song of my life
I miss you when you're not here
you're so long gone
you're so far away now
wish I could go back in time
just to make sure you were ok
so you won't had to worry about
how many time we'd have together
I don't even know if you still think of me
but I do think of you
sometimes you just cross my mind
and I can't help but smile
so many things unsaid
now I'm paying the price
it's like I'm losing you, can't stop it
but I wish you knew
I wish I were brave enough to tell you
that even when I hate you
even when you're not here
even when I haven't seen your face in so long
I'm still in love with you
the memories of us together
your arms holding me in my breakdown
over the missing pieces of my heart
but now that I'm missing you
who's gonna hold me tonight?
my friends told me you loved me
but you don't act like you did
and I'm sorry being so insecure
so stupid for not seeing the good on me
maybe your love wasn't enough
when I don’t loved myself first
I've held you in my when you were missing her
couldn't have imagined how things would go
who could say I was going to fall for you
if you were all the time by my side
and I didn't saw the especial on us
we had this thing that was magic
maybe I shouldn't have touched
cause now it's falling apart from the top
what should I do with those memories
that keep on repeat in my mind
I want to let go of you
but I can't let go of the best part of me too
so those moments I'll save for later
so when I'm older and clever
I won't regret letting us go by
cause we were just friends after all
you never said you loved me the way I wanted you to
then I wonder if I've ever really loved you
how can you tell me you love me
how do you dare to break me like that
I was doing just fine until I meet you
I don't know if I'll ever regret of meeting you
but I'm sure I'll be hurt for a while
if I'm still thinking of you
sure, I do
but I don't feel that way anymore
I've been hurt for a while but now
looking through the rearview
I can't even feel you anymore
all the scars I have
all the pain I've. been through
just now I see that I was blind
but now I'm seeing again
and it's all beautiful that we were like that
but we're just no longer living there
sometimes i wish I could feel something
but if I could, I'd feel nothing at all
the pain comes and goes from
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Oooh! Tell me about Bakery. Need me some baked goods. ^_^
Ooh, thank you! Will wedding cakes do you?
It's a 1D alternate universe fic where (I don't know if you know who they all are, so just substitute characters a, b, c, d, if needed🤣) Zayn and Harry run a bakery and Liam is getting married, and Louis is his best man who finds the bakery to do the cake. It's eventual Ziam with side Larry and I've been writing it for over a year and a half and it's still only three quarters done. Every few months I add another fifty words. At this rate I'll finish it in about 2033.
A quick snippet from the first scene...
He gulps more coffee before looking up at Harry, his blessed caffeine provider. He’s been here since before dawn, starting on the bread dough and churning out the stack of sugar cookies Zayn’s working through.
“Oh sick, Beauty and the Beast!”
Zayn blinks. “What?”
“The rose with the falling petal. It’s cool, man. People love Disney.”
“It’s not Beauty and the Beast.”
It’s just a dying rose. It fits their aesthetic. Harry doesn’t care about their aesthetic, but Zayn does, and they agreed early on to leave design concerns firmly at his feet, while Harry got the casting vote on taste. It means the only thing they butt heads on are business decisions. Zayn carefully outlines the rose’s thorns in a dark green icing and then stretches out his fingers. They’re known for Zayn’s graffiti-inspired designs and Harry’s off the wall flavours, but he likes to mix it up too. Flowers are popular, but dead flowers are edgier.
“Ha!” Harry barks. “Is it meant to be some existential comment on the fleeting nature of love, then?” Harry steals one of the undecorated cookies, and dunks it in Zayn’s coffee before biting into it. “Ever since you broke up with Mark you’ve been mopey. Hey, do Lumiere! And Chip!”
“It’s just a flower,” he grumbles. “It is not a Disney reference.”
“So it is the existential comment?”
He pipes a candlestick. It’s not worth the argument.
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what u'll find on my acc
fandoms: one direction, stranger things, it
otps: larry, steddie, reddie
fav ships: my otps, ziam, ronance, jargyle, stenbrough, beneverly, drarry + more
QAs
am i on ao3?: yes! i plan on posting shortly, ill pin my works on here when they're up
am i on pinterest?: yes! i have 2 accs one for my fandoms and the other for like aesthetic shit
do i write smut?: i do, i will probably save it for ao3, but if i do post it one here ill put a warning at the top
will i write others hc?: 100% my inbox is always open and im always searching for feedback or just nice messages :)
About me
gender: she/her
sexuality: bisexual :)
i can't really think of anything else but i hope u enjoy my content lovelies :)
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