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The stewardess

Pt. 7 (the finale)

Word count: 1959

Prompt: chris finds you after many years apart

Warning: cussing?????

Authors note: I’m so sorry this took so long! This is the last chapter of this series. I hope you enjoy it :)

I couldn’t believe my eyes. How was he here? Did he know that I was here? Did he know about francesca? Shit! He made eye contact with me and I ducked down.

“Y/n wtf” said chanel

“It’s him” chanel looked at chris and then back at me

“Alice, listen to me. You need to take Francesca to the park and not come back until I call you alright?”

“Oui m’dame” she nodded and grabbed Francesca by hand. She pulled her past Chris and he didn’t even notice. He walked slowly up to the counter. He looked at me. I was making coffee while Chanel was at the register.

“How can I help you sir?” Chanel asked with a less than friendly voice

He looked at me again “uh i would like to order something”

She glared at him “ok…what do you want?”

“Oh uh I’ll take um a coffee and croissant, uh please” he said

“Alright give me one sec” she said and went to grab his food

He looked at me again. I quickly looked away. I could feel him getting closer to me. Suddenly he was standing right in front of me on the other side of the counter.

“Hi” he said

I was breathless “hi”

“Can we talk? Please?” He pleaded

“I’m really busy” i said

“Please Y/N! I need to talk to you. Come on, it’s been years” bitch. Not for me it hasn’t, I had to raise his kid. I think about him every time I look into her beautiful blue eyes.

“Alright” I nodded “chanel! It’s all you!”

“Wait what?!” I walked around the counter and escorted him upstairs to my apartment. It was quite large for an apartment. 3 beds, 4 baths, two levels. It was very Parisian and very nice. We walked all the way upstairs without saying a word. When we got to the door I opened it for him “after you” I said as politely as possible.

“Thank you” he nodded

We walked over to the sun room. He sat in a chair, i sat in the one across from him. The summer sun shone through the window.

“Can I get you anything? Tea? Water?” I asked

“Uh no no, I’m fine, thank you though”

“Alright” I adjusted myself in my chair “you wanted to talk, let’s talk”

He let out a breath and looked away from me, out the window. He rubbed his hands up and down his thighs and then on his jaw. He didn’t say anything.

“Ok fine, I’ll go first” I said rolling my eyes “how did you find me?”

“I was passing through and wanted to say high” he said

“No, that doesn’t answer my question. How did you know I was here, in Paris, at this cafe? How did you know?”

“Well i saw an article about this place, then I saw the picture of you standing, smiling in front of it. I’m proud of you Y/N. I wanted to see you, talk to you. So I asked RDJ. He helped me get to you.”

“If you wanted to talk then why am I the one asking questions? Don’t get me wrong, I have a lot I would like answers to but I have limited time before-“ I was interrupted by the front door closing. Shit.

“Mommy!!!” Francesca came running into the sun room. She threw herself on top of my lap.

I looked up hopelessly at Alice, “I told you to take her away!”

“I’m sorry! She said she wanted to grab her kite to play with in the park. I thought you would be working, we were going to be quick. I didn’t know you had….company” she looked over to Chris

“Mommy!” She pulled on my shirt

“One minute baby” I looked up to see Chris’ face. His eyes were glued to francesca. He looked as if he was going to cry. Then he looked at me. I sighed and pulled Francesca into my lap.

“Is she?” Chris asked

I nodded “yes, she is”

Chris was speechless. His eyes were watery, i couldn’t make out the expression on his face. Happy? Sad? Surprised? I didn’t know.

“Mommy who is that?” Francesca pointed over at Chris

“That’s my friend, love” I paused. “My old friend, Alice, can you please take her?” I lifted her off my lap but i was stopped my Chris

“No wait! Please, I-i need to talk with her.” He begged me “please just let me talk to her”

I sighed and nodded “alright”

He kneed down so he would be eye level with her. “Bonjour” he said “I’m Chris, what’s your name?”

“Francesca” she said proudly

“Francesca” he paused “what a beautiful name”

She giggled

“Can I have a high five francesca?” He asked holding up his hand

She slapped it with all her might. Granted it wasn’t that hard.

“Oh ow! Wow you are a very strong girl” he looked up at me “just like you mommy”

“My mommy makes very very yummy cupcakes” she said

“I’m sure she does,” he laughed. “I tell you what, give me 10 minutes to finish talking with your mom and then I’ll come play with you and your kite in the park. How does that sound?” He asked sweetly

“Yes! That sounds really good!” She ran off to her room, alice chased after her

Chris sat back up in his chair. “Now I have questions”

“I bet, shoot” I said

“How old?”

“3”

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

“Are you serious? You left me for your girlfriend! How was I supposed to tell you that I was pregnant with you baby! You were half way across the world! I wouldn’t contact you! And hell, I didn’t want to! I raised her fine on my own and with the help of RDJ we are loving an amazing life! One I won’t let you ruin!”

“Y/n, I’m so sorry. I would have come if I knew, I would have helped.” He hung his head “I’ve always wanted a daughter”

I scoffed “sucks it’s had to be with me”

“No! No! I’m so glad you’re her mother! I wouldn’t have picked any other woman in the entire world to raise my child! You are an amazing mom! And I’m so truely sorry that I left you, I know it can never make it up to you but I really do love you. You can’t expect me to live with this now. I need to see her, I need to see you! I want you, Y/N! I was a fucking idiot when I left! I broke up with her the second I got back! I-“

“Then why didn’t you come back? Come tell me that it was over, that you “wanted” me” I interrupted him

“Because I didn't think you would want anything to do with me! I fucked up, I know. But please let me be here now! Let me fix this!”

“There is nothing to fix! I am fine without you!”

“Well I can't live without you Y/N! I LOVE YOU! Don’t you understand that? I. Love. You.”

“Yeah well you broke my fucking heart and left me to fend for myself. Don’t you understand how hard it is for me to just forgive you?!”

“Yes! Yes I do! That's why you need to let me try! Let me hang out with francesca! My daughter! Let me help you, with anything! I’ll clean, I’ll cook! I’ll buy you groceries or do all the dishes from the cafe if you want! Just let me try! Please give me one more chance!”

The room was silent. I didn’t know what to say. If I give him a chance then it will be so complicated. How do I tell francesca? I don’t know what to do.

“One more chance?” I look at him questionably

He nods

“What do you expect me to say to this? I cant drop everything and move to LA with you, I have no idea how I would tell francesca, and I really do not trust you!”

He sighed “well for starters I would live here, with you, if that’s ok. Obviously I will be gone a lot but I plan on taking a year off. And as for Francesca and trusting me that’s your decision to make. But I will help you with her…”

“What makes you think I need your help?“

“I don’t, hell that’s one thing I love about you! You're so independent and beautiful and funny and fun! And nice and kind and-“

“Ok ok yeah, I get it, you love me” a small smile appeared on my lips. He noticed

“So?” He moved closer, resting his hands on my arms.

I looked into his eyes. “Alright chris”

“Actually?” He looked at me in disbelief

“Yeah actually, now hurry up and kiss me before I change my mind”

A smile appeared on his face “ oh my god” he took my face in his hands and pressed his lips to mine. The kiss was lined with passion and hunger. We broke apart and he looked lovingly into my eyes.

“God I missed you” he shook his head

I giggled “I missed you too”

1 year later

“Chris, do you take Y/N to be your lawfully wedded wife?”

“I do” he said smiling at me

“Y/N, do you take Chris to be your lawfully wedded husband?”

“I do” his smile grew bigger

“Well then, I now pronounce you husband and wife! You may kiss the bride.”

The end.

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The stewardess

Pt.6

Word count: 1432

Warnings: cussing, angst

Prompt: chris breaks your heart and you have to continue your life without him

Authors note: this is a shorter chapter but i wanted to draw it out. The next chapter will be the last 😭

It’s funny how quickly something so amazing can turn into the worst regret of your life. With those few words my heart shattered. My heart was broken by someone I had known for barely a week! It’s pathetic. The sounds around me seemed blurred.

“Y/n…….y/n? Y/N!” Chris yelled

I snapped back into the moment. The horrible, dreadful moment. “Yeah?”

“Do you have anything to say?” He looked into my eyes.

I looked at my feet, took a deep breath and then looked directly at him. “Yes. Fuck. You.” I turned around and walked away

“Y/n…y/n! Come on! No please just listen to me! I can explain everything” he called to me

I stopped and turned to face him “what she’s just some chick? Oh wait no I forgot that’s actually me” I laughed

“Y/n please just hear me out, please just listen to me”

“No you listen! I have had one of the best weeks of my life with you! And for what?! To be just some desperate chick who you decided to fuck out of boredom?! That’s bull shit chris! Bull shit!!! I am done! I don’t give fuck about what you have to say because I hate you! I hate you and I hate myself for falling so naively In love with you! But I’m not gonna let you hurt me like this! No, I’m not gonna be another conquest of some cocky celebrity! I suggest you tell Sam the truth, because maybe I was just some chick but you sure as hell cheated on her and she deserves to know that her BOYFRIEND is a lying son of a bitch!” I paused to take a breath “so fuck you chris!”

