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tiffbyday · 27 days
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It's been 166 days since I've met you and I fall in love with you more and more each day. It'll nearly make it 6 months and it has been so effortless, so freeing and so refreshing to be around you. I could never get enough of you.
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tiffbyday · 3 months
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According to the dreamdays app, it’s been 115 days since I’ve been seeing you and everytime I’m with you it still feels like the beginning.. but better because were more comfortable with each other and I love the growing familiarity. I love how we’re still getting to know each other and learning from each other and it feels like a privilege that you trust and confide in me to tell a lot of things about yourself.
I’m still so into you as ever.
I feel like we go so well together.
I hope it is you and me in the end. I can’t imagine remaking memories like this with anyone else
I can’t stop thinking about the way we kissed and made out in the bath tub. It was the sexiest thing I’ve ever done, it felt so romantic. It made me feel some type of way. You’re literally so incredible. I’ll forever cherish that moment. It felt so precious and special. 🥰 thank you
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tiffbyday · 3 months
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Its been over 100 days and im still so into you as i was since the beginning. It's been just over 3 months but it feels like i've known you for longer, i'm so so grateful for your presence in my life, i really hope you stick around, i feel so lucky to have met you
i know i'm in love with you, i've not said it yet.. but i'm showing it.
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tiffbyday · 4 months
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Honestly, if we end up getting married, I’m not gonna be too surprised because I’m calling it 2 months in
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tiffbyday · 4 months
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I hope it’s you and me in the end. I hope we last. I really really like you.
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tiffbyday · 4 months
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Ben is special… he touches a part of my heart nobody has been able to do before and I have a looming fear about being hurt if he decides not to choose me.
It’s been a few months and I’ve loved every time we’ve hung out together. I’m trying to check myself out of infatuation but it’s so hard
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tiffbyday · 5 months
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onto the next guy.... and all im gonna say, this is a tough one for real... as in i know it's gonna be the toughest to get over if shit goes sideways.
i need to stop with the expectations, the fantasising, the hopes.. i need to just be grateful for whats happened
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tiffbyday · 5 months
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update: i have completely let go of you (from the last post) and i don't have a soft spot for you anymore either
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tiffbyday · 9 months
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Feelings and thoughts I thought I had left behind are coming back and it’s making me feel uneasy.. even though it’s very subtle and just simmering on the surface..
I Miss you. But everything’s changed.. there’s a sadness to it all. Which is why it’s hard. I could let you go but I really don’t want to which is why I haven’t.
😒
I think I’ll always have a soft spot for you.
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tiffbyday · 11 months
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hi, thank you for your text and the update, i respect your choices and would always let you and jsut people in general do what they wanna do, timing definitely isn't our thing at all. monogamy naturally feels much safer and natural to most people anyway so it's expected in many ways. i understand that completely- it's me too. the tone of this voice note is naturally different this time given the context of the new situation so you don't have to worry about whatever, i definitely do know my place and the boundaries of what not to cross. i feel like tone is important, and that isn't always accurately depicted through text.
is it ok i be vulnerable just for a few minutes, relying on the friendship of a safe space whilst still being within certain boundaries - i just want to be able to express myself whilst we're being upfront. this doesn't warrant a response at all,
neutralise
i would never manipualte, guilt trip, break a happy home or try to change someones mind or have ill intentions -- sustain
im just quite sensitive
i hope you don't take this voice note the wrong way
i really do wish you the best, i hope that what you hope for happens and one day im sure we could just like very wholesomely catch up in a cafe or something.
