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Ok yah enough tumblr I am unwell very deeply unwell

#starts flossing

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Past couple days have just been me going I am literally the best person alive to I’m incurable and should off myself and honestly the fact I’m expected to go to class still is so balls to the walls like I rlly go to class every day and go back home and go gee golly I don’t want to be alive. Opens my laptop to do homework that won’t get graded cause it’s late.

#I’m spending money #to be here #I am wasting my time literally 😭 #but see it’s all ok bc uhm mm um. yeah 🚶‍♂️ see cause uh games r coming out

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Alex Turner’s love letter

#love letters

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you are sunlight through a window, which i stand in, warmed. (the miniaturist, jessie burton)

unlove’s the heavenless hell and homeless home, e. e. cummings / take me to church, hozier / down to agincourt, seperis / @seraphpng / @nephrosoupp / i’ll give you the sun, jandy nelson / scheherazade, richard siken / clifford prince king / the sower, vincent van gogh / the song of achilles, madeline miller / the diary of anaïs nin (volume iv), anaïs nin / the seven husbands of evelyn hugo, taylor jenkins reid

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“Sometimes it was hard to express how much you loved someone. You said the words, but you could never quite capture the depth of it. You could never quite hold someone tightly enough.”

— Diane Chamberlain

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“Waiting is a sign of true love and patience. Anyone can say “I love you”, but not everyone can wait and prove it’s true.”

— lieinlove

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#love letters

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youll never fully understand how much you mean to me but i would like to spend the rest of our lives trying to teach you

#love letters

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neil hilborn, a place where someone loves you / [deactivated user] / @filmnoirsbian / anne sexton / sonnet by neil gaiman / caitlyn siehl, start here

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I always fall asleep thinking about you

#love letters

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Studio Ghibli + Holding Hands

#me wants to perhaps….hold a hand

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a dialogue between the unloved and the loving

neil hilborn // miranda july // @orpheuslament // aaron o’hanlon // natalie wee “least of all” // @fridayiminlovemp3 // maria petrovykh “love me. i am pitch black” // “the seven husbands of evelyn hugo” // sylvia plath “johnny panic & the bible of dreams” // sue zhao // virginia woolf from a letter to katherine mansfield // trista mateer

#AWOOOOOOO #love letters

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#😰

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you’ll never “just get over it”. it’ll always be there a little bit, tucked away somewhere. you’ll continue to live your life and not notice it much. but maybe every so often it’ll hurt again and that’s alright. our traumas don’t magically go away when we heal. but they also stop taking up so much space.

#so true actually

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#LITERALLY HAHA #everytime I admit smth to someone I laugh at it and they r like um.

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okay, here is a thing: some people that suffered from abuse can’t remember every detail about it and sometimes they will remember it gradually during their life. if they tell you different stories about the same thing, don’t just judge them. if they tell you they forgot about things, trust them. if they tell you they just remembered something about the abuse, trust them.

#this /: I hate so bad when I can’t remember what happened and someones like oh sure whatever #like Jesus