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🌏🌷🔥🌹💊trigger warning x J0k3s 0n U , Im Already D3ad, I'm Not Cumming Back, Crazy..?? I think the word ur looking for is INSANE, I have a universe in my brain , ayee , ight,

I'm Going 2 Dreamland, Does Anyone Want Anything , Every Day & Every Night , I deal with 24/7 pain, Ace 8 Wants 2 Play

Oh Izzy, u can't save everybody.

I'm dangerous I'm clueless, the darkness is my forever h0me, I die all the time, bitch its my job to take away ur pain and to be there , care, help support , in anyway I can, its NOT the other way around.

There's a jungle and a prison inside my mind

Im not me, not no more. I got the death sentence, I don't belong here anymore , I'm sorry for existing. Don't lie and say you'll miss me.

Ok hi hello I'm Izzy , I think ? I don't know

Sit back and enjoy the show.

I'm proud of u and u deserve to be here and exist just as much as everyone else x ur an angel !! --Izzy M. Martinez🌏💫🌺🎶🌻💚♥

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🌷⚘⚘⚘💮🕷🕸😔👽OLDPOST__💙TRIGGER WARNING!!

SomethingWrittenByMe♡◇♤♧☆¤Alrightt Smiles On Everybody..

Smiling To Hide The Pain, You Need To Seek Help, If Ur In A Crisis, Your Not Alone. Izzy Shut Up I Said SMILES ON EVERYBODY, Were About To Walk Into Dancing Fire's House, Be Cautious, Aware, && Close The Door Behind U, No One Has To Know What Goes On Behind Closed Doors, Go Lock The Door Please Izzy, Let's Go☆☆♤♡¿ "Honey, I blacked out,

My journey raw and full of darkness

The birds were singing to me

in a forest with love and confusion

The roses bloomed as I played a pretty tune

The inner portions of my mind

got me dissociated and hypnotized

I saw pleasant things, but saw awful things as well

My minds prison keeps me trapped

will you find the key, will you try and speak to the Earth,

as I figure out the delusion I have created

living on Jupiter or Mars

turns me into a very dark person

The blood spills onto the tile

The chandeliers turn it all upside down

man I'm swinging man I'm swinging

close the shades, darkness fades

silent whispers and little tipsy shivers

I see miraculous things, abnormal and strange

I try to figure everyone out

God comes and speaks to me

I'm Far From alive, twisted inside

I'm dead and I black out constantly

I Can't process reality, I'm a Queen playing in my dream

behind the shades, and peculiar charades ,

is a burning house with possessed bedrooms

in a mental hospital, she was pacing the hallways

The alarm sounded and everything got strange

everything I experienced was deranged

The hospital was burning and the hallways turned into stairs,

The Lights Are Flashing on and off constantly

demons took control of me, As the angels tried to fight it off

all the nurses and the staff were shouting "Turn It Off Now Now, everybody out, go go go, Lily go down the stairs now!"

I was in the bathroom as I flooded it until I Could feel the ocean

hook me up with an IV, paramedics running with the gourney

Nurse, please don't give me the shot

it was all mayhem

But sweetie, I Went insane and gained it back and lost it again , it was never-ending

Cuz sweetie, not everything is what it seems."~IzzyMagdalinozMartinez 💚💔👄💤💤💤🤐🎶💐🕸💙❤

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🔥🌺OLDPOST__Triggering!

☆♤♡♡♧☆WrittenByMe😔💔💤...

"Breathe In, Breathe Out, Dancing Fires Burning Up The Town, Daddy Never Was Home

When He Was This Little Girl Got Tortured,

When He Died, She Was So Confused

Mama Had To Send Me Away, I Was Troubled, Got Nothing Left To Say

I Got A Love For The Streets, When I Was Out There I Could Be Me

But Getting Into Trouble, As I Got Raped, Tortured, Almost Killed Wasn't My Priority

It Was To Survive, Got All These Drugs And Alcohol In My System

Yes I Was An Addict, I Was A Criminal

But My Son Had To Survive, So I Took Care Of Him With All I've Got

Kimberly Killed Herself And I Lost My Son

I Havnt Had A Home Since 2011

I Was Crying For My Mama, I Couldn't Live Without Her

I Wasn't Me, I Needed Help

But How Could I Ask If My Whole Life Was Hell

It Never Ended, I Needed To Keep Striving

I've Experienced It All, No One Understood Me

Having To Many Mental Illnesses && Going To Treatment, Mental Hospitals, Rehabs, Group And Foster Homes, Being Locked Away && Far From My Mama All The Time

I Know I Hurt Her, I Never Meant To Cause You Pain

I Thought You Liked It Better, When I Was Away

A Lost Child, Runnin Wild,

Trauma On The Brain, Hello My Lost Child

Dancing Fires Coming To Take You Away

Put The Message In The Balloon, Let It Fly High Up In The Sky

My Little Dysfunctional Deranged Child

Do You Think I'm To Blame, Cuz Of All That Darkness I Shot Inside You?

