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thrownawaybatteries · 2 years

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Fiscl skin wip??? May or may not finish depending how I’m feeling

Very excited want her skin now

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thrownawaybatteries · 2 years

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TW // Pet death

you were a good boy. i miss having you cuddle with me, i miss having you give me little bites on my hands, i miss sneaking you in my room at night so you wouldn’t be in the cold.

you were taken too soon. i’m sorry i wasn’t there. i’m sorry i let you go outside. i wish i never left you out there, expecting you to be okay. i’m sorry my baby.

i hope you’re okay now. i hope you don’t have to worry about hunger, or being cold. i’ve prayed for 7 months, waiting for an answer. now, i got one.

i love you buddy. you were a good boy.

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thrownawaybatteries · 2 years

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losing you was the hardest and last blow.

now, i’m a ghost. wandering. waiting. wondering if you’re going to come back to me.

until then, i’ll wander. looking for you.

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thrownawaybatteries · 2 years

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i miss you so much.

even though i know you don’t love me. and i know you don’t miss me.

but i miss you a lot.

i hate it, but i don’t hate you.

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thrownawaybatteries · 2 years

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i wish i never met you.

it’s not that i hate you, it’s that i miss you so much.

you’re all i think about, it’s ruining my life.

i think about you every second of the day, wondering, are you okay?

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thrownawaybatteries · 2 years

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since you’ve left i’ve found myself dazing in and out of reality more than i used to.

it’s almost like i’ve had an epiphany.

i’ve realized you’re actually gone. forever.

and i break all over again.

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thrownawaybatteries · 2 years

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the days are blurring together.

i started noticing it recently. i’d wake up, go to class, come home, sleep. rinse and repeat.

is this how we’re supposed to live? have our days be a repeat of the last?

if it is i don’t want to be a part of this life.

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thrownawaybatteries · 2 years

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i messaged you again.

although i knew you couldn’t see it, deep inside i was setting aside hope that somehow, someway, you would.

it’s been so long since we last spoke.

“i love you” your last words to me, before the screen went dark.

i knew you were gone. for how long? i don’t know.

i wish my last words to you were “i love you” too.

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thrownawaybatteries · 2 years

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It’s gotta go

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thrownawaybatteries · 2 years

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why are you punishing me for being myself?

im trying my absolute hardest, im trying hard to please you.

even though ive changed myself so much already, you want me to change more.

now, when i stare into the mirror, i dont know who it is im staring at.

i dont know if thats me or if its the shell of what i once was.

#depresjon #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing stuff #depressing shit #help #i hate it here #emo #im sorry #sad #leave me the hell alone

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thrownawaybatteries · 2 years

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will this pain ever go away?

it seems like the days just repeat, over and over, with no end in sight.

will it just become numbing? with me just not caring about the pain anymore, ignoring it?

or will there be a change?

#depresjon #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing stuff #depressing shit #help #i hate it here

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thrownawaybatteries · 2 years

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i hate missing people.

it hurts so much, and for what? why do we have to suffer after someone leaves??

it hurts too much, knowing theyre gone.

forever.

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thrownawaybatteries · 2 years

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HAPPY NEW YEAR FROM MINNESOTA ❤️❤️❤️❤️

#new year #happy new year #2022

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thrownawaybatteries · 2 years

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deadass downloaded league of legends and its kinda good??? like im actually enjoying playing and its fun lol. i just have trouble playing in online matches since i get anxious and embarrassed since im new lmaoooo

gotta thank arcane though, honestly what gave me the final push to start playing since i was on the fence a while ago :>

#league of legends #lol #arcane #league of legend art #anxiété #anxious #im so embarrassed

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thrownawaybatteries · 2 years

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like yeah i love fnaf and all & i get that this isn’t the main story anymore but security breach seems so .. off? it doesn’t feel like fnaf and leaves a pit in my stomach. there’s some bits that remind me a lot of the original games but it just feels slapped together & not thought out. i still like it though but i wish it had some more fnaf-ish elements to it.

#fnaf gregory #fnaf security breach #fnaf sb #five nights at freddys #five nights at freddy's #security breach #freddy fazbear

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thrownawaybatteries · 2 years

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kinda upset security breach has a lot of bugs :( watched mark play it and he looked so annoyed and a bit upset since he kept dying from bugs. just wished it was gone through before release so we wouldnt be dealing with it now... :(

#five nights at freddy's #fnaf sb #fnaf security breach #fnaf gregory #five nights at freddys

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thrownawaybatteries · 2 years

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terrified my arts gonna be sold as a nft, one of the biggest things im afraid of rn. like yall dont care about the environment lmaoooo

#i hate this #artists on tumblr #art #nftart #painting #fuck my life #fuck it #bruh

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