thepoecysoul789

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Romanticising the idea of self study and growing knowledge without any boundaries........

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Rarely did I mean to keep breathing without knowing where I am going.

But gladly did I find my purpose of breathing that led me to Live.

Once restored and found will never be lost again.

Because now the concern is to keep it on the sight.

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There’s fanfiction…. And then there’s FANFICTION. The kind of shit you happen upon at like 3am or some other ungodly time because you were trying to find a fix for ur fixation at the time and you are just SUCKED IN and every sentence feels like a line of cocaine and it has quotes and imagery that permeate your brain and it’s the shit that sticks around in your consciousness forever and it never goes away and it’s always going to be one of Those Fics.

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Sometimes it feels like I am walking on a lane without an end or a foresight of the signs for the coming but yet I continue.

And sometimes there's an urge to keep coping up with the art of not knowing yet feeling pleased with it.

The nights are still shifting to become tomorrow and here i am still awaiting for the nights where i would know the moment of truth and the arrival of autumn with the age of love.

#donna tartt #dark academia #love #love academia #autumn #memories #waiting

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It's getting harder to breathe the same air again and again when there is absence of the only presence of you that I require.

I wonder when there will be a chance to flee away from the trauma of my past that I make such a joke of in order to keep it light.

It staggers my upheaval try of walking and coping to go away, the absence of your presence it is that keeps me out of my lane towards the light.

#darkness #long reads #books & libraries #reading #poetry #free write #writing #real life #dark academia #soft academia #love #it hurts #painrelief #trauma #walkingaround

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English cottages through the seasons (@postcardsbyhannah IG)

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Success is a journey.

It is not just striving for entire life to be successful one day. But to strive all day to be able to fulfill a goal and to set up new ones which would make you happy.

Striving to write and being able to create a few when the night falls. Then setting up a goal of waking up early in the morning because the dew and the cool breeze touching your skin while you walk and adore the beauty around you which makes you smile is a success story too.

Everyday we walk for a new story.

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But his hands were only meant to fit with mine.

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U cannot become a master without being a follower first.

You cannot teach someone a lesson until you have learnt it yourself.

-Pompi.N

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I miss the rush that ran through my veins while I focussed on the tears rolling down my eyes, writing emotions as words could ever explicate.

I miss those moments where I would just wake up without knowing the hour and scribble through the pages I could find on my study table. I miss the old self. But I am glad not to be running towards vanity claim over old regrets that made me crazy over every little feelings.

I am sensitive as I always were, but this time the symphony of the thumps are a little wilder and vulnerable however not hurtful as it were.

#books & libraries #long reads #reading #poetry #free write #writing #real life #education #dark academia #vanity #regret #missing #old selfie

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Here we are again. Waiting for peace instead of seeing how it actually is working from within.

#grunge #capricorn moon #hogwarts #manga #thepoecysoul 789 #aesthetic #real life #🕊️.txt #not alone

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“A woman is not written in braille, you don’t have to touch her to know her.”

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He was a silent but erudite soul with words only written underneath the tall roof of the library.

He chose the quiet nights for his sorrowful lines. Chose the seat that was always left untouched which assured him with the ownership of his world. Definitely the window seat, that was meant for him to be receiving the undisturbed yet intriguing feeling through the rustling wind of the autumn.

He felt safe even with the slightest of the voice left behind by the falling leaves.

And yet he thought he was alone when I was just a few seats away from him in the dim light of the candle that holds the nights firmly warm.

Romanticizing is so much of a work.

#imagination #long reads #books & libraries #reading #poetry #free write #writing #education #dark academia #my writing #love #library #windows #being alone #watching #my soul #his hands

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And every night itself was the thumping mirror of horror that couldn't break.

trying to hold back tears is the worst feeling in the world. my chest feels tight, there's a lump in my throat. i just want to let it all out but i feel so pathetic

#me at the moment #crying #personal #dark academism #dark academia #darkness #being alone #quietly

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