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twthoughtdump · 11 months
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I wish all Ex Muslim's who are hanging out with their family today a very pleasant Eid Mubarak. You'll get through it soldier
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twthoughtdump · 1 year
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“It’s both a blessing and a curse to feel everything so very deeply.”
— David Jones
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twthoughtdump · 1 year
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I want to relaps: smoke weed, hurt myself, and stay under the covers. There is a part of me that doesn't want to try, just give up and let the world burn without me in it. There is another part of me that just wants to skip to the good part, stay in bed until I wake up in a better place. I know I can't, I know I need to do something to keep moving forward but it's so hard to see the future when you've felt like a sheltered animal your whole life. I want to take a step forward but I feel like every time a try I move 2 steps back. Idk. I still want to try though.
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twthoughtdump · 2 years
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Last time I posted on here I was in a much worse place. I am now one week sober and I haven't self harmed in 3 months. I didn't go to therapy or get any kind of intervention, but I realized that I only have so long on this shitty little rock, and I didn't want to spend it marking myself with every hurt feeling I had. Gradating highschool and having the realization that my life was now mine to decide, I've chosen to try to be happy. It's been hard but I'm trying to live on a better path.
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twthoughtdump · 2 years
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today is the only day you can reblog this post before the netflix page is permanently changed!
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twthoughtdump · 2 years
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Always hurts the most from the people who claim to love you the most
I didnt realize Elon Musk had other kids from before Grimes, but learning he has an 18 year old trans daughter who is legally filing a name change to match her gender identity and so she'll no longer be related to her father in name really puts his "pronouns suck" "this isnt your heart" shenanigans into a much worse light.
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twthoughtdump · 2 years
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In another inside style self loathing musical, I have realaped
Date: December 26, 2021
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twthoughtdump · 2 years
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a bitch has watched no way home
a bitch is crying
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twthoughtdump · 2 years
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Tbh I wanna kill myself just to see what the high is like. Death alway looms and you feel like your so close to it and it's never quite there. Forever sisophus with his rock or tantulus with his fruit. Tis only suffering from which art come? Are demons the only reason im here? What is my purpose?
Date December 12, 2021
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twthoughtdump · 2 years
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Quite therepy. Super high. Wanna relaps
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twthoughtdump · 2 years
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Guesss who relapseddddd
Less then a week of being a legal adult and Ive already resorted to my childish coping mechanism
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twthoughtdump · 2 years
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Ok so I got really high at school and thought I entered a new timeline, then I got home at 3pm and slept till 12 am.
I wake up to find that THEY DISCOVERED THE ZODIAC KILLERS IDENTITY, RICK RIORDAN IS WRITING A NEW BOOK ABOUT NICO DI ANGELO, AND THAT BEN SHAPIRO RETWEETED TWITCH SOFT BOI RED VELVET CAKE!!!
WE ARE NOW LIVING IN THE BEST TIMELINE YOU ARE WELCOME!!!
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twthoughtdump · 3 years
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Some people really have the audacity to tell you not to Self harm when they're the reason your self harming
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twthoughtdump · 3 years
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Relapsed: don't even care
August 9, 2021
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twthoughtdump · 3 years
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Fuck it. When you're reasons for staying clean are actively doing shit to make you realapes Theres no point in staying sober
Date: August 9, 2021
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twthoughtdump · 3 years
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Fundamentally Ive just traded in one unhealthy coping mechanism for another slightly more socially electable one. You can say you have a nicotine addiction and people will judge you but ultimately not care. Were as you tell someone you self harm and suddenly they're all conserned and make you go to a social worker. You're basically doing the same thing and yet one has so many less consequences if you tell people. You yeah those are my thoughts while smoking a cigarette while trying not to relaps in self harming
Date: August 2, 2021
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twthoughtdump · 3 years
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So long story short after that psychotic breakdown i'd been vaping more heavily then before. Inevitably as a teenager without a job I ran out of cash to by Poshes so now i'm 3 days into nicotine withdrawal. So apparently the worst of it is gonna be behind me but the physically withdrawal hit me hard. Advice: don't start a life consuming addiction without the money to pay for it.
Date: July 16 2021
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