prompt for @/tinybingy
jc trying to make yanli’s lotus rib soup for young jin ling, having some sort of breakdown over it bc its not the same and he can’t do it but jin ling eats it anyways and without meaning to makes jc feel a lot better about it all
girl or guy, ongsa or earth, the only one i’ve talked to is you. sun reassuring ongsa that it doesn’t matter if she’s not the guy she fell for or a guy at all for that matter. that it’s not assumed gender that made her fall for ongsa, but rather all those great feelings she got from her, her humor and good heart. that she’s grateful ongsa was always by her side and made her smile. and that that gratefulness and what blissful memories she shared do not all of a sudden go away or mean nothing now that it’s not a guy on the other end. and when ongsa says i'm sorry…. for being a girl, all sun gets out is so? one word, a single word that holds the weight of the sun itself, and one meant to ease ongsa and the immense burden on her shoulders. it doesn’t matter that ongsa’s a girl, or that the guy sun fell for isn’t a guy at all, and sun is beginning to see that maybe that’s what she wanted all along. for ongsa, a girl, to be her “guy”. it’s good that ongsa is earth.
I don't know how to explain to you that Xia Yu Hao looks at Qiu Zi Xuan like he's looking directly at the sun (for the last time) and it just breaks my heart and glues it back together and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA