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I DIDNT WANNA LEAVE 😭😭😭

It’s missing my wife hours 😔 @tearsofgrace whyd you have to leaveeee

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My piece for the  Destiel 2014 Calendar.  Go check it out! Everyone did such beautiful work!  *breathes heavy* the NSFW Calendar is so bleeping sexy.

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looking through the cracks

so @fandomstuff67 and i wrote a thing IN PERSON which is v exciting wc: 1.4k tags: angst, hurt/comfort, sammy is a concerned lil bro, dean praying to cas tw: using alcohol to cope

Dean flinched at the sound of the bunker door slamming shut. The words, I think it’s time for me to move on , echoed through his mind. He might have gone too far. Cas left and he didn’t say a word. Maybe he’d lost Cas for good, maybe there was no fixing it this time, maybe he’d fractured his world too far beyond repair. He needed a drink.

The whiskey burned as it made its way down his throat; it was a welcome pain. The heat curled in his stomach and he left the map room, headed to his room for a long night of drowning his pain in alcohol.

He didn’t make it to his room, though. Jack’s door was ajar, the way he’d left it before… well, before. It looked so small, so empty, so untouched, almost as if nobody had ever lived there. He pulled the door shut, his heart aching, as he moved on down the hall towards his room.

Cas had been right. He did still blame him for Mary. He blamed all of them. But mostly he blamed himself. He’d failed her after being the only reason she’d been dragged back in the first place. So he lashed out, got violent, and it didn’t fucking matter anyway. Jack, Cas, Mom, hell, even Rowena, they were all equally gone . He had nothing left. Except Sam. He’d always have Sam, but he’d hoped that he’d always have Cas, too. He thought no matter what they went through that it wouldn’t be enough to break whatever bond it was they had.

He pulled out his phone, instinctively opening his contacts and hovering over Cas’ name. That’s what he did when shit went wrong. He called Cas. He could always call Cas.

keep reading on ao3

#spn fanfic #supernatural fanfic #spn fan fiction #destiel fanfic #deancas fic #destiel fic #destiel ficlet #my writing

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i'm literally so upset i got pegged immediately

So apparently I’m the top in the relationship because I’ve been handed the check at TWO restaurants and at one @tearsofgrace clearly had the check in front of her and the waitress CONSCIOUSLY handed the card back TO ME

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he alwasy call cas

#credit: fandomstuff67 #destiel

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Happy 3 years of Destiel becoming canon

#:(

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SCREAMIKNG i'm more in love with you than ever

I am officially met my wife!!! @tearsofgrace ahhhhHHHHh

#return of #drunk #sophie talks

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GUYS IT EXISTS PLS IM BEGGING SOMEONE DROP THE LINK

I am so fucking serious right now I need to find that video of Jensen saying dean turned tricks. I NEED IT. I'm not crazy. Everyone I have talked to has said they remember a VIDEO not that damn article about how Dean is promiscuous and who knows how he got money. NO. There is a VIDEO. There is. I SWEAR. It has to be somewhere. Someone on this hellsite has to have receipts. I'm begging. I need peace of mind.

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shhhh i'm still in the public denial part of our fake dating au

@fandomstuff67

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@fandomstuff67

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hey google is it possible to die of excitement

IM MEETING MY WIFE IN A MONTH OMFG @tearsofgrace

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Guess what… I love my wife (you’re my wife) 😘

hm but guess what. i love you more

#ask box

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so dean-coded of you *blows kiss*

Guys plot twist but I think I’m in love with my wife?? @tearsofgrace

#sophie talks #i'm in love with you #like #you're amazing #why don't you move here #so i can make you believe how fucking beautiful you are #<3

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Random ask hour…

WHERE’S THE ANGEL??? 🔪

wifey i- 

DONT DO THIS TO ME RIGHT NOW

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i'm just simply gonna sob now love you so much wifey

Gonna legally marry my wife @tearsofgrace someday y’all can bet on it

#we're in love #no big deal

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ten years gone, cas coded dean girl

okay you don't know me

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Random ask hour…

Why is six afraid of seven?

i assume it's because seven is a prime number and prime numbers can be intimidating