He looked at me, speechless. I left. I walked off the boat and into town. I wasn’t gonna deal with this. I walked along the harbor holding back my tears. There was no way he was gonna hurt me like this. I wasn’t gonna let this get to me.

The sun was beginning to set by the time I got back to the yacht. I walked slowly up the dock. When I got back RDJ and Anthony were sitting on the couch.

“Oh hey y/n! Where have you been?” Asked Anthony

“Oh i just needed some air” i smiled

“All day?” Asked RDJ

“Ik I’m” I sighed “I’m so sorry”

“Don’t worry bout it Y/N! You deserve this vacation as much as we do!” Said RDJ

“Thanks, I’ll get dinner started” I smiled and walked away

“Oh wait Y/N! It’s only the two of us tonight” said RDJ

I turned to face him “only you and Anthony?”

“Yeah, Chris had to leave, something about his girlfriend needing him for something. Oh shit also don’t tell anyone about that, they are on the DL. Uh he also left this for you” he walked over to me and handed me an envelope “he said he was sorry he had to leave”

I nodded “thank you, I’ll um, thanks” I smiled and walked into the kitchen. Of course there waiting for me was collin.

“I hate to say I told you so” he said

“Fuck off”

“Y/n I’m sorry” he began walking toward me

“Shut up collin. You don’t give a damn fuck about me.”

“Yes I do y/n! That’s what I’ve been trying to tell you!”

“I don’t wanna hear it! I don’t care! Please just…just leave me alone”

He sighed “ok” he walked away

I began cooking hoping to take my mind off of this. Off of him.

I stared at it. The letter with my name on it. The letter he had written me before he left. Fuck I wanted to open it. I wanted to open it but I also didn’t care. He hurt me. There was no going back. Jesus, fine. I grabbed the letter and opened it. Why did he have good handwriting though?

Dear Y/N,

This past week I’ve fallen in love with you. I understand you are angry. I know I would be too. But I promise you that you aren’t some chick. I love you and I want you to know the truth. Samantha and I have been dating for 3 months now. The reason why RDJ invited me on this trip was because Sam and I were having a really hard time. Fighting every night. It was toxic. It is toxic. He invited me so I could get away and think. I didn’t expect to meet such an amazing, beautiful and fun person while I was away. But I did, and I couldn’t be more grateful for the time I spent with you. I wish you would forgive me but I understand if you don’t. I love you Y/N Y/L/N. Thank you for every amazing moment.

Much love,

Chris

This motherfucker. I hated myself at this moment because I wanted to forgive him. I wanted to see him again. I read the letter again and again. After I came to terms with the fact that he didn’t stay here to fight for me. Even if he did love me, he went back to her. I walked into his room. The bed had not yet been stripped. The sheets still looked as they did when we left this morning. I climbed on to the bed, i rapped myself up in the Egyptian sheets that smelled like him, and cried.

6 weeks later I turned in my resignation.

4 years later…

“Hi how can I help you?” I asked the old lady that stood in front of me.

“Hi! I was wondering if I could have one of you famous lemon tarts please?” She asked sweetly

“Yes of course! Anything else?”

“That will be all thank you” she smiled

“Alright I’ll go grab that for you”

I walked over to the glass case and pulled out one of the lemon tarts.

“Jesus it’s busy today” said my favorite employee Chanel

“Just another summer day in paris” i smiled and walked back to the register

“Here you are, you’re all set!”

“Thanks sweetheart” she said kindly

I smiled. It has been 4 years now since I quit working for RDJ. 3 since I opened le route cafe. 2 ½ since we became one of the most popular cafes in paris. I still talk to RDJ. He actually helped me find this place and get started. After I turned in my resignation I flew to Paris and got a job at another cafe. I worked there for about 7 months and then had to leave to do some…..technical difficulties. Much to my surprise the week before I quit working the yacht, I couldn’t seem to keep any food down. Little did I know that I was not only pregnant, but pregnant with the child of the man who broke my heart. I of course eventually confronted RDJ about what happened. He helped me find a job at the cafe and then once I left to raise Francesca he helped me find a suitable home and start up my own cafe. I think he kinda blamed himself for what happened. I of course blamed no one but myself. Now I was rushing around my own restaurant, laughing and enjoying every moment of life. Francesca was 3 years old now. I had to hire a nanny, alice. She takes care of Francesca while I am working. It was about time for her to be back. Speak of the devil

“Maman!” She yelled as she ran behind the counter to come and hug me.

“Hello darling!” I squatted down to give her a hug “how was your day?”

“Good” she smiled and then hugged me again

“How about you help me with cupcake tasting?” I asked her

She nodded excitedly. I went to grab one of the raspberry cupcakes we had made.

“Here you are” I handed it to her

“Merci!” She smiled

“Hey y/n” Chanel tapped me on the shoulder “there is a huge crowd outside, there’s like paparazzi”

I stood up to look out. I couldn’t see what was happening but one of my waitresses came in. "Que se passe-t-il là-bas?” What’s going on out there I asked

“il y a une célébrité, je pense que c'est un super-héros” there’s a celebrity, I think he is a super hero, she responded. Probably RDJ coming to check in on me.

“I think it’s just RDJ,” I told Chanel. Right as I spoke those words, Chris Evans walked in the door.

Pt. 7

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The stewardess

part 5

Chris Evans x reader

Word count: 2072

Prompt: a fun day and dinner with Chris

Warnings: SMUT, cussing, AGAIN SMUT, horrible writing

Authors note: ok I cannot do this. To everyone who can write smut: I respect you. It sucks ass but i needed to get this part out. I hope you like it!

the alarm went off. It wasn’t mine. His arms were still around me, holding me tight. I groaned and turned to face him. He smiled at me, his eyes barely open.

“Hello” he said

“Hi” I said smiling back

“Hi”

“Are you gonna turn that alarm off?”

“Hmmmmm”

“Yes the answer is yes”

He laughed and rolled over to turn it off. He turned back to face me “I set it so you wouldn’t be late to work, again”

“I both thank and hate you for that” i said

He kissed my forehead “you should get up”

“I don’t wanna”

He sat up and pulled me up with him “come on”

I groaned and leaned into him

He hummed and kissed my neck “go”

“Noooo”

“Yes go”

I groaned and got out of the bed. I opened the door to leave, I looked back taking one last look at him and smiled.

I quickly set up breakfast, trying my hardest to avoid collin. Everyone except Chris came down. They were definitely hung over. Anthony could barely walk and RDJ was wearing sunglasses and bright pink socks. I informed them that Chris had told the maid he wasn’t feeling good and needed to spend the day on the boat and rest. I encouraged them to not waist the day and practically shoved them off the boat. Much to their dismay.

One they had left I went and got Chris to come down.

I knocked on the door “they’re gone”

The door swung open “thank god”

He picked me up and pushed me against the wall behind me. He kissed me hard.

“What are you doing?” I asked in between kisses

He stopped and smiled at me “pick a room.”

“What?”

“Pick a room on this yacht”

“Why?”

“Just do it”

“Fine the kitchen”

He let go of me. I practically fell to the ground.

“Hey!”

“Lead the way”

I looked at him. Wtf was this man doing. I began walking toward the kitchen.

“Keep up this pace and we will arrive next month”

“Jeez ok” I began walking faster until we arrived outside the door to the kitchen.

I turned around and stopped him.

“What are we doing?” I asked

“You will see”

“No I wanna know now” I crossed my arms

“Do you trust me?”

“Well I mean yes but-“

“Ok then”

I groaned and turned to open the door. “Ok here we are, the much anticipated kitchen, now what?”

Suddenly his lips were connect with mine again. His hands holding my face, moving through my hair. Then they roamed down to my thighs.

“Jump” He whispered. I did. He lifted me up onto the counter and began kissing my neck. I moaned. He was so good at this.

“Y/n?” He asked

“Yes?”

“You wanted to know what we are doing? Well this is what’s gonna happen.” He looked into my eyes “I’m going to fuck you so hard that you won’t be able to walk for the rest of the week, and you are going to do exactly what I tell you to do. Do you understand?”

I nodded “yes yes i understand”

“Ok then” he smiled and then Started kissing me again.

I wanted this. I wanted him so badly. The kisses were getting more and more heated. His hands moved up and under my shirt. He paused to quickly to take it off. My shirt was throw across the room. I giggled at his agressiveness. He smiled and then started kissing me again. His hands found his way back to my now bare torso. They moved to my back where they found the clip of my bra. His swiftly unclipped it and then began guiding my lace bra off my body. He again threw it across the room. He pulled back to look at my perky breasts

“God” he shook his head

I giggled “like what you see?”

His eyes widened “yes, haha yes i do” he moved to kiss my neck. I moaned as he began leaving Hickies all over my neck and collar bone. He pulled off his shirt revealing his perfectly carved torso. He started kissing my neck again and my hands roamed along his smooth chest. He moved up to my jaw and then to my lips. Kissing and biting them. He bent down to level with my breasts. Then, he began kissing and hitting them. I played with his hair and he looked up at me. His eyes were filled with both lust and love. We were both breathless.

Chris kneeled down and moved his hands up my skirt that was scrunched. His hands found the rims of my panties and they began to slowly move my panties down. It was painfully slow. The anticipation. Fuck. Finally they were on the floor next to my shirt and bra. I spread my legs just so slightly so he knew what I wanted.

“A little more baby, I need space to do my work”

I spread my legs wider. Then, he buried his head in between my legs. He kissed up my inner thigh. Then he finally reached the place I had been waiting for. His tongue moved across my clit. Teasing me. He moved his arms under my legs and lifted them up onto his shoulders. I moved my hands into his hair. I moaned when he slid his tongue inside me. God he was so good at this. He moved his hands to my ass, pulling me closer. He was doing something with his tongue though I couldn't tell you what. But whatever it was, I liked it. I liked it so much. Suddenly I felt him remove himself. Disappointment rushed over me. But much to my liking i opened my eyes to see him pulling down his pyjama pants. He walked over to me and pulled me into him. Then quite suddenly, I felt him slide inside me. I moaned. Fuck how big was he?

“Oh god baby you feel so good”

I couldn’t even speak. He began moving inside me.

“Oh my god chris” I leaned my head back

He thrusted into me. “Fuck Y/N, ugh baby do you like that?” Harder. Faster. “Y/N baby, use your words” he kept going. Fuck. Those three words.

“Mhm, yes I like it. I like it a lot….captian” he stopped

“What did you just call me?” He looked dead into my eyes

I smirked “what’s wrong captian?”

He swallowed hard “say it again” I didn’t “what did I tell you about listening to me”

“I’m sorry, captian”

“Fuck” he kissed me, he kissed me so hard my head almost hit the cabinet behind me. Then he resumed his thrust. They kept getting deeper, harder, faster. I moaned when he hit my G-spot.

“Fuck I’m close baby” he said

“Me too” I moaned again. Oh my god.

His last thrusts went by too quickly. They were deep and fast.

“Fuck I’m gonna cum, captian” I moaned

“Me too baby, just wait”

The last ones. Fuck I couldn’t hold it.

“Ok cum with me baby” he whispered into my ear. And I did.

He came inside me and with two final thrusts, he pulled out. He leaned back on the island behind him. I jumped off the counter and adjusted my skirt. I walked over to grab my panties, bra and shirt.

“Y/N”

I looked up and began to put back on my underwear. “Yeah?”

He walked over to me, his boxers were back on. “That was fucking amazing.” He laughed, pulling me into a hug.

I was definitely a little weirded out but I of course hugged him back. It scared me. The thought that I may love him. But it also excited me. This was every girl's dream and I was living it.

“Yeah, yeah it was” he let go and I looked up at him. He put his hands on my face. His thumbs rubbed in circles on my cheekbones. Then he kissed me.

That night we ate dinner together on the deck. Candles and takeout because of well, collin. We sat across from each other laughing.

“So you’re telling me you decided to go to cullinary school when you almost BURNED DOWN YOUR HOUSE WHILE TRYING TO COOK?!” Exclaimed chris

“Haha yup”

“I can’t decide if that’s inspiring or really horrible”

“Um, obviously really inspiring! Yeah, I should have a ted talk. Lecture all about common sense and how it’s so rare nowadays that it should be considered a superpower”

He laughed “and you know all about common sense”

“Uh yeah, did you not hear the story I told you? I had a problem so I fixed it. Common. Sense.”

“Right yeah obviously” he sipped his wine

“Haha, so tell me about YOU. Like something google doesn’t know”

“Well that’s gonna be hard”

“Come onnnnn”

“Ok ok. Well my first kiss, it was actually a dare in seventh grade. 7 minutes in heaven.” He raised his eyebrows

“Oh wow, that’s-that's fantastic congratulations. Your kids are gonna love that story.”

“Shut up.”

“Ok tell me something else” I Leaned in

“My first crush was my babysitter”

“Pft along with every other person ever”

“The first time I got drunk I jumped off a roof into a pool singing the spiderman theme song”

I laughed “and then you became captain america”

“Yup pretty ironic isn’t it?”

“Yeah” I laughed. “Pass the fried rice?”

He handed it to me “my lady”

I gasped “thank you good sir”

We both laughed.

i woke up quietly. feeling happy and well rested. i moved chris’ arm off of me and i climed out of the bed. i grabbed my clothes and quickly and quietly put them on. i walked into the kitchen and as i turned the corner i bumped right into collin.

“fuck! jesus y/n!” he yelled

“shhhhh! jeez i’m sorry, i didn’t see you”

he scoffed “yeah i know”

i rolled my eyes and walked past him. i grabbed the plates, utensils and napkins out of the cabinets to set the table.

“y/n”

“what do you want collin?” i turned to face him

“i need to show you something” he held his phone in his hand

“what is it?” i walked over to him and grabbed his phone. i had been opened to an article titled “Chris Evans on a date? We smell scandal!” the picture was from last night. he was mid laugh and i was drinking my wine. it was hard to see my face but anyone who knew me would recognize me.

“fuck” i said “shit!”

“i’m sorry” said collin

“like hell you are! you don’t understand how hard it is for chris!”

“hah i think you mean how hard it is for yourself” he said snatching his phone back

“you act all undertanding of this secrecy but i know you Y/N, you hate that you can’t hold hands in front of RDJ, you think about it before you go to sleep how you are just a stewardess! i understand chris, i don’t understand you and why you put up with it.” he walked out of the room

“UGHHH FUCK!” i grabbed the plates aggressively and walked out. i had fucking work to do and i sure as hell wasn’t going to let some stupid article distract me.

everyone was sitting. everyone was eating the delicious breakfast burritos collin had made. everyone except chris. he hadn’t come out to eat and it was almost 10. once everyone else finished and went back to their rooms to get ready i left to go get chris. i put some fruit on a plate so he could eat something. I walked up to his room and went to knock on the door. I stopped myself when I heard his frustrated voice coming from the room.

“It's not what it looks like!….no you don’t understand! Hey, stop!……listen to me i promise nothing is happening between me and that girl! She’s just some chick who kept pestering me!…Jesus sam! Come on!” I swallowed the knot that rose in my throat. I knocked on the door.

“chris?” the door swung open

“y/n” i couldn’t tell if he was surprised or relieved that i was there.

“hey, are you ok? who was that?”

he looked directly into my eyes. “that was…” he sighed “that was Sam, my girlfriend.”

Pt. 6

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hey lovies! sorry for not posting this week! i’ve been super busy with finals but the next chapter of the stewardess should be out by monday! there will be about 2-3 more parts and then i will finish two shorten the road! thanks for all the support!

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OMG I love ur Chris Evans x Stewardess series I’m totally hooked plz tell me there will be more

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the stewardess

Pt. 4

chris evans x reader

word count: 1892

prompt: you and chris finally get some alone time

warnings: implies smut (no actual smut) blood, fighting, cussing, fluff

Authors note: sorry this took an eternity, i had a huge test this week. But anyway! I hope u enjoy this chapter! Thanks for the support! We’re just getting started

According to Chris, RDJ and Anthony had gone into town for the day and wouldn’t be back till late. Technically that ment me and the staff had the day off once we finished everything up. Which wasn’t much. But of course chris was still here and that ment we were still on shift. I am not complaining though, if I could have chosen anyone to stay behind it would have been Chris.

I finished my huge plate of pancakes and Chris was immediately rushing me to get ready. He kept insisting we go for a swim.

“Come on hurry up and get ready! It’s not fun swimming alone” he complained

I gave in of course and went downstairs to put on my red life guard like bathing suit. I came out and Chris was chilling on the couch in his blue board shorts. He stood up quickly when i walked in. His eyes trailed down my body. Taking in every inch of me. I cleared my throat. Yeah i definitely liked the idea of him eye fucking me. But I couldn’t stop thinking about what Robert had said the other day about how i was his stewardess. Chris was a huge celebrity and I was, well I was the help.

“Right” he cleared his throat too, refocusing himself “shall we” he began walking toward the nose of the boat. I followed

“Ladies first” he said raising his eyebrows and stepping aside.

“What a gentleman” I smiled before diving perfectly into the ocean. But when i came up, Chris was no where to be see. He wasn’t in the water and I couldn’t see him on the deck. Then suddenly

“GERONIMOOOOOOO!” He ran and jump off doing a flip on the way down. He landed right next to me, splashing me right in the face. He came up laughing.

“How was that?”

“That was……” he ruffled his hair with his hand. God. “Not nearly as good as mine was yesterday, youre messy”

“Ha ha youre jealous” he teased

“Oh babe in you dreams” I teased back

“Well speaking of dreams” he continued “about what you said earlier, i would understand if you wanted to tell you friends we did”

“Did what?”

“Had sex. I know it’s probably something you have been DrEaMiNg about ever since I got here. And I’m sure it’s an ego boost.”

I was speechless “what? Uh-wha-ha-um” I didn’t know what to say “Wha-why? Why would i tell them that?”

“Like i said, ego boost” he said winking

“Ha Um no. I-i don’t need to tell them that- I would never”

“Oh so you don’t want to have sex with me?” He pushed

“Wha-no-I mean. No! What? Sorry. Well. Yes. Wait! No! No I do not!” Fuck my life

He nodded “I see” he swam over and grabbed my waist, pulling me into him, he whispered “use your words” a shiver ran down my spine as the flashes of my dream came back to me. I was quiet, I couldn’t, I wouldn’t allow my self to speak. The. He broke out laughing “HAHAHA im just joking with you! Jeez! You really need to wake up!” He pulled away. Yeah come on. Wake up Y/N. “Come on let’s get out and play some pool or smth.” He began to swim for the ladder. My body was still in shock. He hands on my bare body. His lips whispering words into my ear. Jesus.

We climbed out and dried off.

“I’m gonna go. I have work to get done” I said

“Wait what? No come on!” He ran after me and grabbed my wrist. “Please, just one round of pool”

I sighed “ok fine. But you’re gonna regret this. Remeber I practically live on this boat so I am pretty good at pool.”

“Oh yeah?” He looked at me skepticaly

I nodded

“Alright then” he handed me a poll “prove it”

I smirked and lined up ready to break but he stopped me before I could even hit the ball. “No no. See your doing all wrong already.” He placed his poll against the table and walked over to me. He hands slid down my arms. His body completely took over mine. He directed my hands so I was holding it correctly. His bulge rubbed against my ass. We were both still slightly wet and in bathing suits. I could feel his breath on my neck.

“Relax” he said and i did “ok, now shoot” and I did. I turned around to face him. His hands still trapped me. I looked at his lips. “Beautiful job” he said

“What the fuck!” We turned around. The unwanted guest interrupting us yet again. “I told you not to touch her!” Collin yelled, he walked over to us angerly “I said don’t try shit! You fucking dick wad!” BAM! Collin punched Chris right in the face. This bitch.

Chris stumbled back and then went right at him. Chris obviously had advantage because of his size and training in stunts he had for captian america. I’m less than a minute chris was on top of collin and was pinning his hands down. “STOP!” He yelled “I am not going to fight you!”

“Get. The fuck. Off. Of me.” Said collin looking right into Chrises eyes. Chris did. He got off and him and collin got up quickly. “Fuck you! Y/n i new you were a bitch but I never took you for a slut too.” That was it

“What did you just say to me?” I asked

“You heard me. Slut.” Now it was my turn to punch collin. I walked up to him and slapped him and punched him right in the nose. “ you bitch! You broke my nose!” He yelled coving you his now bloody nose

“It’s called karma and it’s pronounced ha ha ha” then, he punched me back

Chris ran toward me “DID YOU JUST PUNCH HER?! WHAT THE HELL MAN!” Chris held me in his arms, he looked at collin as if he would kill him right then and there. Of course, being a man he again acted on his emotions in a violent manner. He let me go and suddenly Chris and collin were fighting again. Rolling around on the ground kicking and punch eachother like two year olds.

“Stop!” I screamed “please! Guys come one! Stop it!” They didn’t. I tryed to pry them apart but it didn’t work “please!” My voice cracked “stop it!” When still they didn’t listen I decided I needed to do something to get their attention. So, I walked away and slammed the door to the bathroom. I heard the noise stop and then some more arguing. After about 5 minutes I heard footsteps coming toward the tiny bathroom I had locked myself in.

“y/n it’s me” it was chris “can i come in” i sighed and opened the door. His face was bloody. I turned around and opened the door under the sink to get the first aid kit. “What are you doing?” He asked

I held up the red and white box. He nodded and began to walk over to the couch. I began to think about how we would explain this to RDJ. Chris sat down and i sat next to him. I opened the box and took out the needed supplies. I then realised that I didn’t have any water to clean the blood off of his face.

“I’ll be right back” i said getting up

“Wait where are you going?” I looked back at him. He looked like a lost puppy dog.

“Your face is bloody, I need water to clean it off”

“Well I can just take a shower. How about that?” He smiled

“Alright sure, I’ll wait here.”

“Or, since you have a little blood on your face too, maybe you could take a shower too”

“It’s not good to have more than one shower going at the same time”

He laughed “yeah I know, that’s why you could just get in with me”

My stomach filled with butterflies. I was quiet for a second. I thought through it and then said: “ok, lead the way”

Is it a mistake? Maybe, but there is only one way to find out. This could end up being an epic love story.

We walked upstairs to his bathroom. He closed the door behind us and I started the shower. When I turned around, he was naked except for his underwear. I froze. Again.

“Your turn” he said walking toward me.

I was still in my bathing suit. “I’ll just get in in this”

“Suit yourself” he stepped into the steaming shower and winced at the feeling of the hot water on his cuts.

I stepped in front of him. He studied my face. I looked at him. Bruised and bloody he was still beautiful. I used my thumb to wipe off some dried blood from his cheek. I stepped closer to him, looking at his lips once again, my brain filled with thoughts. Then, suddenly, my brain went blank. His lips were on mine. He was kissing me. I kissed him back and our lips and bodies became one. His hands roamed my body. We pulled apart. Eyes locked. He embraced me in a huge bear hug. Squeezing me, holding me tightly. As if I could slip away at any second. He let go of me and just stared into my eyes. Then, he kissed me again. The shower was still blazing hot but it didn’t matter. The feeling of his lips on mine was beautiful. My hands found the elastic of his boxers and began toying with it and he kissed me. My hand began to slide down under them but then his hand stopped me. He whispered into my ear

“Not right now baby” he said and then began kissing down my neck and jawline. We stayed there. In that shower for what seemed like an eternity.

We got out and formulated a plan then Chris was feeling I’ll and therefore was confined to his room. They wouldn’t see the fresh bruises and would be gone before he woke up the next morning. As for the cut on my cheek: I fell out of bed this morning. Stupid but what were they gonna do? When they arrived I explained the situation or at least our formulated version of it. They didn’t seem too concerned. Once they were locked in their rooms for the night I went to get Chris. I knocked on his door.

“Chris, they are asleep” the door opened immediately

“Hi” he said smiling

“Hi” i smiled back

We walked down the stairs into the living room. The weather was perfect. The warm air mixed with the cool ocean nighttime breeze.

We sat down on the couch. I cuddled into his strong arms.

“We never got to find out who was the best at pool” he said, playing with my hair.

I sighed “tomorrow we’ll have a rematch”

He smiled “sounds like a plan”

I yawned “long day”

“Yeah” he nodded staring out into the harbour “long day”

I fell asleep in his arms. That night was dreamless. I had never slept so well on a boat. And feeling his arms around me made me not want to ever sleep any other way again.

Pt. 5

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[thelittleboyfromloveactually]

The stewardess

Pt. 3

Chris Evans x reader

Prompt: you and collin go to a club for your night off, Chris isn’t happy.

Word count: 1931

Warnings: alcohol? Cussing???? Horrible writing

Authors note: omg guys! Thank you so much for the support on this series! I’m so glad you are all loving it as much as I am!

Pt. 1 Pt. 2

Not mine!

Even after working on the yacht for quite a while I would never get used to getting up early. That morning my stupid alarm woke me up. I sighed, i just wanted to sleep in. I grabbed my clothes and walked slowly into the kitchen. Collin was already up and was making breakfast.

“Morning” he said

I groaned “this isn’t fucking morning, i should be sleeping”

“You’ve worked here for so long and you still aren’t used to the wake up time?” He asked in disbelief

“Yup, never been a morning person” you shrugged while you made yourself a cup of coffee

He cleared his throat “you hair looks nice” he said. Wtf.

I laughed “collin it’s far too early for jokes”

“I’m not joking, it looks nice” he said genuinely

“Ok sure” i nodded still not believing him “alright gotta get to work” i raised my eyebrows and walked out. No one was up yet. It was so peaceful in the mornings. That was one nice thing. I finished setting the table and stepped back to admire my work.

“Goooooood morning!” It was RDJ

I turned around and smiled “morning! I hope you slept alright”

“Fantastic the waves always sooth me” he says down on the couch “may I have a cup of caffeine please” he batted his eyelashes.

I giggled “of course, I’ll be right back” I began to walk backwards and just as I was turning around I rammed into a wall.

“Woah there” or not a wall, it was Chris

“Oh my god im so sorry!” I apologized

“Hey hey, you’re good, beautiful morning isn’t it?” He asked

“Uh yes, yes it’s beautiful” he stared into my eyes “uh would you like a coffee? I am getting one for Downey”

“Yes please!” He said

Just as I was leaving Anthony came down I heard him say “where’s she goin?” “Coffee” said Chris

“Hey wait! I’ll take one too!” He yelled

I have a thumbs up without even turning back.

I came back with 3 coffees and handed them to each of the boys. Receiving a thank you from each one.

“Y/N will you round up the rest of the staff I have an announcement?” RDJ said

“Yes of course sir” I nodded and went off to collect the small rest of the staff

I found grabbed collin, and the maid, all the others hadn’t come with us to Monte Carlo. I brought them out into the living room

“Ahhh here they are” RDJ said and stood up clapping his hands together “according to our fellow captain we will arrive in Monte Carlo tonight! I am feeling kind today and I’m also craving Chinese takeout so I’ve decided to give you all the night off! He said cheerfully

“Oh that’s so kind, thank you!” I said

“Yeah thank you sir” said collin

“Of course! You all deserve some fun! Work hard, play hard!” He announced

We served breakfast and then cleaned up while the boys went to their rooms and did whatever they did behind those locked doors. We tidied up the whole boat so the work for tonight would be minimal. They came out for lunch. Chris updated me on the book he was reading. And RDJ gave me and collin our paycheck so we would have cash for tonight.

The night came quickly, and with it our arrival to Monte Carlo. It was a gorgeous city especially at sunset. I finished everything up and then went to my room to get dressed. I picked out my black dress that was detailed with rhinestones on the straps and the neck line. It was short and tight but complemented my figure. I grabbed my glittery bag and did all my hair and makeup. The sun had completely set by the time me and collin were ready to go.

You met collin at the door to the dock and headed on your way. Before you could even get out the door someone was calling your name.

“Hey wait one sec! Y/N wait!” It was Chris

I turned to face Him and smiled

“Where are you headed?” He asked

“To this club, it’s super awesome” I told him

“Oh…a club huh? That sounds fun! Just you know? Be careful” he said swallowing hard

“Yes yes of course” I smiled and turned to leave

Me and collin walked to the club together

The night was nice. The lamps lit up the streets, the breeze blew through my hair as me and collin walked arms linked to the club RDJ had recommended. I was leaning into him for warmth. We arrived at the club shortly, the building was practically throbbing. We walked in and my senses were automatically heightened. The noise of people trying to yell over the music that was at the highest possible volume. The smell of cigarette smoke, sweaty bodies and alcohol. I even caught a wiff of perfume as a girl walked by me. The lights flashing, the people jumping. Tonight was gonna be a shit ton of fun.

“Come on!” I yelled to collin, my voice being drowned out by the music. We walked over to the bar and ordered a round of shots. This is the only atmosphere me and collin really got along in. The bar tender brought the shots over along with a piece of paper with numbers on it. I looked at it curiously. Collin laughed

“It’s his number” he yelled

“Ohhhhh, welp” I grabbed the shots, handing one to collin. I rised my tiny glass “tooooo….” I couldn’t think of something

“To the mid looking bar tender who thinks he can pull you!” Yelled collin. We clicked out glasses together and drank the shots. We placed them aggressively back on the table.

“Another round please!” I yelled

After what seemed like only five minutes, me and collin were stumbling over our feet and slurring our words. It was almost 3 am and we still technically had work tomorrow. Right now though, we danced on the crowed floor to songs of all languages.

Another hour went by in less than a second. People started to clear out only the young locals remained. I walked over to the bar and plopped down on one of the stools, almost falling off.

“You know, I think we should head back” said collin sitting next to be. I could barely understand a word he was saying. Not only were his worlds slurred together into one but he was talking way to quietly and I was also DrUnK.

“Mmmmmmmmm yup” I nodded my head “probableee”

We stumbled out of the club giggling. The walk hom seemed to take forever and I’m actually suprised we didn’t get lost.

By the time we were walking up the dock my phone told me it was 4:45am. One fun day it would be tomorrow. The lights were still on.

I tripped as we walked in. Collin caught me and I began to laugh. Then I saw Chris stand up from the couch.

“Oh hello Mr chris!” I said

“Y/N” he walked over to me and collin “I got it from here man” he tried to take me out of collins arms

“No it’s fine I got her” said collin pulling me in tighter

“Here give her to me” Chris said more sternly

“No i said it’s fine” said collin

“Hey! Listen just take your fucking hands off of her” Chris had begun to raise his voice

“Ugh stawp it gooys” I Squirmed, trying to get out of collins arms. Because collin was kinda drunk he dropped me, and I fell to the ground. “Can you guys shush? I’m trying to sleep” I said and layed down on the floor and closed my eyes as if I was going to sleep.

I heard Chris sigh. Then I felt a pair of strong arms around me.

“Fuck you man! Just because your some celebrity dick doesn’t mean you get to play with her fucking feelings! She doesn’t like you, you know?! Don’t even think about doing anything to her!” Yelled collin

“Listen kid, let’s talk about this later, I don't have time for your bullshit.” Said Chris

“Fuck you!” Collin screamed as Chris carried me off

We walked up the stairs. Wait what? Up the stairs? My room was under the deck. I then felt him place me gently on a bed. A bed that was much softer than mine. He pulled the blanket over me. I felt the weight shift. The other side of the bed dipped down. He got under the covers. He rustled under a little and then was still. That’s when I fell asleep.

The next morning I woke up. My head felt as if it would explode any second and the brightness of the sun shining through the window did not help whatsoever. I tried my best to remember what had happened last night. All I knew was that I wasn’t in my bed. Who’s it was? I had no idea.

I groaned and got up. Next to the bed was a tall glass of water with some pills next to it. I quickly gulped them down. I stood up, head rush. I paused and let it pass before walking out and down the stairs into the main living area.

The table was set for one. I saw Chris leaning on the railing and looking out at the harbour. I walked out and stood next to him. He turned to me

“Oh you’re up!” His eyes seemed to light up when he saw me

“Yup” I could barely see a thing “I think I’m going blind”

Chris laughed and pulled off his aviators. He placed them on my face, “better?”

I nodded

“Hey Y/N” it was colin “you’re awake! I made you breakfast” he tilted his head towards the table. A beautiful stack of pancakes sat on the once empty place.

“Oh thank you so much!” I hugged him and I heard Chris scoff

I walked over and sat down. Chris pulled out the chair next to me and sat down. He smiled at me. Man he has a nice smile.

“Can i get a some sunny side up eggs too please” Chris said to collin

“You already had fruit and avocado toast” said collin rolling his eyes

“I need my protein” said Chris. Collin sighed and walked off “thanks bud!” Said Chris

I giggled

“Did you sleep well?” Chris asked leaning onto his elbows

“Uh yeah yeah I did”

“My bed is pretty soft huh?” Fuck “RDJ was saying the sheets are like Egyptian cotton or smth like that” of course it was his fucking bed

“Wait um nothing like…nothing happened right?”

“I don’t think I know what you mean” said Chris, the smirk on his face only grew

“You know?”

“No i don’t I think you are gonna need to be more specific”

Jesus “ok fine, did we have sex?” I asked

“No. No we didn’t, see that wasn’t that hard.” He was smiling. So impressed with himself. A few minutes later collin came in with a plate of scrambled eggs

“I asked for sunny side up”

“You get what you get and you don’t get upset, bud” collin said and walked off.

“Later we should go for a swim, it will help with the hangover” said Chris taking a bike of his eggs

“Sounds good!” I nodded and continued to eat my pancakes. I couldn’t get the idea out of my head now. Having sex with Chris. God, I needed to stop.

Pt. 4

#chris evens #captian america #chris evans series #chris evans x y/n #marvel #the stewardesse #chris evans angst #chris evans x reader #chris evans fluff #chris evans smut #steve rodgers x y/n #steve rogers

[thelittleboyfromloveactually]

a re u continuing ur joel series ?

YES! Once summer starts (June) i will start posting the rest of the parts! I’m so excited and I apologize for it being such a long ass wait.

[thelittleboyfromloveactually]

John bs little sister x jj

The reader being a year younger then John b and the others,unaware of jjs feelings for her he keeps secret because Of John b and the no pogue on pogue,while the reader has feelings for him but puts up a wall on everyone expesially after what happened to there dad afraid everyone will leave,an thinking him and kiara are together.

Lately seeming more sarcastic or quiet.jj overhearing John b and her talking “I already am who I am,there’s nothing to lose so while you and your friends so looking for gold with your little kook princess I’m heading out” without saying anything to any of the others.seeing to have picked up jobs,rarely being home anymore.until when Rafe ends up showing up at the chateu she’s right behind him taking the gun from him before he could shoot up in the tree an taking the clip out of the gun before Rafe starts smirking and putting his hand on her throat “Jesus Christ you think you aren’t able to get hurt always after me trying to take down whatever I am doing now what would you brother think about that” only for the reader to spit in his face “fuck you he hasn’t been my brother in months you think I need anyone I’m fine on my own”

OMG! Is this a request?????? If it is I will gladly do this! I love this idea! (If not 😬) lmao

[thelittleboyfromloveactually]

Broken

jj maybank x reader

prompt: jj is your best friend, but what happens when he founds out that he has something in common with you that he only thought about in his worst nightmare

Word count: 2584

warnings: THIS POST CONTAINS TRIGGERING SUBJECTS!!!!!! abuse, blood, injury, talk of death, cussing, ANGST, self harm!!!

