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! moving tumblrs !

i’ve been gone.. a while i know BUT this is an announcement that i’m coming back to tumblr n writing! just under a different blog, which you can find here -> @lovings4turn ! you'll have to bear w me as i get everything set up

hope to see you there:)

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never apologize my dear bee, i will eternally respond late! i just arrive home a few days ago after my semester away and i’ve been sleepy. BUT it’s is the ultimate compliment to me that people think i’m moony like…i’m blushing. i got to seventh year in the book and i haven’t read since…that was a month ago. i swore to my roommate i’ll finish by the end of winter break, ANYWAYS

A DATE EEEEEE!!!! holding your hand so you don’t get lost in the crowd, holding you close to him AGHHHH. girl. you’re living a fic. let him give all the book recs and then keep reading them and then keep being down bad and then maybe get married i don’t know-

i did. get sick of the red. it is now dark dark brown, it gives emo in a fun way! i dyed it and cut it after watching winona ryder in reality bites and i’ve never felt more cool shdhshs, truly fulfilling the she/they gender

when are your finals for the term if they haven’t happened already, any big plans for break? i miss you bee and i promise to try and respond within a time span shorter than two weeks shdhshs <3

mars.. is it my turn to apologise now for the time its taken me to reply- uni and mental health decided to tag team me and really beat me down BUT im here now!

i hope winter break has been kind to you and offered you only the softest parts of the season- i hope you were able to relax and take time for yourself!! but you are so moony i-

and yes!!!! he’s. perfect. honestly. he remembered a really insignificant detail i told him months ago and i swear i melted on the spot—

WINONA IN REALITY BITES!!! she is one of my biggest crushes in that film so i imagine it looks amazing!! i too am growing out of the red,, going a deep purple next month and have a few tattoos planned too!

finals are thankfully done for the first semester,, just awaiting the start of my second unfortunately. how have you been on your break though love?

all my love, and apologies for the late response<3

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Pretend to be good at basketball

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*tentatively peeks around a corner* aha hey. i’m. hoping to come back to this blog / writing super soon, so pls don’t forget me!

(also catching up on. everything ive been tagged in. uni and depression bonked me over the head recently but my desire to write is. huge.)

#soft launching my writing blog return

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i love hearing from u every time <3 it just takes so much for me to respond for some reason shdhshs BUT i understand that on an insane level, ive just been smoking mary jane n reading it and i LOVE it sm, out of my two friends that have read it they both agree i’m moony so i’m not sure what that says but it makes me happy

YOU DESERVE IT ALL BEE MY LOVE!! remembering insignificant things is such a love language of mine i- i understand the down bad, how’s it going with him! did you guys hangout? did he bring over take out food from his uncles restaurant just to see you? does he carry a book in his pocket? hehe

i’ve definitely been resting a lot recently! i also started therapy which i think is helping with everything (: plus everything is winding down and i’ll be traveling home soon and i’m kinda excited to be back home, with my full wardrobe and my dab pen to be quite honest shdhs…but month wise october and april have my heart, i love rainy gloomy weather so they’re currently battling for my affection, like i love spring but i love fall n it’s so sweet and spooky

no new dates thankfully, i have a deep hatred of men forever and always but this truly put me in a different spot. the audacity. but thank u for ur well wishes, i’ll find someone eventually but i’m in no rush, honestly i really enjoy being alone!! p.s i forgot to tell u i dyed my whole head red! like bright red! it’s cutie but i’m excited for it to fade already shdhs

i love you lots my bee!! congratulations on 1.5k that is literally fucking insane!! you deserve everything and more. forever will be my fav writer on here and i shall celebrate by participating in ur celebration and reading ur fics of course (:< (i’m sorry for how long this is shdhs)

mars mars mars!!! its now my turn to apologise for my disappearance,, ive missed you! that honestly sound like. an amazing way to spend your time and i am eternally jealous that im not doing that rn.. i think that's an amazing compliment tbh (and you DO give such moony vibes!!!)

and... we went on another date a couple of days ago>:) we went to a really cute cafe n then explored the christmas markets and he held my hand so he wouldn't lose me in the crowds so its safe to say im. being so calm and normal about him. and BSHJBDFJ i wish smh😔 he has however been giving me incredible book recommendations which is not helping with my whole down bad problem.

i hope therapy is treating you well!! i know it can be super helpful,, along with resting a lot,, so im so happy to hear!!! heading home is always absolutely lovely, i hope its nothing but calming and cosiness for you!!! incredible month choices i must say (and they also make so much sense in the best way!!!)

being single is so underrated tbh!!!! sometimes being alone is ten times better than being stuck with an average man,, in fact it nearly always is. BUT that sound so so pretty, and i bet you look absolutely stunning with it!!!!

i love you lots and lots mars,, thank you so so much wtf!!! sending you all of my love and well wishes, and happy first of december!!!

#mars<3

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First day at Alpine

#i am. looking.

