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meowders · 6 months

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Remus Lupin - Secret Santa

Pairing: !young Remus Lupin x reader (not specified in gender)

Warnings: none that I can think of, please let me know otherwise

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In the heart of Hogwarts, a group of friends known as the Marauders, including Sirius Black, James Potter, Remus Lupin, Peter Pettigrew, and a few members from the opposite side of the Hogwarts spectrum, Lily Evans, Marlene McKinnon, and Dorcas Meadowes, formed an unlikely bond. At the center of it all was you, a pureblood who had grown up next door to Sirius, both of you rebelling against your families' pureblood ideologies.

As December drew near, Lily proposed a Secret Santa gift exchange to bring some holiday cheer to their group. The drawing of names turned into a comical affair, with Sirius and James bickering about who got to pick first, and fate determined that you would be tasked with finding the perfect gift for Remus.

The challenge, however, was to find a gift that captured the essence of the enigmatic young werewolf. His interests were multifaceted, and your desire to impress him made the search all the more challenging. In the end, you decided to create something personal and meaningful.

With hours spent in the Gryffindor common room, your dormitory and the muggle studies classroom, you crafted a mixtape. It was a collection of songs you cherished and those that subtly hinted at your growing feelings for Remus. Each track was carefully chosen to convey your emotions, a secret message encoded in the lyrics and melodies.

The creation of the mixtape became an all-consuming project. You spent long nights putting it together, pouring your heart into every song selection. As a result, you found yourself spending less time with the group, which didn't go unnoticed by the boys.

Sirius, James, and Peter grew increasingly suspicious of your newfound absence, whispering amongst themselves. They wondered if you had a secret boyfriend, which they agreed would be disastrous for the delicate dynamics of the group.

One evening, James and Sirius cornered you in the common room, their expressions a mix of worry and suspicion. "Alright, what's going on?" James asked, his voice tinged with concern. "You've been disappearing quite often lately. Is there something you're not telling us?"

You tried to come up with a plausible excuse but found yourself at a loss for words. It was then that the knowing eye could notice a shadow of jealousy in Remus's eyes, though he kept it well hidden. He cared for you deeply, and the thought of you having a secret boyfriend, like James and Sirius were guessing, was unsettling.

But before you could respond, Remus intervened, his tone calm but firm. "James, Sirius, give them some space. We all have our secrets, don't we?"

Their curiosity satisfied for the time being, James and Sirius nodded, albeit begrudgingly. Still, they couldn't help but exchange knowing glances when you left the common room.

Finally, after weeks of secrecy, the day of the Secret Santa gift exchange arrived. Gathered by the common room fireplace, you watched as each member of your group exchanged their presents. The air buzzed with excitement and laughter as they discovered their gifts.

Remus watched his friends exchange well-thought-out presents, but he was oblivious to your nervousness as you waited for your turn. When the time came, you handed him the small, wrapped package, your heart pounding.

As he carefully unwrapped the gift, the others were too engrossed with their own presents to notice what was happening between you and Remus. When he pulled out the cassette, he looked at it with a mix of curiosity and confusion. "What's this?"

"It's a mixtape," you explained, sitting down next to him on the couch and showing him how to use it. "Press play, and the music will start. I also got some headphones for you"

You shared a glance, he offered you the other earpiece, and soon the enchanting melodies started filling your ears. You both sat there, side by side, as the music played, the lyrics echoing the emotions you couldn't express with words.

Over the winter break, Remus continued to listen to the mixtape. He carried it with him wherever he went, cherishing the thoughtful gift you had given him. The songs became a constant companion during the long, lonely nights of the winter holidays.

Upon your return to Hogwarts, the two of you found a quiet evening in the common room. You noticed the mixtape nestled in Remus' sweater pocket. He caught your gaze, a soft smile on his face. "I've never received such a thoughtful gift. It means a lot to me."

He got the mixtape out of his pocket along with some headphones. Smiling gently, he offered you one and put the other one in his ear.

With the music as a backdrop, your hands brushed against each other, and the closeness of the moment became overwhelming. Remus, his voice barely above a whisper, asked, "These songs... they mean something, don't they?"