Home. Sometimes it feels like I don’t have one, a physical home. A place to sleep at night. A place where I feel safe. A place to make memories. My house isn’t that place. My house is the place where I get beaten, the place where my father gets drunk everyday. The place where I found out that my mother died. The place that causes me so much pain, that I hardly go there anymore. That’s why my home is with my friends, and my house is the château. John b is one of my best friends and The Château is his house, jjs house, Kie’s house, Sarah’s house and Popes house. It’s the house of the pogues. I stay there almost every night, sometimes I go home just for a night when my dad is passed out at a bar. Sometimes I stay at Kie’s parents house or Sarah’s. JJ, like me, doesn’t consider his house his home. He too gets beaten, the only difference is everyone knows that but no one, no one knows that i also have bruises covering me from head to toe from my own father. It's hard to hide them, but it's important that I do. No one needs another abused pogue. I don’t want their pity or to bother them in any way. Trust me i know that it sounds stupid but it’s worth it, i guess.

It started when my mom died when I was 11, she went out and never came back. Then the next morning the police were knocking at our door. A car accident. My dad lost it after the funeral. It got worse and worse until I was 13. That’s when he hit me the first time. I told myself things would get better, that that was just a one time thing. But it continued, it got so bad that I ended up in the hospital. I told them I fell out of a tree. It’s never gotten better but it’s also never been worse. My dad has been beating me so badly that i black out. He has this idea in his head that i’m sleeping with john b, pope and jj because he doesn’t believe that they actually want to be friends with me. He likes to call me names a lot: slut, whore, brat, bitch. You name it. Another reason why it’s so bad is because he isn’t the only one hurting me. About a month ago i developed a new bad habit, i cut myself. But i’d prefer not to elaborate on that because i’ll just sound even more stupid and helpless.

Last night I went home to take a shower and repack my overnight bag. But of course, when I opened my front door, there sat my father. On our old couch with a bottle of some sort of new liquor in his land. He looked up at me when I opened the door and made a face that scared the hell out of me. I could tell he wasn’t in a good mood. He beat me that night. I woke up hiding in a closet, covered in bruises. It hurt to move, hell it hurt to breath. i tried to stand up just to fall back down. I let out a hiss at the sudden movement. I might have a broken rib. I used the shelves to pull me up and then i quietly opened the door. i tiptoed out into the living room, my dad was passed out on the couch. i sighed. I grabbed my clothes and stuffed them in my bag, not bothering to pick out outfits. I grabbed my phone that lay on the floor. I opened it to see almost one hundred notifications from the pogues group chat. The short summary of those texts is that they were going to the beach to surf. Well great. i slowly crawled back to my room, wincing at every step i took. I grabbed a sweatshirt and sweatpants to cover my body, then my sunglasses and a hat to cover my face. I walked right out the front door, got into my shit car and drove to meet my friends at the beach.

The entire ride i was brainstorming and hat my excuse would be. In the end, feeling sick was the best option, then they might leave me alone and even let me go back to the house. i pulled into an open spot, grabbed my towel and walked down the path to the “secret beach”. John b had discovered it a few years ago and we have been coming here ever sense. They saw me right away. Kie begane running over, shit she was going to hug me.

“Hey girly!!!!” she said as she ran over to me, i put my hand up in front of my body. Showing that i didn’t want to be hugged. “Are you ok? We all assumed you just crashed at your place” she said studying me

“Ya i’m fine, i think i’m a little sick though, i feel awful.” i finished off with an amazing fake cough

“Awe babe, that sucks” she said, behind her jj and the rest of the pogues were running over to see me

“What’s up Y/N?” john b said enthusiastically and loudly

“John b shut up, she isn’t feeling very good” kie said

“Oh shit Y/N i’m so sorry” John b said apologetically

“it’s alright” i smiled

jj came over and studied me “what’s up with your lip?” he asked moving his hand to touch it. I of course smacked it away.

“i am not sure, ya know what, maybe it’s contagious! I should probably go get checked, huh? ya ya i think so, so um i’m gonna go guys!” i started limping away

“hey wait! Y/N!” jj ran up to me “let me drive you” he said sweetly

“no it’s fine, i wouldn’t want to get you sick” i said and began walking away. Jj seemed to have given up because he just stood there in defeat.

I got in my car and drived away.

“Well what are you waiting for? Come in” he said standing up, he wobbled a little before steadying himself out “Where ya been?” he asked, i left the door open on purpose so that maybe he wouldn’t try anything. Not that anyone would care if he did.

“I was just with my friends, dad” i wasn't in the right headspace for this. But then again, no one is in the right headspace to get beat.

“Ohhhhhh i see, you fucking that kid? Oh what was his name? JJ! or was it John b, no no it was definitely Pope” he popped the p in popes name, i flinched and realized how close he was to my face

“Look i just came to get my stuff” i said and tried to move around him

he stood in front of me “Now wait a minute, i thought i told you i didn’t want you hanging with them anymore” he said

“Whatever dad” i tried to move again, again he stopped me

“Pay attention to your father!!!!!!” he yelled. Shit.

“i-i’m sorry ok i just-“ slap. right in the face, i hissed at the pain and tried to slowly back away toward the door. He was fucking grinning. Then he started walking toward me and i broke out into a run. He kicked the back of my knee causing me to fall. Coming down hard on the floor.

“You little slut” he said, his fist rising into the air. Then I felt a searing pain in my left eye, then, black.

I woke up and it was dark outside. I could hear the sound of faint rain on our roof. I winced as I tried to push myself up. I managed though I could barely walk. my dad passed out on the couch, probably drunk. His snores and sudden movement made me jump. I sighed and headed to the bathroom to examine the damage.

Worse. Worse than before, especially because my previous bruises weren’t anywhere near healed. It hurt to breathe, to blink, to move. I jumped again. I could hear the sound of an engine pulling into our driveway. Who the hell is here? Whoever it was they couldn’t be here, not now. I heard the door slam and ran out of the bathroom to look through the window. JJ. Fuck. He was walking up to the house at a fast pace. Looking down and trying to cover himself from the rain. Shit.

I closed the curtain and stayed quiet, he would leave if he didn’t know I was there. A knock on the door.

“Y/N?” He said. Another knock. “Y/N come on I know your here I see your car. I just came to check on you. Make sure you aren’t dying in there” a pause, he waited for a few seconds before knocking again. “Y/N open up, your scaring me” fuck what do i do

The fast decision was made to open the door but only a little. Just enough so he could see I wasn’t dead and leave.

I opened the door and pretended to cough, fuck it hurt “hey jj”

“Oh Y/N! Hey! I-uh-everyone is worried about you, how are you doin? Can I come in?” He asked beginning to step forward towards the door

“NO!” He stopped “no it’s not a good idea” you rambled “I’m really not feeling well I think it could be contagious so you should leave. Like now”

“Well is your dad here? I don’t want to leave you by yourself”

“Uh yes! Yes! My dad is just sleeping on the couch” I opened the door so he could see

“Well he can’t take care of you if he is asleep can he?”

“Oh yeah well he’s just taking a nap”

“Come on let me in I don’t care if I get sick Y/N”

“No really it’s fine”

“No it’s not, you need help if your sick”

I heard the couch creak behind me. Fuck.

“Y/N? What the fuck are you doing? Who is here?!” He walked over and opened the door completely “who the fuck are you?!”

“Oh um um JJ sir, I’m a friend of-“

“Oh so you're her boy toy huh? Are you sleeping with my daughter? You know she’s a slut? Probably cheats on you.”

“What? No sir I just came-“

“GET THE FUCK OFF MY PROPERTY!”

“No dad! STOP!” I yelled as he pushed JJ

“BACK UP YOU BITCH”slap, he slapped me. I fell to the ground whimpering in pain.

“What the hell?! Y/N are you ok? Fuck! You fucking bastard” punch. But not to me. Jj had punched my dad. My dad was so drunk that jj was able to knock him out and he fell to the ground. He ran over to me.

“Y/N! Y/N listen to me! Hey, hey are you alright? Fuck your bleeding. Come on we need to get you out of here” jj picked me up and carried me out to the car. He put me in the back seat laying down. I heard the car start. We began to move. Jj would look back at me every chance he got. He would say things like “we’re almost there” “come on baby stay with me”

Before I knew it the car came to a stop and jj began to yell. He was yelling for John b. and pope.