Your Insanity Is High, But You Use It Like Your A Queen

What Did I Tell You About Playing Your Cards Right?

Was I Mistaken To Rotate The Sun Instead Of The Moon

Honey Take Your Meds It's Noon

Dancing Fire Dancing Fire, Do You Understand Me,

Do You Love Me For Who I Am?

A Star Lights My Journey, As I Let God Guide Me To My Destiny

Dancing Fire, You Were There For Me When I Was Lost

I Miss You Mama, Seeing You Has No Cost

Izzys Comin Home, I Appear Unknown

Breathe In Breathe Out, And Put The Devil Out

I Am Just A Girl In A Fucked Up World

Let's All Be At Peace, And Stop Tormenting Our World

Cuz Someone Has To Love The Loveless

But We All Matter, And After All Everybody Needs Somebody

Ya Everybody Needs Somebody

I Am A Surviver,It'sAllSweetMadness"~Izzy

Magdalinoz

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🌺🌺IzzyDoezIt back again with several posts in one xx enjoy the shitshow🌺🌺

🌹🌷🌈trigger warning; i wrote this cuz im alien;__i sleep , torture me x I'm used to it don't adore me, give me the pills, I love the thrill, I'm always in pain and I've lived in hell itself, I know trauma from top to bottom cuz it occurred 24/7 from 2001-2018, no sympathy but I am ready to end the game , I have become to comfortable In the darkness, rock bottom is my solid foundation, blow the smoke outta me, u can fight me but I lose that same battle to myself everyday , the stars on acid we are trapped in, a dysfunctional reality x I am a flaw and I will and would turn the whole fucking world upsidedown, just to be there for u in anyway I can and I won't give up fighting for u until ur happy and even after that I will still do the same x I'm a overthinkers overthinker and I have an unhealthy trait where I'm over empathetic and I help to much in general as some say I help obsessively x I love u x be safe xx-Izzy M. Martinez🌈🌈🔥

♥♥♥♥♥💖🎶💖💖🎶💖💖🎶🌷XxxxxX Only In The West~Yeek XxxxxX . iiii believe that even if your a staff working in Mental Health, substance abuse, treatment csnters, mental hospitals, rehabs, crisis centers, or anyone who helps people as a part of there job, deserve just as much care as they give others. Me personally ALWAYS give extra care to the staff , i made sure they were ok I helped them out, took care of them, be there for them, told them that nomatter what that i was there, when they were down i was always concerned and gave them advice when they weren't ok and was there for them and didnt leave there side until they were ok, i took care of them, wrote them letters etc. Cuz they deserve it xxx 💙🔥💙💜😻💜💜💜⚘⚘💛💋💋

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🌈🌹🌷Several Posts In One x I'm Here For U x I'm Glad U Exist🌏🎶🌺💫♥💚♠💊

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you are amazing just the way you are x don't change to please someone or meet up to there standards; I will do anything I possibly can to help care love support and make u happy and I won't give up on any of u x just by u existing ur doing the universe a favor x ur enough and worth more than u can ever imagine xxx ---Izzy M. Martinez (Me.,hiii xD)

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🌈🌈TRIGGER WARNING;

the pain is my addiction

I want to be non existent

Shoot me pull the trigger

Make me un remember

I ain't gonna do it

Cuz I want to make the universe and everyone in it, happy and okay --- (me, hi lol) I'm not gonna hurt myself I'm just venting , plus I am trying to get better..🌈🌈

