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#zeth- Thats a good thing.
dog-girl-zezora · 3 years
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mathes0n · 7 years
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also heres firi and narns whole deal in the modern thrilling intent au i have because honestly theyre one of my favorite parts of the entire au
So Firi was a human baby who was abandoned by her family. She was left in an area where Zeth are known to linger; ‘a place of monsters’, some call it. Firi could’ve been left as a sacrifice, or an offering to these ‘monsters’, no one knows for sure. Regardless, a group of Zeth find her, and basically take her back to the Zeth World and adopt her as one of their own
All and all, Firi lived a pretty ok childhood. The Zeth never acted as true parental figures, mostly as mentors and teachers, teaching Firi how to fight. Firi grew up alongside Narn, and the two are incredibly inseparable
Despite being a human in a Zeth world, Firi was pretty competent next to her Zeth brethren. However, due to the Zeth’s incredible strength, Firi could never quite catch up (though she’s a goddamn powerhouse compared to most humans, due to her training with the Zeth all her life). Because of this, the Zeth taught her magic that is INCREDIBLY illegal by spirit folk standards; these are essentially her powers in canon. This magic also caused her to lose a leg when she was rather young, but the Zeth made her a prosthetic and all was well
After their training was deemed ‘complete’, Firi and Narn were sent on a mission; go to the Human World, scout out as much as they could, and look for any entrance to the Spirit World
(The Zeth’s relationship with humans is.... strange. In this AU, Zeth can easily disguise themselves as human, but only human/spirit eyes can see an entrance to the Spirit World. Also, while Zeth are much more powerful than humans, with enough support and firepower, the humans can easily take one down. The Zeth find the humans a nuisance, and avoid them at all costs. They’ve attempted similar scouting plans before, but the Zeth always ended up missing or taken out by humans. They’re hoping that with Firi, a human, things may go differently)
So Firi and Narn (equipped with a human disguise) stay in an apartment together, learning about the human world. They’re equally THRILLED and CONFUSED by the human world, and yearn to learn more. Most people just assume that they’re a pair of mcfreaking weirdos. In reality, they’re just so enchanted by the human world around them (and are also really. really fuckign bad at their jobs)
(Another note: Firi is agender in this au I mean i see her as agender regardless but still. The Zeth don’t have gender, and Firi never saw herself as having one either. She’s ok with she/her pronouns, as well as he/him and they/them, and is eager to learn about genders, though they confuse her. Narn, meanwhile, is strictly they/them and will not budge on that)
When they meet the main characters in this au, Firi and Narn are just assumed to be a pair of weird ass but ‘normal’ humans. By the time their true intentions are figured out, Firi and Narn are already good friends of theirs. Friendship isn’t particularly a thing for Zeth, Firi and Narn being odd exceptions, so when Gregor and friends ask them NOT to hunt down spirit folk and join them instead, Firi and Narn don’t hesitate in agreeing. And that’s pretty much how they join the team (sometimes they need Narn to eat a particularly evil spirit folk and. no one feels good about it. except narn)
ANYWAYS yea thats their deal. Just a couple of goofy nb pals. Narn is constantly playing match maker for their friends. Especially Gregor. Mostly Gregor. Gregor hates it a lot
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dog-girl-zezora · 3 years
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i got big boy issues man and everytime i come face to face with them i am the same
everything in my silly little brain gets messy suuuper super fast
things that worked before dont work now and its like relearning how to live eveeryyyy singgleee tiiiime I get fucked up... small things bother you, the future bothers you, youre trying to do moves that you arent thinking about fully and are hazardous at best and you 100% want to run away, where? who cares anywhere!
until one day you wake up and go, nothing bothers me, everything is just fine and im feeling good
with the occasional fuckery and the occasional unavoidable mental breakdowns but those are expected
till the next big thing happens that totttaaally throws you back to the beginning and you gotta relearn, recope, relive how to exist with the same pain the same traumas the same old daily life, with the same tricks the same patterns and its Alllways takes its time... for that spicy extra elongated suffering
My alts are aaalways saying hey dying is easier than this, hey you dont have to do this, hey you could die it would be fine and THEN you have a protector who is stabbing the negativity out of us like you have no choice you have no fucking choice you will live AND you will like it and thats where the suppression of emotions come in, the uncaring attitude towards time and EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING GETS BURIED
and then one day you feel better! and i have PASSED THAT POINT so in a way im gettttinngg better rn, but its alsooo like... okay whens the next break down! zeth please protect me! please stab me till i feel better! please force me to see what you do because i DONT all the time and in my eyes dying will be easier until you cover my pretty little brain with lies and numbness~
then you realize your manic episodes are shortening and suddenly your mood swings are easier to handle again
its such a fucking pain! and everytime i want to kill myself!
but it always always always passes and its like damn living rlly is so hard, i gotta do this for the rest of my life!
fucking woof! what the fuck did i do to deserve this! suicide would be a MERCY!!!
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