“HEY GUYS! Come on it’s y/n! I need your help!” He opened the door, revealing my bruised, bloody body. I heard someone gasp. Jj carried me out and into the Château. He put me down on the bed, he, along with everyone else, was frantically talking trying to get supplies to clean me up. Everyone seemed in a panic. I could barely make out each voice. They faded. The voices. Then, yet again, it was black.

I woke to the sound of crying and yelling. It sounded like someone was in an argument. I forced myself out of the bed and took the ibuprofen that lay on the nightstand. I slowly got up and walked quietly into the living room where the sound was coming from. It was jj, John b and kie yelling at each other. Pope stood there trying to calm them down.

“HER DAD FUCKING BEATS HER KIE! HOW TF DID WE MISS THAT!” John b yelled

“STOP YELLING AT ME!” Kie yelled back

“Guys come on” pope

“I should have noticed, fuck I should have been there for her. She doesn’t deserve this. How did we not know?” Jj was sitting with his head in his hands on the couch “this is all my fucking fault”

“No, no jj it’s no one’s fault. If it wasn’t for you she could have gotten hurt even worse.” Kie said calmly

“Fuck though. Did you see her arms? Did she do that to herself?” Jj asked

Kie sighed “I’m so sorry jj we all know how you feel about her. But it’s not your fault”

“Yeah man you saved her” said John b

“Guys,” pope spoke and nodded his head toward me. Suddenly everyone was up and walking toward me. Jj was the first to gently embrace me. He treated me like a china doll. Like I could break at any second. He pulled back and looked at me. His eyes were red. I’ve never seen jj like this. Then it seemed he was struck back to reality

“You shouldn’t be walking around” he guided me to the couch

“We’ll uh, we’ll give you guys a sec” said pope. Everyone left. Leaving only me and JJ in the room.

Jj spoke first “are you alright?” He looked into my eyes

I shrugged, I wasn't but I wasn’t gonna say that.

“Fuck Y/N. I’m so fucking sorry. I’m sorry we didn’t notice. I’m sorry we didn’t help you! W-why didn’t you tell us?”

“I didn’t want to bother you”

“No, no my love you will never bother us” my love? “We all love you so much and we want to take care of you, to help you”

“I-I’m so sorry” I broke out crying

“Hey hey, no it’s ok it’s ok” he hugged me gently again. “Just rest. Don’t worry about this or your father the police will handle him.” He scooped me up again and carried me into the bedroom

He laid me down and began to walk out.

“No! Wait pls! Pls stay with me” I said

He looked as if he had been hoping I would say that “yes of course”

He climbed slowly into bed with me. I cuddled into his arms and began to fall asleep.

After laying there for a few minutes I felt a kiss on my forehead and heard words that I didn’t know I wanted to hear until now.

“I love you so much” said jj, I could feel his gaze

“I love you too,” he jumped. “what? What is it?”

“I um i didn’t know you were awake”

“Oh” I giggled, i wasn’t supposed to hear that “well I do love you jj”

He sighed in relief “god I love you so fucking much” he kissed me. Again gently. As if I could break. I kissed him back.

We broke apart and laid there. We had found love in heartbreak. We have eachother now.

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The stewardess

Pt.2

Chris Evans x reader

Warnings: SMUT (yes yes ik I said I wouldn’t but it’s only a little) cussing, fluff, 18+

Word count: 1963

Prompt: y/n and Evans begin to get along

Authors note: ok so yes this does have slight smut at the very beginning and there will likely be more in later chapters. I am breaking my own rules for this story.

Pt 1

I stood there gazing out onto the sunset. I was leaning into the railing my hands gliding along it. Suddenly there was a body behind me. I could feel breathing on my neck and hands wrapping around my waist. I leaned into him. His hands moved down my thigh and then back up. Pushing up my skirt. His hand moved toward the top of my underwear. He played with the lace on the hem.

“did you miss me?” He whispered into my ear

I hummed in response

“Do you want me?” He asked

I hummed again

“Use your words”

“Yes yes please”

He flipped me around. My back to the railing now. He pulled down my underwear and bent down. He placed my legs on his shoulders and buried his face between my thighs. His young brushed against my clit. I moaned in response. Then again. I felt a finger slip inside me. I gasped.

“Oh god” I moaned

I woke up suddenly. Gasping for air. Fuck. I did not just have a wet dream about Chris Evans. Shit. I groaned and grabbed my phone.

“Fuck!” It was late. It was 8:00 I am and I had 30 mins to get everything ready for breakfast. “Shit!” I crawled out of bed and quickly put my clothes on. I ran into the kitchen where I found collin prepping breakfast.

“Well good morning” he said sarcastically

“Shut up!” I grabbed the plates and utensils and began to set the table .

I was almost done when I heard a noise behind me. I whipped around quickly. It was Chris.

“Oh I’m sorry haha I didn’t mean to scare you” he said putting his hands up in defence.

“Oh no your fine” i smiled slightly and went back to work

“Do you need any help?” He asked

“What? No I’m fine” I said shaking my head

“Ok then” he sat down on the table

“Do you mind?” I asked he was in my way

“Oh sorry” he stood up

“Thanks”I continued

“Look, Y/N right?” I nodded “I’m sorry about yesterday, I was in a bad mood I got a call before getting on the plane and I just was having a bad day”

“Oh it’s alright you aren’t obligated to be nice to me”

“Well there is no reason for me to be a dick” he laughed

“Alright i except your apology and I’m glad you are feeling better but I really do have to hurry”

“Alright I’ll get out of your way” he nodded and went to sit on the deck

I finished setting the table and Anthony and RDJ came out and joined Chris. Once collin brought out the fruit and waffles I walked outside to tell everyone breakfast was ready.

“Gentlemen, breakfast is served” I said standing in the doorway

“Ah fantastic!” Said RDJ

They got up and I stepped aside. Chris grinned at me as he walked by. He made eye contact with me and held it till he couldn’t anymore. Fuck hes hot.

“This looks amazing thank you Y/N” said Anthony

“Thank you but it was actually our chef Collin” I said politely

“Yes collin may be young but he is definitely an amazing cook, and the boy is not bad looking” said RDJ

Chris’ head whipped up and I looked at him. He grabbed his coffee and chugged it down like he was an alcoholic who hadn’t tasted vodka in a year.

I laughed a little. They finished breakfast rather quickly and we set a course for Monte Carlo.

They had been on the deck all day. Drinking and snacking. It was nice to see how much fun they seemed to be having. Chris couldn’t stop laughing and I couldn’t help but smile at his jokes.

“Hey Y/N! Could we stop here? The water looks amazing for a swim” RDJ said and stuck out his toung and raised his eyebrows playfully

I laughed “sounds good I’ll notify the captian” I said

We stopped closer to shore so that they could swim. Anthony was the first down, then RDJ then finally Chris. Damn he was so fucking hot. He was wearing nothing but swim shorts. Shit. He greeted me with a smile as he came down stairs.

“Y/N” he nodded his head

“Sir” I nodded back

“Call me chris” he said

“Ok, chris”

“See, much better” he began to walk away but stopped in his tracks. He turned around “you know, you should join us” he said hands on his hips

“Oh I’m alright I shouldn’t” I said

“No, come on! Just for a little. You deserve to enjoy this vacation.”

“I’m working”

He sighed “fine suit yourself” he shrugged and turned back around and headed toward the deck were Anthony and RDJ were getting ready to get in

Chris began to run. He was headed straight for the edge. He jumped off. Doing a flip into the water. He came up and u heard he holler

“WOOOHOOO! Hey grandpa! Get in!” He yelled

“W-who you callin grandpa?” Said Anthony “you better move Evans I’m gonna jump right on top of you”

“Oh rly?

“Yeah move”

“Y-you’re gonna jump this far out”

“Move your ass Evans!”

They laughed and I heard another splash. Then another. I laughed. They really were quite the pair.

After a few minutes I heard my name being called.

“Hey Y/N! Get in here!” It was RDJ

I walked over to the railing “I’m gonna make you all feel like grandpas!”

“Well then, get your ass in here!” Said Anthony

I looked at Chris and he was smiling at me. He raised his eyebrows as if to say “go right ahead”

I ran inside and put on a bikini. I picked out my blue triangle bikini. I had always been told I had a model-like body. Now was the time to show it off.

I ran back outside and did a flip into the water. I landed it perfectly diving into the water.

I came up and I heard Anthony say damn. RDJ screamed yes! Excitedly, Chris was laughing and smiling at me. I swam over to him.

“You couldn’t resist could you? You just had to show me up” he said shaking his head

“I mean someone had to put captain america in his place.”

