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Red pandas hugging their fluffy tails

😭😭😭.

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I just generally don't want to be alive what can I say

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sorry for being weird, the loneliness and the need for a deeper, more meaningful human connection is eating me alive

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#my loves 🖤

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Also Gem being her usual extroverted self and now her being half dead and barely responsive hehe

Can't wait to tear her down just to build her up stronger 💕 using the power of - say it with me - LOVE. because how else would this work. If she doesn't get back up with her husband's help then HOW ELSE 💕 maybe they'll need to get each other back up who knows (though she's doing very very badly and will probably need a little push at the beginning hah I'm sorry she truly crumbled)

I also probably painted her not as skinny as she got these days... she hasn't eaten it days. It's starting to show. But as I've said I don't think she can die of starvation unfortunately. And I just thought of the cruelest punishment for a nephilim if any of them ever deserved one like that 😳 can you imagine being buried alive like this...

"I'm so tired... What is keeping me alive?"

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Look at this my first digital drawing attempt oh my gOD

It wasn't a digital drawing I just scanned it and tried to colour it using a mouse. Oof.

I only gave Gem trousers bc anything else would be too much work. She doesn't even own trousers! (She owns maybe one pair of riding trousers and then one pair of Levi's jeans back in Italy. Yes it has to be that brand she wears the logo proudly on her bum.)

“First day on the job”

I… yeah.. I guess… what :D So I downloaded SAI for the first time today, can you tell :’D

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My children

I'm gonna make myself a little happier okay

This makes me happier

Look at them 😘

very obviously pre-Quincey stuff

baby Levi

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I should repaint this, it looks so bad...

It is supposed to be a photo Gem sent to her partner (not yet even a fiancé) from a formal ball when he was stuck on the other side of the world for a few years and couldn't see her.

Safe to say if it looked like this I don't think he'd frame it lmao

I need to redo it.

I just scrolled too far down on the blog heh...

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"Cesare was to be the evil genius of Lucrezia’s life: their love and loyalty to one another were such that he, like his father, would be accused of incest with her; even that his obsessive love for her led him to murder." — Sarah Bradford,  Lucrezia Borgia: Life, Love and Death in Renaissance Italy

#i swear no one has ever had better chemistry #ever #goD♥

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G o d

#ive been doing so bad recently and this just... its beautiful

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#hannibal made me really sad but at least those last moments were exquisite #PUSHING DAISIES THOUGH?! NO CLOSURE. JUST PAIN!!! BRING IT BAAAACK

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Lac des fées by Benoît Deniaud

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what this author knows to be true is that diamonds are not the only gems that sparkle

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TITANIC costumes appreciation: ― Rose’s red dress (costume design by Deborah Lynn Scott)

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florence welch photographed by autumn de wilde

#same #especially today...

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Sense and Sensibility 1995 ‧ Dir. Ang Lee