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I wish i could be normal about affection but my love language is merging souls

#me fr #also prev tags real

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t4t couple kissing sloppy style for free hrt

#this is SO me and my partner

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the problem with looking at romance in TV/movies and associating it with myself and my partner is that we are in love like two gay men in the 80s but also like two u-haul lesbians but also like a tboy and tgirl but also like a man and woman but also like two cats lying in the sun together and no matter what i do no relationship on screen will ever capture that

#except for the tiktoks abt two animals being in love #or two inanimate objects lying next to each other #those get pretty damn close #trash.txt #this is bc i’m now seeing gifs of f*low travellers btw

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please watch fellow travelers im fucking dying here.

i have had not a single hyperfixation in so long i might do it just to feel something

#praying to god i hyperfixate on it to get me thru this final semester #i will update you 🫡

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oh yeah you're mommy's bad little fruit fly aren't you 😈

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FELLOW TRAVELERS 1.01 ‘You're Wonderful’

#uh oh might need to watch this and be abnormal about it actually #‘i’m your boy right?’ throwing up that’s so. that’s. i’m

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and what if i became a hikeilokei fan account. what then

#there’s a super secret reason i’d do this that maybe 2 or 3 ppl on tumblr know lol #trash.txt

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i miss cd drives. how could you just take her pussy away. likes its nothing

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#me thinking abt my partner #also me watching any past hyperfixation media w my partner #(soon it’s gonna be spirited god help me)

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a lot of you need to be a lot more chill about cishet passing people and couples still being part of the queer community

#me n my partner esp if i dress femme look like a cishet couple #like there’s nothing to tell you that we’re not a man and woman just w good fashion sense #however neither of us are either of those things n sometimes i wonder what ppl wld think if we went to a pride parade together #or just out for dinner ppl must think we’re cishet #anyway. i think abt this

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*me eating something that I know will make my tummy hurt* i don't really care if this makes my tummy hurt

*a few hours later when my tummy hurts* oh... the quencies ...

#this except i think ‘this couldn’t hurt :)’ and then it does #i pray every night to have a normal stomach

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´He was the love of my life.´

#the amount of times i sent my partner photos of these two and went ‘us (gay)’ #and then. then their ending…. #barry hbo

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Such a pretty house and such a pretty garden

#oh OBSESSED w this style #barry hbo

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exeunt. macbeth by william shakespeare

#GODDDDDDD #barry hbo

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guys its hank right, like the wizard is hank right, the man in a literal emerald suit living in a temple to a lie and surrounded by luxury. the man whos the only living half of the couple that opened the season talking about the wizard of oz, the guy who didnt want to go home to a small simple life and instead wanted to stay in the larger than life fantasy? im not saying thats the only meaning to the episode but like, thats the difference between hank and cristobal, cristobal was dorothy and hank was always the wizard

#crying and throwing up you’re so right #barry hbo

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more noho hank <3

#I LOVE HIMMMMM #barry hbo

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"i love you" means i want to hurt you

"i love you" means i want you to hurt me

"i love you" means im human

"i love you" means i have a sickness that can't be cured

#it’s a show about desperately wanting to love and be loved but also about betrayal and fear and #barry hbo