toobusyhatingmyself

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I know you’re tired bitch but keep fucking going

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I need some motivation to not eat.....

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i hate it !! i hate constantly being perceived, i hate how everyone judges me or thinks about me, i don’t want to exist !!! i feel out of control and scared

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Io che cerco di non buttarmi giù quando sto cercando di aiutare ma mi rispondono male

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One of the most difficult things to think about in life is one's regrets. Something will happen to you, and you will do the wrong thing, and for years afterward you will wish you had done something different.

— Lemony Snicket, Horseradish: Bitter Truths You Can't Avoid

[toobusyhatingmyself]

the desire to ruin myself completely and the desire to become fucking perfect is constantly at fight and it’s just so ugghzghzhhszhhhhhg

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complicated relationships with your parents are like. you cut up fruit and bring it to my room without me asking. i can't remember the last time you told me that you were proud of me. you told me i wasn't good enough for you but i'm not even good enough for myself. your hugs feel like coming home. i can't tell you anything that happens in my life. i doubt myself every day because of something you said to me when i was eight. would you like to hear about my day? please don't ask me about my day. i miss you even though you're in the next room. i wish we didn't live together. i've never loved or resented anyone as much as i've loved and resented you. are you okay? are we okay? are we ever going to be okay?

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Meme of the day

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me? constantly afraid of being abandoned and replaced? hell yes

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reading is like being in the shower. don’t wanna start and dont wanna stop

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Peso 55. Non ci voglio credere...dopo tutta la fatica che ho fatto per essere 52 sono tornata punto e a capo

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I want to spend money on clothes. And float in the ocean. And get a big fat kiss on the lips. And climb a tree. Only interact if you want these things too

[toobusyhatingmyself]

on life, death, and the color green

the green knight (2021) // annihilation (2018)

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"ur so quiet" bro when i talk nobody listens

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You’re perfectly fine without it

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Maybe it's just my soup-loving instincts, but food in a bowl is so much better than food on a plate. Why eat a salad on a plate when I can eat it in a bowl? Why eat pasta on a plate when I can eat it in a bowl? Mashed potatoes and gravy! Pie and ice cream! Curry! Soups and stews! Beans! Bowls are Round and Good and shaped for your hands! Hold bowl close and feel warmth!! Heck yeah!!