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- lol love friends-

brb staying on facetime with my bae cuz they might off themselves :)

#vent #venting

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- tw; suicide-

my friend said one time they tried to kill themselves with cut up monster cans cuz all their razors...

brb leme get rid of all my cans-

#tw #depression #mentally ill #monster

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- indian lake project -

i know it’s highly unlikely, and has been debunked... but god...

something about that whole conspiracy makes my brain work...

mkultra children... yeesh

#conspiracy #indian lake #mkultra #mk ultra

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reminds me of traveling when i was younger, reminds me of seeing my family that i haven’t seen for so long, i miss them

#liminal spaces #weirdcore #aesthetic #trauma

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- tw; trauma-

i wish she never did what she did, but i don’t blame her,

i talk with her nowadays because she’s better

she hurt me, she made me feel bad, she gaslight me

yet i don’t blame her

but the anger i feel for her is intense, im sorry what happened to her but she fucking ruined me.

she made my life a living hell,

fuck her, fuck this place, i blame you

but i feel guilty about making you the villian

im lost

#vent #tw #possibly triggering #trauma #venting

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-tw; eating, food, possible ed, mention of vomiting-

i feel so much guilt around eating,

i love food, and i tend to stress eat for coping reasons...

but, i often find myself feeling really guilty later on,

yet, i’ve never made myself throw up, and i’ve never starved mysel

#vent #ed #eating #tw

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-tw; mention of gore-

i watched a video on best-gore of this tiktok girl getting decapitated and it actually made me feel negative emotions-

does this mean im recovering?

#gore #bestgore #tw #vent

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- tw; intrusive thoughts -

i accidental went on an intrusive thought tangent, and spoke about something exteremly graphic,

i think i freaked someone out,

:(

#intrusive thoughts #trauma #vent

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does anyone else find find liminal space kinda... therapeutic?

#liminal #liminal space #weirdcore #trauma #coping

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- tw; gore -

i keep looking at gore images to feel something, i like to see the guts.

insides satisfy me </3

#gore #graphic #blood #guts #tw #vent

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- workout help -

Hey!

does anyone have workout ideas?

im trying to flatten my stomach, get rid of man boobs, and strengthen my arms!

I have very little athletic skill and minimal motivation, so i need something basic to get me started

#workout #athletics #eating #food #triggerwarning #fat

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- to clarify -

CW: mentions of triggering subjects, viewer discretion advised

hey, this is kinda some sort of explanation for this account...

i have no one i can really talk to about my body image, intrusive thoughts, violent tendencies, and other issues, so i made an account to connect with others who feel the same!!

i try to include plenty of warnings for people who don’t want to see this!!

and, to clear this up before i am asked, i am diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder, and depression.

#triggerwarning #triggering stuff #depression #mentally ill #TW

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- tw; thinspo -

-- if only --

#thinspo #bodyimage #tw #triggering #men #bodies