i will always be ok - i can handle myself - embrace change impermanence is permanent and the only guaranteed thing in life is change
im sure i could have said this in under a minute long winded but i dont know how to do that
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tiffbyday · 11 months
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I'm sitting deep in my feelings, and i'm really feeling, i'm hurting and ruminating all over you, i hate that i do it, i do this too much, but it's all that I want to do, I pretend you can hear me right now, i think i'm losing it, or maybe I'm facing it, but i think I just make myself feel even worse the way i am about you feels like a curse, that can never be lifted, i don't want it to be, why should it be if we were, no, we are, so right for each other how can you not see that? you said I was mine and I was yours, forever, you said that you meant it, you wouldn't lie to me, i trusted you but i think it's starting to hit, i was naive, too easy, too gullible, too infatuated, the rush wasn't love, it wasn't real, it was just a rush, for you and now i'm trying to heal, from my mistake, my misinterpretation, my foolishness afterall, you already have a woman of 7 years, 1 month is just a mere scratch above the surface, therefore you don't know me, I don't know you but why do you feel so familiar? like home, like love, and I know i do to you too, you can't deny that what we had was something, more than that, it was special you can't let her go, you fear change - a new chapter of peril, the difference is that I embrace it, it just feels wrong that you're not here with me
I don't know what it is about her
Maybe its the history, I think it is, that's something I don't have,
would it have been better if i never met you?
put me out of my misery
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tiffbyday · 11 months
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My soul and thoughts right now is represented by Giveon's lyricism. My heart feels lonely because I want to pour into someone with the kind of love I want to give
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tiffbyday · 1 year
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I can’t even think about the memories. The memories hurt because it doesn’t seem real. Why should I believe it was real? When you were pretending and lying for so long? Moving on from you requires me not even looking back fondly about anything. I don’t even want to remember anymore. That’s the attitude here.
Forgetting you is how it’s gonna be with me.
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tiffbyday · 1 year
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You turned out to be the biggest disappointment, deceit and plot twist I’ve encountered. The silence says it all and I’ve lost all respect and trust of you. I didn’t realise you were such a coward. But time always reveals someone’s true colours. I’m convincing myself I dodged a bullet. I dodged a bullet. I’ve learned a lot from your silence and that and your responses where you have reveals to me more than you will know.
You’ve lost me.
It’s such a shame. Honestly, such a shame. You handled this so poorly. You’re really a fake friend. I can’t believe it, but the growth has accelerated and fast tracked me into a much better person.
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tiffbyday · 1 year
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things to do once i come back to the UK:
Fast for at least 2 weeks. Lemon water, ACV, vitamins/mineral tablets and lots and lots of water and chinese tea
Start going back to the gym minimum 4 times a week
Back to walking rambo twice a day as part of cardio
1 hour of reading everyday at least
Turn back google ads for work + work
Aim to try and have a healthy sleeping routine
Arrange to meet up with Sarah and Nell, Ema, Molly
Revise italian and slowly start to resume lessons again
Book pole lessons and try not to miss any! Only book ones you know you will attend and go to.
Find the time to post clothes and any shit on depop/ebay
Body laser sessions and lashes
Service car
Less forum/reddit time
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tiffbyday · 1 year
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the sound of mosque in the background several times throughout the day is actually quite calming whilst being in malaysia is one of the things i miss even though i'm not muslim. i think it's just the fact it's calming and a singular sound.
i finally at last finished my tasks of work to do today which means i can relax for the rest of the time i'm in malaysia (well mostly).
i'm looking forward to returning to the UK and cleansing my body of everything i've eaten, i wouldn't have exercised for 2 months so i'll be super happy to get back to the gym, a routine, working on myself, and just self-care, self-love, and focusing on me. I don't feel good in my body right now, i feel tired, fat, unhealthy and groggy in malaysia but i won't let that ruin my holiday because i know i can do something about that when i return.
i do feel ever more motivated and determined to change my life from 2023. pick up new habits, restart, refresh.
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tiffbyday · 1 year
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Barcelona Prague and Vienna Boiler room London Cezanne and Infinity rooms London Grottammare and potentially Rome, London Maybe the lapland countries in autumn/winter
one step closer to moving to London because of the extra you've saved up by spending less in 2023 (only the things you NEED) and putting the ads back on, taking more clients and going ham with work.
finally being skinny flat tummy, clear skin and dream body. understanding what it truly means to feel free and single and at peace doing that
being able to do the splits doing pole more fluently and being more consistent with it
not allowing my feelings to run my day or to stop myself completely from doing what i would usually enjoy doing or control me
read more books, finish all the books i currently have
keep loving, and laughing for me
most importantly, keeping away from instagram throughout all of 2023
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