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🌈🌈trigger warning xx

Some bullshit I wrote after I took my night medication x

My mind is a dangerous prison, I got the death sentence and I ain't making no sense, I'm an addict I'm an alcoholic , I overdosed again. I've been homeless 13 times. The more I cause harm to myself the more I feel detached from hell, all my life was trauma, u think I like being in pain, I dissociate to outer space, I am dysfunctional and my brain has been poisoned, been hijacked and ive been and I still am being possessed and I looked on my mental health record, u know how I say I have 20 mental illnesses? Now I have a lot more x I will be the Heaven that will overpower the hell in ur mind in ur life x stay alive x I'm here for u and I'm glad u exist xx ---Izzy M. Martinez🌈🌈

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🌈🌈dont let anyone take advantage/use your kind heart and your giving personality and mistake it for weakness x every single one of us are rare x -- (hai^.^)🌈🌈

🌷💫🌈🌺🌹Old Video; U Have A Purpose , Don't Let Anyone Make U Feel Like U Mean Nothing To The World, The Universe & & Don't Let Anyone Make U Feel Worthless x ily xoxo-:Izzy M. Martinez (Mex)🌹🌺🌈💫🌷

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🌈🌈Something I Just Wrote;

Crazy? I think the word your looking for is "Insane"

I got a living hell in my brain

I will keep showing u , ur worth and ur purpose

Until u believe it for yourself

I will stay up all night and day

Until I know ur actually okay

Sometimes living in the darkness

Is more comfortable then living in reality's lie

Were scared to be happy

Cuz pain is all we really know

Cuz were used to the bad

That we don't know how to process the good

Believe me when I say and when I tell u

That ur amazing just the way u are

Don't ever change x take it day by day

We are gonna be OK someday

U are worthy of love, care, happiness

Of everything good x we really should

Give ourselves more credit

Cuz we been thru hell and back

And were doing the best we can

With what we been given, the hands

And the cards wevd been dealt

Breathe please , I want u to see

That ur existence makes the world better

The universe needs u in it

So please keep going

You've come this far right?

Remember what ur fighting for

Ur a king ur a queen

And everything in between

I'm here for all of you

Its OK not to be ok🌈🌈

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🌈🌈Im here for all of u in anyway shape or form I possibly can and do my best to be there for u and help u if u need it and care for u and show u that u have a purpose here and that u are not alone and I'm gonna be by ur side and I wanna make u happy and I know I'm not a saint or a good person but I just wanna make everyone feel that there existence matters in this world x 🌈🌈

🌈🌈u are worth more than u allow yourself to believe x fucked up people try to make us believe that we are worthless and that we don't matter and that were nothing and don't deserve happiness care love or that we don't have people that care and love us. They are wrong x u are deserving of anything that has to do with being happy and OK and painless and I love all of u for whoever u are or want to be x u are an emerald and u shine how u wanna shine x thank u for coming to my TedTalk--Izzy🌈🌈

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🌈🌈i will make up for all the pain and hell and any form of trauma and struggling in ur life and replace it with happiness and love and support and care and make u feel like you belong in this world and that u feel like you are a somebody xx 🌈🌈

🌈🌈there is no law in this universe that says its illegal to be yourself x u are amazing just the way u are ((: I will do whatever I possibly can to be there for u and care for u and make u feel happy loved wanted cared for and accepted x ---🌈🌈

🌈🌈ur entire existence is a huge blessing and a miracle to the universe and everyone in it x ur past ur pain ur insecurities and so on and so forth are lying to u!!! Ur life is unforgettable xx-Izzy🌈🌈

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🌺🌈u are valid ur feelings are valid u are wanted. Imma get u the moon ily . ight so no pity sympathy empathy but now I have 80 mental breakdowns every day but I wanna make everyone happy and OK. I am just really psychotic but more than normal x I have had 4 really bad days I don't wanna burden anyone x u are worth it x i was looking at my file and the doctor put all my mental health diagnosis and I found out I have more than 20 of them. Explaining what's wrong or going on with me is like trying to figure out how the planets are feeling emotionally and physical ally . and im not tryna brag or make anyone feel bad for me. I've been fucked up all my life . cuz 88%-90% of my life was hell and trauma I havnt felt okay or even happy in several years. I want to make sure that everyone is okay x I want to save fix care for the universe and everyone in it. Mental health ain't no joke , u deserve to be happy and feel ok and cared for and loved and accepted. Ur very important to me and I'm here for u x I'm sorry I repeat myself a lot and I'm negative and I don't wanna burden anyone or make anyone upset or uncomfortable and I'm trying my best x my messages are always open x u are not alone and ur life has value and ur existence has meaning x I'm a very sensitive person and I don't wanna show that to anyone. Ily you are a king and a queen and anything you wanna be.

