vilz

[vilz]

hello obviously there isn't anything i can really do to control this (unfortunately i deleted a bunch of posts BEFORE turning off reblogs on them) but i would prefer that people did not circulate my posts from this blog any more... i appreciate that people are kind to me about my art, but that is just my request i suppose. this blog is unprivated now, and if you'd like to see what is still up you can look at them here. my ask box is also open but i will not be making any art posts here from now on. here is a little preemptive faq:

why did you leave?

i didn't feel comfortable or happy posting on this blog any more!

do you still make art? do you post it somewhere else?

yes. but i've been pulling away from posting very much online, and the things i'm interested in drawing nowadays are generally more private, so i won't be directing anyone there or anything. i don't consider my new blog to be a continuation of this one.

i know your new blog!

that isn't really that surprising since i didn't honestly put great effort into concealing it or anything. we are probably not friends, so i hold no sway over you, but i would still prefer you did not share it or treat me as if i am still "vilz who posts fnaf art". i'm just a whatever blogger who blogs about whatever things. also to be frank i do not think my new blog has anything that interesting for people who followed for the kind of art i used to post here. this is not an invitation to say "it is interesting!".

we are friends!

if we have not been in direct, mutual conversations i highly doubt that. i'm sorry if that hurts anyone's feelings.

why did you delete all your self ship art?

people seem to enjoy my self ship art a lot, which is very flattering, but i don't want people to be looking at them any more. i realize that they are still rebloggable and are still circulating around, which is nobody's fault but my own, but i would prefer they were not shared any more. i can't really do anything about it and i also don't blame anyone for reblogging those posts since it's obviously not something they would know, but yeah.

i saw your art on pinterest!

i did not and do not consent to my works being put on pinterest. the art from "vilz" has not been uploaded by me to any other website besides tumblr. if someone is posting my art from here on a different platform, they are doing so without permission.

i saw you on magma!

i still join magma boards sometimes lol. it's a fun site.

what about your ocs?

they are still my ocs. sometimes i still draw them. currently, i do not have any plans of posting my oc art online ever again. i would prefer that people did not reblog the oc art i have posted to this blog.

what about your fics?

all of my fics are still up on ao3 anonymously. they are: small mercies obscura floriography baying of lambs scrape bitch, bastard, bullshit almost human a dream, recurring countdown i'm very flattered and happy that people have left kind comments on these. thank you very much for reading the words of an amateur and for sharing an experience with me.

are you going to finish your uncompleted fics?

i would really like to say yes, because i care a great deal about aspects of them, but it's looking pretty unlikely. i lost all my files (and my calmlywriter key !!! always save your emails and receipts, everyone!!!) and also it's hard to feel motivated about them now. i guess i will leave this up in the air just to soothe my own feelings but in reality the answer is Probably Not.

are you going to post new fics?

i might, because i've been in a writing mood lately, but please don't expect anything. if i do, they will be anonymous on ao3. i will not post about them here or on any other blog.

i really liked your posts and blog!

thank you. i'm glad that people could feel that way about the things i made and thought about stuff i care about. irregardless, i would prefer that people did not share my old posts from this blog.

i will do it anyway.

i cannot stop you, so there isn't really any point in pleading. i just thought i'd make a little info post for people who are inquiring. after this, there won't be any "posts" from me. if there are relevant questions or messages i might reply to them or just update this post.

thank you for reading and for enjoying my blog. goodbye !!!

#this has been a missive from ur friend valentine #sincere regards #vilz

[vilz]

i dont post on this blog any more ✌️ byeeee guys

#everybody unfollow me Now ... #sincere regards

[vilz]

BABY YOU KNOW I LOVE TO MOVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#jyushimatsu #osomatsu san #painting

[vilz]

happy clown

#personal work #painting

[vilz]

childish dream fantasy

#cw scopophobia #cw eyestrain #personal work #painting

[vilz]

hi guys!! Due to a lot of personal stuff happening and housing problems, I have updated my commissions! They are fully open and I will make sure to update if they are closed!

For any extra details, please hit up my carrd!

[vilz]

here is my personal art too i suppose

#i dont usually share my like. original art very often #i like her though... her name is peachplum or something like that #my art #personal work #cw scopophobia #cw unsettling #painting

[vilz]

hello ! just wanted to say your art speaks directly to my soul in a very deep emotional way... not sure how to explain it better tbh, i just really love it and it makes me feel warm inside... i hope you have a good day :>

this is very kind. thank you

have a rough little thing

#ask #anon #my art #digital #painting #fnaf sun

[vilz]

man-made delights

#sun fnaf #daycare attendant #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf sb #fnaf #my art #digital #painting #i had pink floyd's the gnome on loop drawing this

[vilz]

i'll set you up against the stars

#sun fnaf #daycare attendant #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf sb #fnaf #my art #digital #painting #been a minute !! also i fucking posted this on the wrong blog like an idiot #cw blood

[vilz]

tethered to a star

#fnaf sun #fnaf moon #fnaf daycare attendant #daycare attendant #fnaf sb #fnaf #my art #digital #magma #yipee!!!!!! * dies * #painting

[vilz]

I AM ALIVE I AM ALIVE I AM ALIVE I AM ALIVE

#fnaf moon #fnaf daycare attendant #daycare attendant #fnaf sb #fnaf #my art #digital #cw blood #i mean its not literally blood but it resembles it so #cw eye horror #cw repetition #painting

[vilz]

HEY, I MISSED YOU SO MUCH. I THINK EVERYTHING'S GOING TO BE OKAY, DON'T YOU?

#fnaf sun #fnaf moon #fnaf daycare attendant #daycare attendant #fnaf sb #fnaf #my art #digital #im happy to be you and youre happy to be me #painting

[vilz]

i'll bend myself out of shape for you. i'll become something new for you. i'll put myself in a little box, and you'll sing a song, and i'll pop back out again- surprise! a real boy at last... a real person, a real...

i'll really really really be me, the me you want me to be. and it won't hurt at all. what's your favourite shape? i'll be it. i can be it.

#fnaf sun #fnaf daycare attendant #daycare attendant #fnaf sb #fnaf #* screams and cries and wails * #behold! the transformative power of a longing that tears you apart #the wiresparks are bright and beautiful and burning #and ill rip into myself until i know i have a heart #ill do it until i hit blood and then i will know i am alive #* SCREAMING CRYING WAILING !!!!!* #he makes me SO emo he makes me SO SO SO SO SO SO SO EMO. #my art #digital #painting

[vilz]

i'm the happiest i've ever been !

#fnaf sun #fnaf daycare attendant #daycare attendant #fnaf sb #fnaf #my art #digital #painting

[vilz]

too tired to finish this

#fnaf sun #fnaf moon #daycare attendant #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf sb #fnaf #my art #digital #magma

[vilz]

oh yeah this guy

#fnaf moon #moondrop #daycare attendant #fnaf sb #fnaf #my art #digital #magma