true-wander

[true-wander]

Well it all makes sense now. I was wondering why would someone simply cut you out of their life entirely without remorse and now I know exactly why. It seems said person now thinks you don’t fit their narrative anymore and therefore can leave you by the wayside. This is generally how I am treated by everyone, I’m needed in their life right up until I have no use and then I’m dumped like yesterday’s garbage. It’s really hard to keep positive when this is generally how I’m treated by everyone. I hate it.

#mentalheathawareness #friendship #sad but true

[true-wander]

Remember when I said it always pours when it rains in my life. Well today was no different. I started feeling really good today after a few crappy days. Then boom, the inevitable shit hits the fan. One of my dearest family members started to have a mental health crisis. It is seriously so hard to be put in a situation where you need to be empathetic yet firm, especially when it is someone you care about. I wish I can help them, but for now it looks like a med review and a possible admission is on the cards. I will go and see them tomorrow, please give me strength to do this.

#mentalheathawareness #mental heath support #helpingothers #positivity

[true-wander]

I’ve started this account as an outlet for myself. I will write about anything and everything including my life’s rare ups and constant downs. Perhaps this will give me some perspective and allow me to visualise how not so bad life treats me. I warn any followers that it will not be pretty. I have struggled all my life with mental health issues and they are never taken seriously. Is a cry for attention?? Who knows? But this is a step. A journal if you will. I pray for you all to be kind.

Much love

Xoxo

#mentalheathawareness #journey #self love