Ight nobody cares Izzy . plz make sure to eat and drink water and plz be easy on yourself today and everyday x u matter x +-+_Izzy Magdalinoz-Martinez (Me, hi xxx)🌈🌈

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🌈🌈🌈I AM NOT OKAY! IM FUCKING TIRED , I DEAL WITJ THE SAME SHIT EVERYDAY AND ITS OCCURRED MOSTLY ALL MY LIFE IM TRYING!!! NO PITY THO haha I just want this to stop x ur important ur enough you matter ur existence is a blessing ily. Ace8 has spoken xxxxxx I am in another mental breakdown I have several every day x no sympathy I don't wanna burden anyone and I'm negative and I'm sorry I just wanna make everyone happy x I will fight and keep u alive and breathing until the end x ur life is valuable 🌈🌈

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🌈🌈OLD VIDEO___;Perfect Radical Nonsense xxxx🌈🌈

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Some shit written by me

"Behind My Eyes Izza Girl That's Broken,

Behind My Eyes Izza Girl That's Extremely Traumatized

But She Doesn't Realize That She Matters

She Issa One Of A Kind, Everybody's Special In There Own Way

Who Hurt You, WHO HURT YOU?

She Replies "Everyone In My Life Since I Was 4 , Cuz All I Had Was My Mom, She Dissapeared

My Son Got Taken Away && My Ex Is In Heaven, I've Never Lived A Good Life, I Watched My Mom Cry For Hours, && I Still Take Care Of Her Nonstop, I See The Truth Now, I Don't Belong Here". Honey, You Do Belong Here, You Have A Reason && A Purpose, You've Been Thru Enough Sweetheart, Its Time To Be Strong For Yourself For Once. Cuz You Matter, We Don't Wanna See U Go

Cuz Suicide Ends Your Pain But Passes It On To Someone Else. Silly Girl.. You Are Beautiful && You Are Strong. We Love U Lil'Izzy."~IzzyMagdalinozMartinez 🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒♣♣🌛🌛🕯🕯😟😟💔💔😟💚

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🔥🌺🌺OLD VIDEO/POST__

☆♤♡♡♧☆WrittenByMe😔😔💔💤...

"Breathe In, Breathe Out, Dancing Fires Burning Up The Town, Daddy Never Was Home

When He Was This Little Girl Got Tortured,

When He Died, She Was So Confused

Mama Had To Send Me Away, I Was Troubled, Got Nothing Left To Say

I Got A Love For The Streets, When I Was Out There I Could Be Me

But Getting Into Trouble, As I Got Raped, Tortured, Almost Killed Wasn't My Priority

It Was To Survive, Got All These Drugs And Alcohol In My System

Yes I Was An Addict, I Was A Criminal

But My Son Had To Survive, So I Took Care Of Him With All I've Got

Kimberly Killed Herself And I Lost My Son

I Havnt Had A Home Since 2011

I Was Crying For My Mama, I Couldn't Live Without Her

I Wasn't Me, I Needed Help

But How Could I Ask If My Whole Life Was Hell

It Never Ended, I Needed To Keep Striving

I've Experienced It All, No One Understood Me

Having To Many Mental Illnesses && Going To Treatment, Mental Hospitals, Rehabs, Group And Foster Homes, Being Locked Away && Far From My Mama All The Time

I Know I Hurt Her, I Never Meant To Cause You Pain

I Thought You Liked It Better, When I Was Away

A Lost Child, Runnin Wild,

Trauma On The Brain, Hello My Lost Child

Dancing Fires Coming To Take You Away

Put The Message In The Balloon, Let It Fly High Up In The Sky

My Little Dysfunctional Deranged Child

Do You Think I'm To Blame, Cuz Of All That Darkness I Shot Inside You?

Your Insanity Is High, But You Use It Like Your A Queen

What Did I Tell You About Playing Your Cards Right?

Was I Mistaken To Rotate The Sun Instead Of The Moon

Honey Take Your Meds It's Noon

Dancing Fire Dancing Fire, Do You Understand Me,

Do You Love Me For Who I Am?