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u like f1 too?? 👀👀

i do i do!!!:D

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2022 Abu Dhabi GP // pre race

#yeah<3

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food + drug mentions

eddie having a baker!gf who always makes him little treats whenever she sees him. he always shows up to hellfire with a tupperware container holding some sort of sweet treat, and though he’ll initially refuse to share cause his girl made them for him, he’ll hand them out anyhow, complaining the whole time. does he know shit about baking? of course not. but he’ll appreciate every single thing she hands him, no matter what. her helping him out by baking edibles for him to sell (his weed brownies become increasingly popular as word spreads) and he always gives her a cut of his earnings for her good work.

#self reblogs are hot n sexy actually

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bee my sweet, it hath been far too long, i will apologize once again. i’ve been reading atyd and it’s the only thing keeping my attention right now besides sleeping

also! i seriously cannot get over the fact that you have found a boy that is basically jess….like girl….youre amazing! i’m so happy for you n hope all is well! please update me with anything, im dying to hear it!!

yeaaa school is definitely there, it’s definitely happening! its been alright for me, really it’s been my internship that’s been tiring me out BUT i’ve been loving the colder months, it’s truly a time to thrive. i can layer! i don’t sweat as much when i walk! its phenomenal. what’s your fav month of the year? i always love hearing people answer this

thank you thank you for ur kind words, alas it was the victim complex. i did however lie and go on a date with someone else, suuuuper weird. he talked about his ex, he changed into his pjs while on the date, and he may have kissed me and i may have hated it. i can officially say i’m over dating for the time being

anyways ilysm and look forward to catching up on ur fics in the morning when i inevitably call off work! much love <3

mars my lovely,,, its so so nice to hear from you again!!! please don't feel the need to apologise! atyd consumed my entire life at this point last year, and i desperately feel the need to go back (distinctly remember reading a large chunk of the fourth year chapters incredibly drunk at 4am on christmas morning begging myself not to be ill, it was a good time...)

oh my god you really are too sweet to me!!! i, too, cannot get over it, wondering what i did for the universe to bless me in such a way really?!? he remembered some very random, insignificant things i mentioned months ago and referenced them in conversation today which made me literally squeal so hard,, im down bad it seems.

yeah school is. certainly school right now!!! but i'm glad its been treating you alright, despite the tiring nature of the internship. hopefully you're managing to take care of yourself through it!!! the colder months have really been a blessing, though. colder months will always have my heart, they're so cosy!!! its the basic option, but october is by far my fav! its peak autumn, halloween and horror movies are in season, AND everythings all spooky? just perfection. how about yours?

god these dates keep sounding worse and worse... the audacity of men im..? how can he do all of that and think yeah. good date. i was such a charming person. i mean changing into your pyjamas? really? i hope the perfect person appears in your life when you least expect it, you truly deserve it!!!

i love you lots n im sending you my love,, hope you have a relaxing time!!!<33

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JOSEPH QUINN as ENJOLRAS BBC Les Misérables (2019)

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okay never mind lmao it just got lost and tumblr posted it late (?)

tumblr always does stuff like that i swear— but omg sprinting to read it rn thank you!!!<33

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fav/rt if you save

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like or reblog.

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team jess <3

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bee…it’s been over two weeks i’m so sorry love ): but let’s get to it

SAME TASTE IM MOVIES, TV, AND BOOKS?? A MATCH MADE! aaand the cat pictures, girl you’re locked in. i saw that this boy was compared to THEE jess mariano,,,im expecting big things from him. how’s it going with him! any dates in the immense time lapse i left you

how are YOU DOING, that’s more important. hope you’re maintaining that rory remus mindset! sending u alllll the love i have

also update on the date from two weeks ago…it was not good. it was an hour bus ride, he kinda had a victim complex and when i get a whiff of that it’s immediately over for me. i don’t think dating is meant for me at the moment, that doesn’t mean im not doing my fair share of texting people on dating apps (:<

anyways i haven’t been on tumblr much again and i miss her and you and your blog and im gonna spend my halloween tomorrow watching movies and reading fics <3

mars my angel hi hi hi!!! pls don't feel the need to apologise,, its so okay<33

and literally... he was talking to me and i swear i was just falling harder and harder with every word. he gives me such jess energy its insane, same music/book taste and everything (plus i found out he DRAWS???) we have yet to go out again but are planning to meet up again sometime soon mwahaha>:)

im doing alright!!! uni work is. definitely a thing heheh BUT im managing!! asides from that i've been good— loving the colder months as always. but how are you doing my lovely??

that is. not great oh NOO i hate the victim complex,, ruins a person so quickly swear ugh. sometimes you have to go through some bad dates to get your soulmate so m holding out hope for you and awaiting updates!!!!

i hope ur halloween was nothing short of perfect,, and i hope u found some downright adorable fics to squeal over,, ilysm<33

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“I am longing to be with you, and by the sea, where we can talk together freely and build our castles in the air.”

-Dracula