What can i say!? hmmm i'm not like most people, I guess. I'm Odd, a bit random, I am blunt but I mean God rolled me that way so I can’t do anything about it at this point. In all seriousness I’m just a human doing human things.
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Little digital artwork of Ace . I miss you my good boy. .
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Just some stuff I worked on recently . What do you think ? 💭
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Made me dinner again and omg was so fucking gooood !
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Love these . Deft had a pandora feel
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When your a polite pothead lol
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Cause sometimes even if you do t wanna you have to put your big girl panties and just get up and keep going. #life lessons
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New glasses 👓
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Look at that sexy beast lol the one and only Kramer
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Imma miss you boy
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Ace,
I’m going to really miss you . You where such a big part of my life . You where my protector and my goofball. You made me laugh when all I wanted to do was cry or give up for good . When I felt at my weakest you always knew and would just walk up to me and put your head on my lap and wait for the love . Like you knew I needed it just as much as you did . We where both broken and young. You where hurt by the humans who should have loved you and cared for you as much as I was . You where my best friend , my good boy , my bat hound, my hero ACE.
I needed you as much as you needed me . You made life bearable . I didn’t know at the time but while I was trying to help fix you , the whole time you where also fixing me . You where a cheeky little monkey like that. There where so many times I felt lost alone and scared . During papi getting super sick and passing. That was the first time I felt my heart brake. You slept by my side as I cried for days. The drama with Kris’s wedding . Finding out how some of my family really sees me or doesn’t value me as a person but more as a trash because I’m just not up to there standards.
Those where times I felt the world would be better off without me. I remember coming back from Kristina’s wedding and crying as soon as I was alone.I never felt so out of place or not right somewhere or like I didn’t belong or didn’t deserve to be there. I started to believe that Kris should have a better sister and the whole time as beautiful as she was and as happy as I was for her that day was the worst day of my life. When I came home I remember braking. Crying and wanting to just not be here because just maybe people were correct . Maybe I was trash maybe I wasn’t good enough. Maybe kristina deserved a better sister. Maybe Millie needed needed two perfect daughters .
No one knows how close I was that day to ending my life. Literally Ace if I never felt that wet nose nudge me and remind me I wasn’t alone. Well I wouldn’t be here point blank. I don’t know if I’ll ever have a bond like that with another being . Honestly that scares the shit out of me . To think I lost that forever . You did you much for me . You where a good boy . I will always love you forever and always . 17 years will always be too short for me but thank you for protecting me through them all. I really hope I did the same for you .
Love mommy
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