A Star Lights My Journey, As I Let God Guide Me To My Destiny

Dancing Fire, You Were There For Me When I Was Lost

I Miss You Mama, Seeing You Has No Cost

Izzys Comin Home, I Appear Unknown

Breathe In Breathe Out, And Put The Devil Out

I Am Just A Girl In A Fucked Up World

Let's All Be At Peace, And Stop Tormenting Our World

Cuz Someone Has To Love The Loveless

But We All Matter, And After All Everybody Needs Somebody

Ya Everybody Needs Somebody

I Am A Surviver,It'sAllSweetMadness"~Izzy

Magdalinoz

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🌷⚘⚘⚘💮🕷🕸😔👽OLD VIDEO/POST__💙

SomethingWrittenByMe♡◇♤♧☆¤Alrightt Smiles On Everybody..

Smiling To Hide The Pain, You Need To Seek Help, If Ur In A Crisis, Your Not Alone. Izzy Shut Up I Said SMILES ON EVERYBODY, Were About To Walk Into Dancing Fire's House, Be Cautious, Aware, && Close The Door Behind U, No One Has To Know What Goes On Behind Closed Doors, Go Lock The Door Please Izzy, Let's Go☆☆♤♡¿ "Honey, I blacked out,

My journey raw and full of darkness

The birds were singing to me

in a forest with love and confusion

The roses bloomed as I played a pretty tune

The inner portions of my mind

got me dissociated and hypnotized

I saw pleasant things, but saw awful things as well

My minds prison keeps me trapped

will you find the key, will you try and speak to the Earth,

as I figure out the delusion I have created

living on Jupiter or Mars

turns me into a very dark person

The blood spills onto the tile

The chandeliers turn it all upside down

man I'm swinging man I'm swinging

close the shades, darkness fades

silent whispers and little tipsy shivers

I see miraculous things, abnormal and strange

I try to figure everyone out

God comes and speaks to me

I'm Far From alive, twisted inside

I'm dead and I black out constantly

I Can't process reality, I'm a Queen playing in my dream

behind the shades, and peculiar charades ,

is a burning house with possessed bedrooms

in a mental hospital, she was pacing the hallways

The alarm sounded and everything got strange

everything I experienced was deranged

The hospital was burning and the hallways turned into stairs,

The Lights Are Flashing on and off constantly

demons took control of me, As the angels tried to fight it off

all the nurses and the staff were shouting "Turn It Off Now Now, everybody out, go go go, Lily go down the stairs now!"

I was in the bathroom as I flooded it until I Could feel the ocean

hook me up with an IV, paramedics running with the gourney

Nurse, please don't give me the shot

it was all mayhem

But sweetie, I Went insane and gained it back and lost it again , it was never-ending

Cuz sweetie, not everything is what it seems."~IzzyMagdalinozMartinez 💚💔👄💤💤💤🤐🎶💐🕸💙❤

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💙💙OLD VIDEO/POST💙

💤💤💤SomethingWrittenByMe_

Hellllooooo Leshhhh Get Down Withhh It. Have No Fear, Izzys Here. Shut Up Izzy, Relax && Enjoy The Show. PS: I Need To Go Peeeeee. IZZY WHAT THE FUCK DID I JUST TELL YOU, IT'S OUR LITTLE SECRET, Shhhhhh 💔😔👽👄🍻🍸

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🤐🎶👽❤❤🌷💙🍒🍒🙃💔"R.I.P To My Heart, R.I.P To My Soul

Someone Kill The Demons In My Head

A Lot Can Happen In One Year, But A Lot Can Also Happen In 10 Seconds

Smiles On Everybody, Make Sure To Lock All The Doors Izzy

No One Needs To Know What's Going On In This House

Dancing Fire Hosts The Party,

Turns All The Lights Off And Shit Goes Down

Baby Tear Me Up Like Paper

Baby Eat Me Up Like A Lost Hot Cheeto On The Side Of The Street

Baby Pop Me Up Like Medicine

In A Moment Where Everything Goes Wrong

We Have No Choice But To Stay Strong"~IzzyMagdalinozMartinez 💚🙃🤐🎶💔👽❤💙👄

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🍒OLD VIDEO/POST [Edited]🍒❤💔💚😔👽💙💤🌷⚘🕸WrittenByMe