You met his gaze, your heart pounding, and the moment was ripe for confession. "They do, Remus. They're about how I feel."

His eyes softened, and he reached for your hand. "I've been feeling the same way, but I wasn't sure how to say it."

Remus smiled tenderly and leaned in, his lips meeting yours in a gentle, heartfelt kiss. It was a moment that sealed the unspoken bond that had grown between you, a love nurtured by the mixtape that had brought you closer.

As the fire crackled and the mixtape played softly in the background, you and Remus found comfort in each other. It was a moment of realization and a new beginning, where the unspoken feelings between you were finally acknowledged. In the warmth of the Gryffindor common room, your love story truly began, and it was set to the soundtrack of the mixtape that would forever remind you of that magical night.

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I hope you enjoyed my first post, I’d love to hear your thoughts! Please excuse any spelling mistakes ✨

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looneyxlupin · 2 years

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Death Do Us Part (Young Remus x Fem!Reader)

A/N: I feel like I could of wrote a whole book about this but I'm going to put into 2/3 parts! I'll update you if it will be 2 or 3 next part.

Word count: 3k

Warnings: swearing, yelling, bullying, smut, public teasing, masturbation (m receiving).

Summary: Y/N is Remus girlfriend since 5th year (now in 7th year) and she was having a rough week. He finds out some of her secrets and he decides to help her study because she's stressed about school. Switch!Reader , Switch!Remus , Gryffindor!Reader

Remus and you were the only two that decided to take Care of Magical Creatures after the 5th year. You had a sneaking suspicion that Remus only took the class so you didn't feel stupid for enjoying it. You both walked to the castle in silence. You watched as his brown hair blew in the wind and his eyes showing you that he was deep in his thoughts.

"What are you thinking about?" You question him suddenly.

"How do you know I'm thinking at all?"

""I just do," you smile at him. You wouldn't reveal your secrets even though it was all his eyes and body posture.

"Hanging out with Severus a little too much?" He says jokingly with a tad bit of jealously in his voice. Remus knows you hate the name Snivellus, you find it mean and immature.

"What do you mean by that?"

"You didn't hear?" Your face must of had a puzzled look on it because within' seconds he was telling the gossip. "There is a rumor that he is learning Occlumency."

You snicker at his statement, "I doubt!" He doesn't say much more about this subject because you are quite biased. You both enter the Defense Against the Dark Arts classroom and see James, Sirius, and Lily waiting for you.

"How was magical creatures?" Sirius says in a mocking way. Remus gives him a glare that could kill; either in resentment or annoyance. Lily hits him on the shoulder with her book, "OW!! What was that for?!"

"For being such a prat Sirius Black!" Lily shouts at him and shoots you a sympathetic look. You smile at her antics to contain her friend. She only ever used his last name when she was upset with him.

The class begun and five minutes before class ended the teacher decided to assign an essay, two pages minimum about any spell. The essay had to contain; what it looks like, feels like, what it does and the side affects of it. On top of the essay for magical creatures and practice in potions you started to feel overwhelmed.

Remus could tell by the frequent bathroom stops between classes and your sweaty, shaky palm that he held in his hand. "Hey beautiful, you doing alright?"

"Mhm, I'm okay," you nod your head and smile at him, hoping to convince him.

"What's wrong?" His eyebrows were furrowed, his arm was around your shoulder trying to pull you closer to his chest.

He was an amazing boyfriend. He walks you to a majority of your classes (even if he doesn't have them), he took magical creatures for you so you wouldn't be alone, and he shows how much he cares about you. You weren't going to make him worry about you, "I'm stressed out."

"Why?"

"Just homework and things going on at home," you say shortly arriving to charms class.

"Let's study later," you guys sit down next to James who took a different route to class so he walk Lily to Ancient Runes. Sirius took a completely different way because he had potions at this time.

Unluckily, there was an assignment assigned in charms as well. This didn't help with your stress so minutes before class ended you packed up. As soon as the bell rang you quickly left, leaving Remus frantically packing.

"What's wrong with her?" James questions Remus before he could leave and hurry after you.

"I don't know," he mumbles. "James can you go meet Lily and meet me at the nearest girls bathroom to this classroom?"

