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zadralien · 3 months
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He wanted Dib to beg for his life.
Dib has become his life.
Ficlet under the cut.
“Fuck, Zim!” Dib reaches up to gingerly press his fingers to his nose and feels the thick blood pooling down past his mouth. “I swear to god, you fucking bug, if you’ve gone and broken my nose again I’ll-“
“-Shut up!” Zim shrieks, pak legs unfurling and clanking onto the concrete. He rises above Dib and encroaches slowly, legs clacking with each step. “You.. you worm! Do you have any idea what you could have done?”
“Dude, it was just some papers. I didn’t even read them for christ’s sake. They’re in Irken, you of all people should know I’m slow at translating that chicken scratch of yours.” Dib looks forlornly at the stack of crumpled papers a few feet away, scattered and likely marked with a spray of Dib’s blood. He turns back to look up at Zim when he snarls, reaching out a gloved claw to shove Dib back hard.
“They’re not for you, they’re Zim’s private papers!” Zim leans further over Dib, tongue curling and spitting flecks of saliva onto Dib’s face. Dib scrubs at his face, remembering how disrespectful spitting is considered in Irken culture. It burns a little.
“I don’t give a shit what they are. I didn’t even mean to touch them! I just wanted to put my crap down.” He meets Zim’s eyes. They’re a deep red and set in a foul expression. “I’m not interested in your secrets. You can keep those. It’s not like I don’t know everything anyway.”
Zim stiffens and Dib’s expression softens despite himself. He runs a tired hand through his hair and steels his gaze.
“You don’t really think I’m that big of an idiot, do you? You’ve just been quietly shoving your fat green head into my life over the last year and suddenly you save my life. I don’t know man, a guy spends his entire life trying to kill you and then just stops you from bleeding out some random Tuesday? That was weird.“ Dib shrugs, looking away briefly.
“That does not mean anything, Dib-worm. You were bleeding all over my base, it was disgusting. Zim had to stop it somehow.”
Dib shakes his head.
“It’s okay, Zim. I know we’re friends. I don’t know why, and I don’t care to know - but I know you’re lost and don’t know where to go. I know, and it’s okay. I’m lost too. We can be lost together. Your leaders, the Tallest -“.
“Don’t.” Zim grits out, quiet in a way Dib has never heard, didn’t know was possible. Physically, he begins trying to reach one hand out to soothe, to touch, to reassure. Mentally, he begs his sister to come collect his corpse once she realises what most likely happened to him. Damn it, he hopes she realises.
He isn’t that surprised when Zim lunges at him, but he wishes he’d had more time to brace before an Irken claw punches into his chest to grab at the material of his shirt. He wheezes a little.
“You do not know what you speak of, you pathetic slime! Do not mistake your loneliness for Zim’s. Zim doesn’t need you, Zim doesn’t need this dust bowl of a planet. One more fucking word and I’ll finish what that disgusting cryptid creature started last year.”
The human swear word sounds weird coming out of the alien’s mouth, but it’s not the first time. He’d only ever heard Zim swear once before - specifically when he got shredded by a cryptid in the woods and, in a blood-loss haze, made his way to Zim’s base to start bleeding out on his frenemies floor. He knows how hard it is to admit how miserable you are on the inside, especially to the people that matter most.
Well, he had made it this far.
“I know you Zim, and it’s okay.”
Zim’s quiet for a moment before he speaks, clenching his jaw.
“Beg.”
“What?”
“Zim told you, one more word. Now you beg for your pathetic life, you insolent worm.”
“I’m not going to - Zim, stop it. You know I’m right. I care about you too! It’s fine!”
Zim snarls, fist clenched, pak legs raising him to his full height. Dib’s heart drops when he sees one leg glint as it lifts itself behind Zim, preparing to strike.
Fuck, fuck, fuck. He might actually die today. Shit.
“Beg!”
“No!”
“Beg!”
Shit. The leg is calibrating.
“I’m all you have! Kill me and you’ll have nothing. You know it too!”
Zim stops. The leg pauses. His eyes are wide, frightened, conflicted. He chokes out a pained sound, continuing to clench and unclench his fist. He yanks Dib closer by the shirt still tangled in his fist. Dib breathes heavily.
“Beg Zim not to kill you.” His voice is raw, tired. His eyes roam over Dib’s face, carefully categorising and assessing. The stilted pak leg drops back to the ground.
Dib’s whole body un-tenses despite the proximity. The alien’s face turns slowly into a somewhat unreadable resignation.
Dib swallows the lump.
“Please.” He whispers quietly. Swaying, pressing forward.
“You fool.”
