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wakinupskinnyyy · 1 year
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A lot of shiiiit have happend, omfg… Left my boyfriend cuz he’s an ass, left my «friends» because they were so fckn toxic… I’ve been surrounded by toxic people for 4 years and my boyfriend for 1. I’ve had enough. So I have zero left…
But on the bright side, I’ve lost 10kg/22lbs in 5 weeks👍🏽
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wakinupskinnyyy · 2 years
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Day 3:
I don’t like have 1 person. But I’m a big fan of «clean girl aestetics»! Like a skinny, tan and blonde girl getting ready with a tank top and necklaces doing her makeup and fitting clothes and looking amaaaazing!!
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wakinupskinnyyy · 2 years
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Day 2:
1.70cm. Dont mind it:)
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wakinupskinnyyy · 2 years
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Day 1:
This is so embarassing.. 😓
• Height: 5’6
• SW: 200 lbs… 🤢
• CW: 195 lbs
• GW: 135 lbs
• UGW: 120 lbs
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wakinupskinnyyy · 2 years
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🥺hiiii… well, it’s been a year and you can say I recovered cause I’ve gained like a horse🙃 But yet, here I am and starting a new journey with ana. I have been in a relationship during the time I’ve gained, but now as a singel gal💃🏼 I’m ready to finally start what I loved the most last year! Skinny bitch, yet again.. Here I come!!
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wakinupskinnyyy · 2 years
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Hi… It’s been so long, and I really miss using Tumblr as my newspaper in my morning routine<\3 guys, I’m literally so out of control and I’ve gained 6-7 kg and I feel fatter than ever… Food is really hard for me atm, I don’t know where to begin my ed journey again. It’s happend so much in my life, good and bad and I feel like I’m using that as an excuse to not begin, but at the same time I want it soooo bad😩 I’m going to try manifesting cause I’ve heard that can work, so I will begin there. Hope u guys are okay tho, it’s been tooo long. Time for me to get my ass togheter again
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wakinupskinnyyy · 3 years
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Any tips to get back on track?! I’ll do ANYTHING atm😭 I eat food, feeling guilty af about ANYTHING I consume but I still fckn do it??? Pleeeease help a girl out
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wakinupskinnyyy · 3 years
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I miss the feeling of starving and feeling empty soooo bad😭😭😭 But at the same time, I’m so fucking grumpy and I hate myself
This ed is killing me
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wakinupskinnyyy · 3 years
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I knoooow, but my head is exploding these days😭😭 I’m off track af, and I hate my body atm!!!!!!
This months choices are next months body.
This months choices are next months body.
This months choices are next months body.
This months choices are next months body.
This months choices are next months body.
This months choices are next months body.
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wakinupskinnyyy · 3 years
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OMG THIS!!! Hit meeeeee
Random ED things nobody really talks about
Being jealous of friends or people who have been severely underweight/ hospitalized
Hundreds of awkward angle body checking photos
Looking at the size of your legs/body in every mirror, reflection, shop window
Being disgusted at watching people eat
Comparing people’s body size and weight to yours before noticing anything else about them
Being obsessed with cooking/dieting/food programmes
The pain of hitting your hip bone on a table
Hating yourself for judging anyone who is healthy or overweight
Being proud of your lowest weight once recovered/weight restored
Eye rolls when anyone without an ED discusses their new diet/weight loss
Eating every tiny bit of a specific calorie portioned food because damn if you’ve counted those calories you are gonna enjoy them
Feeling embarrassed for eating ‘unhealthy’ foods because people assume you eat nothing/survive on lettuce
‘Wow you’re actually eating’ kill me
Not enjoying excercise or wanting to work out
Alternating between being scared of all food and wanting to consume everything in sight
Really horrific awful bad breath (like seriously bad)
One day you’re too scared to eat a tomato the next you eat chocolate without worrying about it
Looking in the mirror after eating and feeling like you gained 20lbs
The anxiety and embarrassment of buying laxatives/diet pills
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wakinupskinnyyy · 3 years
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Just had a mental breakdown, cause I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing
I know I need to stay below 350kcal to reach my goal, but during the day my mind is like no so I give in??? I’m so weak and pathetic, literally so embarresed of my self😞
I feel happy because I’ve met a boy I like, I think that is the reason I eat bc i feel happy but a the same time, he cant meet me again and I’m fucking fat??? WHAT AM I DOING!!!!
350kcal from now, or I will seriously jump from a building
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wakinupskinnyyy · 3 years
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I hate my body and myself when I’m eating
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wakinupskinnyyy · 3 years
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My friends and family are saying I look so much healthier, my cheeks are red and the dark circles around my eyes are gone
Fuck, I’ve gained
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wakinupskinnyyy · 3 years
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My dream
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wakinupskinnyyy · 3 years
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!!!!!!
It's disgusting that I actually feel healthier starving myself than I do when I'm eating. This disorder is literally hell.
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wakinupskinnyyy · 3 years
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Hi lovelys❤️ so I’m literally fuuucked up, I’ve told my mom and my bestie about my ed, omg so fucking stupid, AND I have tried to eat normally again... Turns out it’s NO WAY out of this, cause i feel soooo guilty eating, and just the thought of what I’ve been eating these past few weeks makes me sick to my stomach😭
So now I’ve been eating less than 300kcal a day, (walking 15.000 steps at work) and I’m feeling relieved and I get butterflies just thinking my stomach is empty rn🥺
I was 64kg before I had my stupidass mental breakdown, and now I’m 68kg:(((
Luckily, I’m not that skinny that my family worries but Yeah, I was fckn stupid because now they are aware👎🏼
Lol updaaaate
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wakinupskinnyyy · 3 years
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I’ve been gone for a whiiiile now, and I’m out of control :’) I begin tomorrow again, so exciiiited
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