"Sure," he says, not knowing why Remus was asking this of him. So James scurrying off to find Lily, leaves Remus who was pacing towards the nearest girls bathroom. Normally, he would of waited outside but he was anxious on why you left without him, he's usually the one that helps you through your anxiety attacks.

He opens up the bathroom door quickly shutting it. Immediately it was dead silent than after a few moment he heard a sniffle, "Y/N?" There wasn't a reply for a few moments.

"Yeah?" He could tell she was crying even though she was trying to pretend she wasn't.

He laughs a dry laugh, "darling I am standing in the girls restroom waiting for you to please come out." You hear his plead so you walk out of the stall; red eyes, puffy cheeks and a pour settled on your lips. "Oh darling," he walks up to you and cups your head in his hands, leaving kisses on your forehead. He grabs your hand and pulls you towards the sinks. He starts to wash your face while asking, "what's got you all worked up? School ain't the only factor stressing you out and I doubt that it's the main thing causing you to act like this."

"It's just.." you pause trying not to cry or whine. "It's just my little brother is ill right now, I feel so stupid and I can tell my parents are unhappy because they keep sending mail with the same information in it at separate times and different owl! A-and Severus.." you pause, wishing you hadn't said his name.

"What did Snivellus do to you," he growls. An anger inside of him you've never seen before.

"GOD Remus!!" you shout into his face, making him step back several feet. "He didn't do anything! I lied to you Remus," avoiding eye contact with him as you say this.

"Don't tell me.." he trails off.

"I said we were friends but we aren't. We've been practicing Occlumency together and someone walked in on us; his fingers against my temple. That's why there is a rumor about him practicing Occlumency. I'm supposing you've also heard of a rumor that we are together," embarrassment spread across your cheeks.

"Well are you guys?"

"No," you take a shaky breath. "He's my cousin."

Remus steps forward, removing the gap he created, "why didn't you just tell me the truth?"

"Because you are so blinded by hatred," you mutter. The words coming from your mouth leaving him silent and slightly taken aback.

He grabs your hand and looks you in your eyes. "I'm sorry, I promise you, Y/N, I will never get so narrow minded again," his eyes filled with guilt. He says shyly, "we can still study later, right?"

You laugh at his words, "of course." You pull you amber eyed boyfriend towards you, your lips pressing against his.

"We already are really late," he mumbles to you through your kisses. You raise your eyebrows thinking he's implying something. He smirks, "are friends should also be waiting for us outside that door." You pull away, disappointed.

"Oh, alright," you mumble. Both of you guys head towards the door until he pushes you against the door, pressing his body onto yours, kissing you passionately and cupping your breast with his large hands.

"That's only a glimpse of what are study session tonight will look like," he says as he opens the door. Lily and James were waiting there loyally, sometimes you wondered why Lily wasn't put into Hufflepuff.

"Sorry it took so long," Remus says.

"Sorry I'm such a baby," you say looking around at the corridor for teachers.

"Girl you're fine! We just got here actually!" Lily says, before she can even finish her sentence Sirius is running up to you guys.

"Where have you guys been! Potions already finished and I was waiting for you guys at lunch and I had to look at this greasy, big nosed, huge guy.."

"Shut up Sirius," you say sternly.

He smiles mischievously at you. Remus stomach flips, not knowing how to stop this situation from escalating. "Make me," Sirius sinks at you after playfully saying.

You quickly pull your wand out. James and Lily gapping at your antics, Remus standing there awkwardly watching you. "Sirius I know you don't have to many brain cells but have you looked at others! Oh right! I forgot how set obsessed you can be!"

"Mooney you are going to let her talk to your best friend like that!" Remus doesn't respond to this statement and just shrugs his shoulders.

"Look at me, take a good fucking look!" You demand, as his eyes wonder over your body. Sirius notices the way your lips are full, pink. How your skin is awfully white, almost sickly looking. How you have dark blue eyes that could pierce through someone's soul, a medium size nose that could be counted big for a female and your most distinctive feature: big, curly, black hair.

"Wh-What?"

"He's my cousin you imbecile!"

"Oh.."

