt. I have four now :) plus plans on one more

Anyways I keep getting ads for manic bipolar medications

Like it's a bit concerning that's half of my ads rn.

Like I know I'm not manic. I am in fact just like this sometimes.

Got that ✨AuDHD✨ and sometimes it's rough trying to hold back the impulse.

I might actually get an industrial peircing at some point. Not rn because I'm still waiting for my cartilage piercings on my one ear to heal. But when I can reliably sleep on the other side for a bit, I'd like to. (This is it this I the post I reveal that I do have a bunch of Peircings)

Hey I'm feeling impulsive so here's a list of things I'm trying to keep myself from doing until I've thought then through for more time (I give myself a time limit before doing things, the more permanent the thing the more time)

1. Getting an industrial peircing. I have the anatomy for it, the money for it, and I already have a bunch of piercings. I am aware that there would be weird scarring if/when I took them out but it seems like an opportunity I might as well try

2. Buying more T-shirts, specifically my chemical romance shirts. I have three but at this point it's become a joke with myself to get all of them. Like that's most of my band shirts right there lol

3. Pill bug tattoo. Probably on one of my knees so it turns into a lil ball when I bend my legs. Idk it's adorable and silly and cool and fits with all the other stuff I have already/have plans for

4. Getting more green day CDs. I have two but they're old (7 years. Yes I know that's not old but neither am I and I did not know how to take care of CDs when I got them so they are Deteriorating. Also the cases broke because I dropped them not long after I got them)

5. Clothing shopping/retail therapy. Whatever you wanna call it. Going out to get lil trinkets that bring me momentary joy. It's not usually momentary for me because I am in fact a picky cunt with clothing and shoes but sometimes it is and that's what I'm feeling.

6. Get big warm blanket, sleep through most of the day.

But yeah hope you enjoyed looking into my brain for a sec,,,, feel free to leave advice tho I can't guarantee I'll listen to or take it

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this is a way better model... you'll still get transphobic & intersexist drs of course but i prefer this to male / female or even having separate questions for gender & sex.

[we can't see the full form, but i'd suggest having a "something else" option and dominant hormone question too.]

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JK Rowling has used her billionaire legal team to silence a Jewish woman for telling the truth about her contempt for trans victims of the Holocaust.

Scotland’s network of “freedom of speech” organisations, as per usual, have nothing to say about the use of wealth to gag critics of the wealthy.

However fast they race to condemn the LGBT+ community for saying the names of those who harm us. Statements at the ready to insist that transphobes no one wants to work with anymore must be given every possible opportunity to gain from their bigotry.

But it's not the billionaires who are being silenced, as our media breathlessly echo their every hateful proclamation.

It's journalists and activists forced to publicly humiliate themselves under the weight and the threat of billionaire legal teams or be driven into destitution.

We deserve better. Freedom of speech needs to mean something

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There is a very clear pattern of trans men fighting for a change and then transphobes going “gasp! How could those evil trans women do this! Those evil trans women are trying to destroy womenhood!!”

Gender neutral language about reproductive care, gender neutral language about menstruation, menstrual products in men’s bathrooms, and gender neutral language about pregnancy are all things I’ve seen transphobes say that big scary evil trans women are fighting for. When those are things trans men are pushing for.

They erase and silence trans men to push transmisogyny…

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Huge fan of when my speech patterns rub off on people enjoy when thay happens

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Hey I'm feeling impulsive so here's a list of things I'm trying to keep myself from doing until I've thought then through for more time (I give myself a time limit before doing things, the more permanent the thing the more time)

1. Getting an industrial peircing. I have the anatomy for it, the money for it, and I already have a bunch of piercings. I am aware that there would be weird scarring if/when I took them out but it seems like an opportunity I might as well try

2. Buying more T-shirts, specifically my chemical romance shirts. I have three but at this point it's become a joke with myself to get all of them. Like that's most of my band shirts right there lol

3. Pill bug tattoo. Probably on one of my knees so it turns into a lil ball when I bend my legs. Idk it's adorable and silly and cool and fits with all the other stuff I have already/have plans for

4. Getting more green day CDs. I have two but they're old (7 years. Yes I know that's not old but neither am I and I did not know how to take care of CDs when I got them so they are Deteriorating. Also the cases broke because I dropped them not long after I got them)

5. Clothing shopping/retail therapy. Whatever you wanna call it. Going out to get lil trinkets that bring me momentary joy. It's not usually momentary for me because I am in fact a picky cunt with clothing and shoes but sometimes it is and that's what I'm feeling.

6. Get big warm blanket, sleep through most of the day.

But yeah hope you enjoyed looking into my brain for a sec,,,, feel free to leave advice tho I can't guarantee I'll listen to or take it

#impulse #my algorithms have been tryig to sell me bipolar disorder meds lately and i am rather paniced from that #i dont think this is mania i think i just want a bit of dopamine

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worst part about getting angry is how much it makes you want to be mean

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The ‘you’re mature for your age’ to sleeping with a bed full of plushies in your mid twenties pipeline is real

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Terrible take I know but I don't have a difference I feel.

Like I'm aware that the autism is likely a factor here but I figure out who I like romantically based on who I like sexually.

Like dating is like being friends with people you wanna kiss (with intensity. Me and my friends are silly goofy and will kiss from time to time,, not in a sexual way just for the bit) and doing things with them.

I've desired doing stereotypical "romantic" things but it's less of an attraction and more of wanting to appase the other person.

But yeah most of dating and being attracting to someone for me is trusting them, being comfortable around them, and being attracted to them physically.

I don't know if that counts as romantic attraction.

Trying to figure something out about myself; please reblog this for a larger sample size.

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hey

hey friend

dont kill yourself tonight ok

you have a really pretty smile and i know its not always easy to manage one but itd be a bummer if we never had the chance to see it ever again

youre really important and you matter a lot so stay safe and try and have a nice sleep

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This is reckless and dangerous. Vaccine mandates are there for a reason, but Trump is to dumb to understand that. Measles was once eradicated but cases have been on the rise for some time.

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One time my rabbi told us, “imagine you had a box with a little bit of god in it. What would you do with the box?”

So we were like ?? “We’d protect it and keep it nice and clean and polished” and he was like “your body’s that box. Stop eating markers”