☆♧♤♡Were Gonna Survive Whether You Like It Or Not.... Hello , Dancing Fire Welcomes You. To A Mashup Video That I Created, Hi I'm Izzy, && I Had A Bad Breakdown Today (as you can see in the first part of the video) iii am not doing ok at all, I am extremely unstable, && My Mind Is fucking me up. But, Even The Strongest Have There Days. But I decided to do a lil throwback, to a mental health and rehab rehabilitation center. Good Memories. && I learned a lot && got into trouble a lot but that place changed me for the better. I Believe In All Of You Struggling Right Now, No Matter What It Is , I Believe In You , We All Matter, NOMATTER WHAT Color, Race, Sexuality, Victims Of Crimes (abuse, rape, drugged up, Homoscide), whether you are a cutter, have a mental or physical illness, if your Autistic, if your a boy, girl, drug addict/alcoholic, if your homeless, if your poor, rich, bully victims, if yourheavyset, skinny, lost a body part, anger issues, got fired, Noparents, No family, No friends :( , divorce, socially awkward, down syndrome, a bad past, traumatic past, people who talk to themselves, criminals (some), disabilities, nice people that get taken advantage of,etc. WEALLMATTER! WEALLDESERVE A CHANCE TO BE OURSELVES WITHOUT PEOPLE JUDGING US, SAYING THEY ARE ALWAYS GONNA BE THERE, AND FUCKING LEAVING US IN THE DIRT, LOVE YOUR MOTHER FOR ALL SHE DOES, LOVE YOUR FATHER! (EXCEPTIONS VARIE, FOR ABUSE FUCKED UP PARENTS, LIKE MY DAD), NO-ONE DESERVES TO GO TGROUGH HELL LIKE THIS! LET'S CHANGE THE WORLD.. ONE STEP AT A TIME! Everybody deserves a chance, and FUCK SOCIETY!!! Be Yourself, Love Yourself, Cuz We Are People, Why Does Life Keep Throwing Shit At Us, Its Like When Something Good Happens, Something Fucks It Up? Life Throws Us Battles That God Sent For Us, Are U Gonna Fight? Or Let It All Crumble! We Are The Survivers! && I Am Izzy Martinez, And I Am Gonna Survive, WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT! Be Strong! Izzy May Be Crazy But She's Here Always xxxxxxxxx PS: BLACK LIVES STILL FUCKING MATTER!!". #I33y🍻 ■■■♤♡◇♧☆▪《》🎶❤⚘👄👽🤐💚

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♠♣♠OLD POST/VIDEO

♣♠💚💚IZZY MARTINEZ'S UPDATED STATUS: •95.5%G0ne Inzane

•99.7%L0st My Mind

•100%L0st Myself

•99.9%N0t 0n Earth

•100%0n Planet Jupiter

•1%0k

•99%N0t 0k

•100%L0st

•100%0n G0ds Side

•100%There 4 Others

•3%There 4 Myself

•99%Ready T0 G0 Crazy

•100%Damaged, Traumatized, && Br0ken

•100%Acting Like I'm "Fine" •100%Reminded 0f My Brutally Traumatic Past Occuring 24/7 Until Age 4 Until July 26th, 2018

•90%Getting Worse Mentally, Physically, && Emotionally Since July 26th, 2018

•98%Trying To Stay Strong

•99%Lost Inside My Dangerous Mind

•100%Still Having Faith In God

•60%Still Having Faith In Myself

•99%N0t Myself

•97%Darkness Takin 0ver Me

•100%Gonna Keep Going && Not Give Up

•100%Believe In Everyone That They Can Do It To

•100%L0ve My Mom, Brother, Family, Friends, && Everyone Else

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S0ng: "Fallin" by Isador

0k Aliens , Let's Get 2 Work! LET'S GO LET'S GO LETS GO LET'S GO LET'S GO!

Yes I'm "Fine" How Are U? My Name Is Izzy, Its A Pleasure To Meet U. Btw i love aliens, non-aliens, dreamlings, non-living && living things (we all matter & habe a purpose i need 2 take my own advice, i broke i snapped bruh helppppp meee), i love earthlings, God, and everybody who's not fucked up (abusive people, rapists, child molesters, I'm 0k with S0ME criminals, but not ones who torture or hurt others...

•I'm In The Stars Now, I'm Exploring The Universe, Escaping Far Far Away From Everything. I was tempted 0nce again to drown an alcohol bottle, but I didn't. I'm disconnected from Earth and reality, my family (I still love them), I FEEL unlike myself, I'm n0t a human, imma Alien, I d0nt even excist. Help Me God, I'm N0t Giving Up 0n You. YOUR MY LORD AND SAVIOR!~IzzyMagdalinozMartinez♠♣⚘♣♠♣♠