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chubbysluggie · 2 years
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Dib gives Zim a truth serum and we speed-run his emotional breakdown. Or: What the lads in my computer all refer to as "noncon therapy"
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/its rated explicit in preparation for a chapter 2 but this first one is totally sfw I promise! I will delete this post later on once there is smut oiwjf;owf;o;jn/
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treel · 1 year
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Saw someone else shared a song that reminded them of Nullified so I thought I'd share my Nullified Zadr Playlist:
Dib POV before he knew the truth:
"All for you" - Sister Hazel Dela - Johnny Clegg
I'm Gonna Be (500 Miles) - The Proclaimers
Shut up and Dance - WALK THE MOON
Accidently in Love - Counting crows
Love at First sight - Brobecks
Dib POV after he learned the truth
Mamma Mia - ABBA
Dela - Johnny Clegg
Don't sit down 'Cause i've moved your chair - Arctic monkeys
Crying Lightning - Arctic Monkeys
Just Give me a reason - P!nk
Zim POV
If you like it or not - Brobecks
Please don't leave me - P!nk
Pompeii - Bastille (Idk, this song just feels like Zim to me with the whole "How am I gonna be an optimist about this?" thing so it's on all my Zim playlists)
Thank you for reading my ramblings
YES these are all so good!! I added my favorites to my playlist! 😭
Pompeii is such a good song, it's funny because it was actually on my OC playlist for Selpa (listen...don't judge me, okay) because like, two alternating "voices", talking about a disaster + English accent = Selpa?
Anyway, it blows my mind that anyone besides me is associating certain songs with the fic, I am so very grateful to everyone who is reading and enjoying it!! @invadcrs made a playlist a while back that I still listen to in addition to my own, they help me get in the right headspace before I write! (ADHD demands the headspace be correct before any writing can be done)
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nichiperi · 7 months
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i am so tired rn but looooook (⁠✷⁠‿⁠✷⁠)
Chapter two will be out tomorrow morning!
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vortdogz · 5 months
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i am, once again, drawing zadr scenes from fics i read bc i have issues (+ a random miyuki and doodles)
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(go read,, its rlly cute :’) )
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suprrstaar · 6 months
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opa outro br que gosta de zadr :D
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(eu fico entediado cara 😭😭) li um one shot hj simplesmente lindo contem um zadr simplesmente belo de aquecer o coração se liga: https://archiveofourown.org/works/28229505/chapters/69176064?show_comments=true&view_full_work=false#main
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izspacetrash · 1 year
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🗑️ SPACE TRASH 🗑️ 🧠AN EXCHANGE OF MEAT: HEAD CHEESE 🧠 PART 1 (2022) PART 2 (2023)
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ghostorbz · 13 hours
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Art for a fanfic I really liked,,, that you should totes read BYYYY @chellodello
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paranormilia · 1 month
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I can't believe it's been like 2 years since I've updated my IZ fanfic. The IZ fandom yearns for angst. Sorry for those who have waited (and probably forgot about it) ☠️
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irkenproperty · 2 months
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I'm calling fanfic writers out. Biting your partner's tongue until 'you can taste blood' ain't a sexy make-out thing. Nu-uh. I accidently bit my tongue the other day, hard enough to draw blood... that shit HURT and is an ugly painful mess as it heals. Most unsexy thing you'll ever see. Biggest turn off. Fuck you.
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I Need Genuine Help
Don’t worry it’s not that serious but still serious enough to me.
I’ll probably not get a response, this is my most active account online and that’s saying something.
I am going to go trigger happy with tags just to get this post out there so I apologize in advance!
Respond to this send me an ask reblog I don’t care just help me lol.
I don’t know what to do I have to many ideas and no one in my life to help me.
No it’s not mental health and no it’s not that I don’t have anyone I just don’t have anyone who will know how to help me with this.
I am overwhelmed with so many ideas so many stories I want to create in so many different mediums and my brain won’t let me choose one.
I don’t even have a hyperfixation that I can lean on right now to get going with like fanfiction/art.
So I’m stuck in a limbo bursting with creativity but no outlet.
There is another issue
I am exhausted after work and rather let my ideas whirring around in my skull things on easy mode while I watch shows that bring me up.
But that’s not creative, it’s gotten to the point that jotting down my ideas aren’t enough I need to do something.
But everyone I know will tell me to go the capitalist route and pick the one that can make you money the soonest even if it’s not what I am enjoying most at the moment.
But I can’t do it, call it undiagnosed adhd/autism or me being stubborn as fuck but I want to enjoy what I do I am incapable of starting anything if I don’t enjoy it so this is where you all come in.
Help me pick?
What is my limited range of people who can hear my voice interested in the most?
I am going to be doing all of these I am unable to keep away from all my ideas
My issue is taking the first step I would appreciate my audience/community to say what they want to see out of the choices I want to pick so at the very least I will have like one person interacting with my stuff.
So this 31 year old gayby is asking for help thank you for your time!
Love you all out there!
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chubbysluggie · 2 years
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LET'S FUCKIN GOOOOOOO
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Sometimes I want the character to be OOC.
Sometimes I want the canon character to be ground up into a paste and then poured into a mold of a slightly different character
Is that too much to ask
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nichiperi · 10 months
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Illustrations for the fanfic I'm working on.
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irken-property · 4 months
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Gotta love when you kudos a fic on AO3 and that extra 1 gets the total to a round number.
Bumped one to exactly 1,000 yesterday and it was so satisfying.
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banana-zim · 1 year
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COMMISSION SHEET - 2023
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