"Yeah," you turn back to everyone's gaze. Remus eyes wonder your body as you put your wand away. "I'm sorry being temperamental today. I'm just sick of everyone being mean. That is how we create war, violence, hate." At that moment Remus wanted to take you into the nearest classroom and give you the best head you've ever had.

"Honestly Y/N is right. You boys need to grow up. From this day forward you will not bully Severus Snape," Lily demands. It felt nice knowing someone agreed with you. "Promise boys?"

"Promise," they all say in union. The girls who actually listened in the history of magic, knew that villains weren't born but were created. Right then and there they probably saved lives but damage was already done, lives were already lost.

The day went by slowly, you were finally walking into the library. As you tuned into the library you see Remus waiting with the DADA book open. She looks so fucking perfect in my sweatshirt and her schoolgirl skirt.

"Started without me?!"

"Yeah, I wanted to beat you," he smirks. You chuckle and shake your head.

"Wouldn't it be funny if I beat you?"

"Not possible," he raises his eyebrow.

You take this as a challenge and plop yourself next to Remus, "much faith in me!"

"I have much faith in you but it's impossible."

"Bet," you say competitively.

"You aren't listening. I've already finished," you turn your head quickly to him, processing this information.

"Why?!"

"Start your homework and I'll explain," you smiles and rubs one of your shoulders, you can tell he's feeling touchy.

"Okay," you pull out your defense against the dark arts as he starts to whisper in your ear which sends shivers down your spine. "Now here are the rules; no noises whatsoever and all this homework better be finished by ten, which is four hours away. Do you understand the rules, dear?" You shake your head with excitement, the competitive feeling coming back. "Words dear"

"Yes but I have a question"

"Usually you do"

"What happens if I don't finish within' the time frame?"

"You don't cum," he say bluntly. "Get to work my sweet girl." At first it wasn't to bad, he caressed your thigh and squeezed it several times. He also rubbed the warm spot between your legs through the outside of your jeans which felt magnificent. By the time seven rolled around you were completely finished with your DADA homework.

You smile mischievously at him, "three more to go!" He knew that he needed to do more to make your brilliant brain get distracted. As you started charms homework, he started planing at himself through his pants. You were to consumed by your homework to even notice so he pulled out his shaft slowly, not wanting to draw attention to himself. You still didn't realize what he was doing so he let a soft whimper fall from his lips.

"Fuck," you hear Remus moan. You turn quickly around to see him touching himself.

"What are you doing?" You move closer to him trying to cover his body with yours.

"Getting your attention," he winks at you. "Personal space darling," he says shortly, reminding you to get back to your homework.

"I don't believe this was part of the rules," you say glumly, glaring at him.

"I don't believe I specified."

"Whatever," you say slightly irritated turning back to your charms homework. You heard little whimpers from him but did not dare to look back at him, you weren't giving him that satisfaction. By 7:45 you had all your charms homework done. You turn to Remus, who is not touching himself anymore and decided it was best to restrain himself with his pants. "Done with that, two more to go!" You smile at him with determination laced in your smile and hunger in your eyes.

"Open your legs," he whispers demandingly in your ear.

"What? That doesn't seem fair!"

"Open them," you open your legs obeying your stern boyfriend, knowing his punishments are horrible. "Good girl," he rubs his rough fingers on the outside of your silky underwear.

"Remus," you sigh.

"Y/N," he mocks.

"Be fair," you plead. He waits several seconds, pondering this idea.

"Fine but you are doing the rest tomorrow," he says fatherly.

"Got it," you wink and quickly pack up wanting him inside of you, his hands on you, your hands on him. You guys quickly leave the library and head towards the Gryffindor tower. Remus barely can keep himself off of you while walking; he kisses your neck, squeezes your ass, presses himself against your side all while trying to walk.

"Fuck you're so hot," he says while squeezing your ass.

"You're just horny"

"True," he says honestly. "But you are hot all the time, actually the right word would be stunning," his praises makes your heart skip a beat.

It must of went to your head because he kisses your cheek, "someone like when I praise her?"

You giggle very girlishly, "kind of"

"Darling, don't get all shy on me now," he says while he follows several people into the Gryffindor common room, going straight for the spiral staircase. He pulls you up to his bedroom, looking to see if anyone was in there. James and Sirius must of been getting themselves into trouble because nobody was in there so Remus pulls you into the dormitory, locking the door quickly.

