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“Drugs will take away everything you hate at first. As soon as you’re content with that, they’ll start taking away everything you love. Eventually, you’ll be forced to choose between drugs and yourself. You can’t have both.”

— Thoughts from a recovering addict

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“Menschen bringen sich um, weißt du, […] wenn sie befürchten, dass ihnen ihr ganzer Lebenszweck genommen werden könnte. Die bloße Tatsache, dass andere Menschen ihr Leid für einen Witz halten, reicht nicht aus, um sie davon abzuhalten.”

— Der Seidenspinner, Robert Galbraith

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“Die vermeintliche Ruhe bei Suizidgefährdeten ist das größte Alarmzeichen das es gibt. Denn wenn er an diesem Punkt angekommen ist, dann hat dieser Mensch komplett aufgegeben.”

— Via ellacrowley

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do you ever just sit there and realize that you mean nothing to anyone and you start feeling lost, alone, and unloved, and truly unwanted

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me: i’m going to clean my room! i’m going to take a shower! i will wake up early and take care of myself! brain: u know whats fun? rotting.

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I can feel the emptiness inside of me.

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“It was good for a while, being empty. I didn’t hurt anymore. But as time went on, it was like I could hear myself from far away, begging for permission to come back.”

— Myra McEntire (via thoughtkick)

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I find comfort in my sadness cause it’s the only thing I’ve ever known.

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i forget that other ppl can see this blog sometimes

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Often people talk about suicide not because they want to be dead but because they want to end their pain. If they can just find a way to do that, they very much want to be alive.

— Lori Gottlieb, Maybe You Should Talk to Someone: A Therapist, Her Therapist, and Our Lives Revealed

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I'll walk forever with stories inside me that the people I love the most can never hear.

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sometimes I just get so sick and tired of fighting just to survive.

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I hate the person I become when I am sober, these demons in my mind, I feel 'em taking over.

— Problematic – Angel vs Demon 3

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NORMAL PEOPLE (2020) dir. Lenny Abrahamson, Hettie Macdonald

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Loneliness makes you think about the time in the past where you were laughing with friends, when everything was actually fine, being with people you never thought you will lose and where you couldn‘t imagine being this lonely. I never thought I would miss those moments so much.

(-deepthoughtsvibes)