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theapotelesma · 1 year

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the traumatised urge to hide myself from the world and protect all that I am vs the healing urge to put myself out there and get hurt and love and grow and connect and share and feel embarrassed and do it all again and again and again

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theapotelesma · 1 year

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I hope they’re happy :-( from this blog post

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theapotelesma · 1 year

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Hong Kong nights on 35mm film | by fishmonkeycow

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theapotelesma · 1 year

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– to you.

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theapotelesma · 2 years

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i've been lost, but i'm here now

in my dreams, i am kissing your mouth, and you're whispering, "where have you been?" i say, "i've been lost, but i'm here now. you're the only person who has ever been able to find me." — Sue Zhao

a playlist for the lost souls who are waiting to be found by love. [playlist here] other playlists. i. dayglow - can i call you tonight // i hear your voice on the phone. now i'm no longer alone. ii. eyedress ft. dent may - something about you // let's start the day with breakfast in bed. think i'm gonna love you 'til i'm dead. iii. hozier - like real people do // i will not ask you where you came from. i will not ask you, neither should you. iv. vancouver sleep clinic - someone to stay // can you keep me close? can you love me most? v. harry styles - daydreaming // give me all of your love, give me something to dream about. vi. luz corrigan - counting houses // you know, we could frame it and hang it up on the wall. vii. lizzy mcalpine - where do i go? // i wanna tell you i love you. but do i really know how i feel anymore? viii. bleachers - like a river runs // i get the feeling that you're somewhere close and i wanna get up. ix. walker burroughs - the moon song // it probably would kill me to look at the stars with you. x. lorde - big star // i've got so much to tell you and not enough time to do it in. xi. matilda mann - god only knows // i may not always love you. but long as there are stars above you, you'll never need to doubt it.

xii. the japanese house - saw you in a dream // you were the sweetest apparition, such a pretty vision. xiii. lany - let me know // i can't promise you that i'll be waiting. but for you i'll leave anything behind. xiv. joji - gimme love // when i'm far too gone, can you show me love? xv. lizzy mcalpine - ceilings // you kiss me in your car and it feels like the start of a movie i've seen before. xvi. finneas - angel // after you fall asleep, i'll kiss both your eyes and cheeks. and more.

#playlist #spotify playlist #concept playlist #music recs #love playlist #dayglow #hozier #lorde #bleachers #lizzy mcalpine #lany #the japanese house #joji #finneas #harry styles #my playlist

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theapotelesma · 2 years

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please make sure that wherever you’re at in life, you don’t treat it like a transitory period. don’t waste your college years wishing to already be graduated & have a job. don’t waste your single years wishing for someone to be in love with. if/when those things come, they will come in due time and they will be good. but there is nothing like looking back and feeling empty because you wasted literal years ignoring what you had because you were hoping for something better. while it’s important to better yourself and reach for your goals, don’t neglect the present because that’s where you are now and it’s your now that determines your future.

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theapotelesma · 2 years

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