twoja-mama

[twoja-mama]

I’ve started this and it’s easy but effective 🥰

[twoja-mama]

I haven’t eat for like a week and today my bf got me a pizza and I ate 6 pieces!!!! I am in shame, I feel terrible. I was happy because my bf was happy that U eat but then the guilt won and I vomited. I hate myself

#disordered eating tw #ana trigger #low cal ana #tw ed content #tw ed stuff #anorecca #ed #ana #anarex1a #bulim1a #bulimyc #bullimia #anatips #ed tingz #tw ed thoughts #tw ed mention #tw ed in the tags #anareksea #tw ana thoughts #pr0 ana diary

[twoja-mama]

The sudden switch from craving high calorie foods to feeling sick from even thinking about them is the best thing ever

[twoja-mama]

I skipped an ENTIRE SEMESTER when I was deep in my ED, and I don't even remember what I did during that time. 4 months were erased from my memory, just like that ? Memory loss from undereating is WILD 🤯

[twoja-mama]

I want someone to throw a sandwich with a disgusting amount of calories at me and call me an anorexic bitch.

[twoja-mama]

when you are not fed love on a silver spoon, you will learn to lick it off of knives

[twoja-mama]

me, sleep deprived with an empty stomach going on my silly little walks to burn calories

[twoja-mama]

[twoja-mama]

I feel prettier with scars

#tw cvts #ana trigger #tw sharp objects #tw self destruction #tw suicude #tw ed mention #tw harm #tw s3lf harm #slef harm #harmful #self h@rm #self destruction

[twoja-mama]

when that one cvt just makes you inhale- good feelings

[twoja-mama]

[twoja-mama]

At this point I just wanna rot

#tw suicice #tw suicude #tw self destruction #tw sharp objects #ed tingz #anorecca #ana trigger #tw ed mention

[twoja-mama]

[twoja-mama]

[twoja-mama]

It’s so fucking exhausting fighting your brain every day dude

[twoja-mama]

I’m jealous of those who can function like a normal human being. They don’t have anxiety holding them back from everything, they don’t struggle to get out of bed or have to put on an act that everything is fine when its not. They don’t struggle to hold friendships and relationships… they don’t feel sad for no fucking reason everyday. Those that can hold jobs and work towards their dreams, the ones who have self esteem and see the beauty in themselves. Those that know what its like to feel safe and secure, not insecure and fearful of it all. 

[twoja-mama]

i am tired. i am exhausted. from my head to my soul to my bones i am so fucking tired.