“Oh so you're a fan? Well if you wanted and autograph you could have just asked”

“No, I think I’ll pass. I like iron man better anyway”

“OH DAMN EVANS SHE JUST PUT YOU IN YO PLACE!” Said Anthony

“Yeah yeah” he said shaking his head

“Ha ha! Suck my fat one!” Said RDJ

“Who-who ever told you had a fat one?” Said Anthony, chris laughed

“I’m pretty sure your girlfriend did” He responded

“Oh my god” said Anthony shaking his head

“Yeah it was definitely your girlfriend” he said again

“Real mature Jr. real mature! At least i get my own name! You're a junior!” Said Anthony

“Oh that’s it.” RDJ swam over and began to attack Anthony playfully

I couldn’t stop laughing. We stayed in the water a little longer before climbing back up to jump in again.

We got back to the top of the deck.

“Ladies first Y/N” RDJ said

“Oh no i need to get back to work, you have lunch in an hour” i said grabbing a towel

“I insist Y/N” said RDJ

“No rly i need to- uh what are you doing?” Chris began walking toward me “chris! Woah wait!” He picked me up and threw me over his shoulder. “Hey! Put me down! Chris i swear to god you are gonna regre-“ he threw me into the water. They all jumped in after me. When i came up everyone was laughing.

“I was gonna say: you’re going to regret this” I said

“Oh what are you gonna do about it sweetheart?” He teased

I swam over to Chris and began to splash him but it didn’t last for long because soon my wrists were in his hands. He held them above my head so I couldn’t splash him. He looked at me. I looked at him. His eyes were beautiful. My eyes flickered down toward his lips. It seemed like we were going to kiss until

“Woah there Evans!” Said RDJ

He let go and swam over to Anthony and RDJ leaving me. I swam over to them as well and we played around until Collin came out and told us that lunch was ready. We climbed out and Chris couldn’t seem to stop looking at me. His eyes trailed down my body.

“Ok ok that’s enough” said RDJ “stop eye fucking my stewardess”

That’s right. I was just a stewardess, what was I thinking? Chris looked away and I grabbed a towel. I ran off to go change so I could help collin serve lunch.

I stood in the kitchen helping Collin finish cleaning up. It was almost 12. The boys had just gone to bed.

“I’ll be right back” said collin, i heard the door close. Then I heard it close again.

“Back so soon? I didn’t get any time to enjoy your absence ``I turned around grinning. But Collin wasn’t there. It was Chris. “Oh my god!” I jumped “Jesus”

He laughed “sorry I didn’t mean to scare you”

“Twice in one day” I said “do you need anything?”

“Just company” he smiled

I smiled too “would you like some tea?”

“Yeah sure”

“I didn’t know you were still up”

“I couldn’t really sleep, today was fun though”

“Yeah” I smiled and handed him his tea

“So when did you start working for RDJ?” He asked

“Uh well I was a waiter a a restaurant and he was a frequent customer. Over time we became friends and he asked me to work for him”

“You were a waiter?”

“Uh yeah, I got out of culinary school and needed money so working at a fancy restaurant seemed like a good way to earn it and learn some stuff while I was there”

“You went to culinary school?”

“Yup! I wanted to open a cafe”

“That’s really cool”

“Thanks”

It was silent, but it wasn’t awkward. Ok sure it was a little weird at least for me. Standing in a room with the hottest celebrity ever.

“I really enjoyed hanging out with you today” he said

“I enjoyed it too, especially because I totally put you in your place” I raised my eyebrows, I pushed myself onto the counter and sat drinking my tea

“Hey hey I got my revenge”

“That you did”

He looked at me and moved closer. He kept moving closer and closer until our lips were almost touching. All I wanted to say was “kiss me”. I stared at his lips. I could feel his breathing. Then we were interrupted by a much unwanted guest

“Uhhhhhhh” it was collin

We broke apart quickly before we could even kiss. I plopped down from the counter

“Uh i should go to bed” Chris looked at me then at collin then back at me again and left.

“Where you guys making out in my fucking kitchen?” Asked collin

“What? No no he just came to get some tea” I said trying to recompose myself

“Um that’s not what it looked like”

“Forget it collin, nothing happened”

It was quite for a sec and I went back to washing dishes

“He’s not good for you, you know? He’ok break your heart. He’s player”

I sighed “I don’t care, anyways, nothing happened”

He opened his mouth to say something else but then closed it. He nodded as if he was giving up.

I couldn’t sleep that night. What would have happened if Collin hadn’t interrupted?

Pt. 3

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Does anyone know of a ari levinson fic where the reader is like on the Red Sea diving resort mission with him? Please let me know if you do!!! (Also if not I’m writing one :))

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Alright ladies and gentlemen, i am back! It’s been a almost a year Damn. Two shorten the road will be continued once summer begins! I am so sorry for my absence but I’m glad to be back. I started a new Chris Evans series and will be trying to release a new part every week. (No guarantee) I missed you guys! Requests are wideeee open so pls don’t be shy!

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The stewardess

Pt.1

Chris Evans x reader

Warnings: cussing? Idk horrible, awful, disgusting writing because I haven’t done this in a while

Prompt: Y/N is a stewardess on RDJs yacht. This years guest: Chris Evans.

Word count: 835

Authors note: oh my god. Damn. Yeah. Yeah I’m back! So this is the start of a new series bc I have recently become obsessed with Chris Evans. For those of you wondering, I will be continuing two shorten the road once summer starts. It’s more difficult to write because I am following the plot of the movie so it takes longer. This is just the start of more fics. Also the writing is awful bc I haven’t been doing it!

Not mine!

You would think living on a yacht owned by one of the worlds most famous actors would be amazing. And you would be right. Hi, I’m Y/N and I am the stewardess on Robert Downey Jr's yacht.

When I first got this job, I needed money. I knew how to cook and I had worked as a bartender my last 2 years of college. After I graduated, I got a job at a restaurant in NYC. This restaurant however, wasn’t just any restaurant: it was a 2 Michelins star restaurant at the top of the Empire State Building. My plan was to work there for a few years a learn some skills from the chef so I could eventually open my own cafe. This plan though, didn’t really hold up. On the 2nd year of working there I was hired by my current employer RDJ. He saw me and tipped a fuck load. He came back a few times and specifically requested me as his waiter. After the 5th time, I was to be the new stewardess on his new yacht.

That was 2 years ago now and RDJ is practically my father now. He let me stay and manage his yacht even when he wasn’t on it. I went everywhere the yacht went. South of Frace, Monaco, Costa brava, you name it. RDJ was also a fantastic host, he always was inviting his friends with him on these month long trips along to gorgeous European coastlines. I had met Gwenyth Paltrow, Mark Ruffalo, Tom holland and a lot more. This summer he invited Chris Evans and Anthony Mackie to join him on his trip to Monte Carlo.

Now I must admit, when I got the call that CHRIS EVANS was going to be on the same boat as me I got a little too excited. I had been waiting for RDJ to invite him because I may or may not have a small crush on him. But I mean who doesn’t? He’s charming, funny, hot and he knows it. They were supposed to be arriving tomorrow and I needed to prepare. That meant making sure the maid had changed and made the beds, going and buying food from markets and stores to stalk up for the meals me are Collin would be making. Collin is the head chef on the boat and is from london. Collin is definitely an interesting person. He is 3 years older than me and thinks he knows everything, but we get along well enough. I packed up my bag and grabbed my keys to go shopping for everything single food item you could think of.

The next day RDJ, Chris and Anthony arrived at around 1. I watched carefully as Chris got out of the car. Damn he was fucking hot. Once the car drove away I headed down to greet them.

“Hi!” I said cheerfully to the three men

“Ugh Y/N!” Said RDJ as he embraced me. “It’s so good to see you! Let me tell you, that flight was a rough one I could really use some….refreshments” he said raising his eyebrows

I giggled “yes ofc they are right inside waiting for you”

He gasped and clapped his hands together cheerfully “perfect! Gentlemen! This is Y/N my stewardess!” He introduced me to the two men.

Anthony walked over and greeted me but Evans just stood there. Sunglasses on, suitcase in one hand. After a moment he walked up to me and shook my hand sternly. Not saying a word, he followed the other two inside. I must admit that I was quite disappointed. I had heard such good things about him I was really looking forward to getting to be around him. He definitely wasn’t as pleasurable as I thought it would be. I shook it off and signalled the two bus boys to grab the rest of the bags.

We brought them in and placed them in their rooms. Once we finished I headed out to check on the boys. They sat on the couch that overlooked the harbor, drinking and laughing.

“Ah! Y/N! Another drink please!” Said RDJ

“Hoohoohoo yes please! I’ll take another one too!”said Anthony

“Alright” I laughed “and for you Mr. Evans?”

“Another beer please” his voice was low and sounded almost angry. I wondered if something had happened to put him in this mood. Nevertheless I walked over to the bar and prepared all of their drinks. Much to my surprise Evans came over to get them.

“Oh don’t worry about it! I can bring them to you!” I said as he began to walk over

He continued walking over to me, sunglasses and hat still on. “That’s alright” he grabbed all the drinks and brought them over to Anthony and RDJ. I sighed, that was nice but the manner was not. Hopefully after a few drinks he would be in a better mood, after all, tomorrow morning we would be leaving for Monte carlo.

Pt. 2

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