You plop yourself onto his bed, "your beds so comfy!"

"I'm glad because I love when you are in it," he says while grabbing your waist and planting kisses onto your lips. "Sit on my lap love," you do as he says. You can feel his hard cock pressed against your wet panties, pressed against him you start to grind on him. You hear a whimper escape his throat.

"Enjoy yourself Rem," you smirk, looking down at him.

"Very," he presses several kisses onto your chest. You can tell he's longing for you let him to flip you over and fuck you.

"Remus," you grab his chin to force him to look at you. "I want you," this was enough for him to get on top of you. He pressed himself against your wet spot, his whole body between your legs. He kisses your cheeks, lips, shoulders and neck. Most of the time he would of have you oral and prepared you for his long shaft to be inside of you but you both were tired of waiting. He unbuckles his pants and pulls them down, revealing his veiny, red, hard shaft. He aligns himself to your entrance and than slowly moves himself into you.

"Fuck," you say as he stretches you out.

"Oh my.." he says as he feels how tight you are. You wish you could say you've gotten used to how big Remus was but that wasn't the case. In fact it was quite the opposite. As you got used to him being inside of you, he slowly started to thrust into you, becoming quicker.

"Remus you feel so good," you whine. This makes his thrusts become deeper, if you thought he felt that good, you'd take all of him.

"God you're taking almost all of my sweetheart," he moans. This makes you thrust against him while he's thrusting against you. He than takes himself out of you, flips you over so you are on your stomach beneath him and enters you once more.

"Y/N," he moans.

You say cockily, "someone is vocal today." Lupin doesn't answer this but focuses on your ass bouncing against his thrusts, making him twitch.

"Y/N I'm close," he whines. You lift your body slightly and start rolling your fingers against the bundle of nerves. You start moaning and when he feels your walls tightening against his shaft he releases his seed inside of you. You come quickly after feeling his warmth in you. He pulls himself out of you, still hard and flips down next to you. Looking into your beautiful E/C eyes.

"I love you Y/N," he says while staring into you.

"Remus Lupin, I love you too," you say dramatically. You guys get up and wash up in the shower as Sirius and James walk into the dormitories for bed. As you get into one of Remus sweaters and sweatpants, he opens the door, fully dressed.

James and Sirius were against the door listening to Remus and you. "MOONEY WE DONT WANT TO SEE YOUR NAKED GIRLFRIEND!!" James bellows.

"I'll throw a dollar at something I haven't seen before," Sirius says.

"Piss off!" Remus shouts and closes the door, leaving you to get into your pajamas. Once dressed, you open the door and see the boys in there beds.

"Goodnight Y/N," James says and waves at you as you head to Remus bed to give him a goodnight kiss.

"Goodnight beautiful girl," Remus says as you kiss his forehead. He returns this gesture and kisses your cheek.

You head for the door and hear Sirius say, "Sweet dreams darling." You rolls your eyes at this comment.

"Goodnight Sirius," you turn and shut the door smiling at the three wonderful boys.

#Remus Lupin smut #Lupin smut #smut #y/n #harry potter smut #young remus #gryfindor #switch!reader #fiction #fanfic #mutuals

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international-superspy-superspy · 1 year

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wolfstar brainrot!!!!!!!!! click for better quality <3

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#remus lupin #sirius black #chancies #the marauders #wolfstar #wolfstar fanart #remus lupin x sirius black #young remus #young sirius #siriusly struggled with the lighting on this one #I dont know how LMFAO

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realitybitesyouknowit · 2 years

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Chapters: 20/20 Fandom: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Characters: Harry Potter, Draco Malfoy, Severus Snape, Blaise Zabini, Ron Weasley Additional Tags: Harems, Explicit Sexual Content, Explicit Language, Blood and Gore, Mpreg Summary:

it’s that time of year for all Hogwarts students and staff to have the potion to prevent dragon pox and wizarding flu, but it seems a small batch of the potions from St. Mungo’s was tainted with a little bit of an experimental potion that was going to be disposed. The outcome is a group of people stalking Harry for more salacious reasons ...

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leons-d3n · 2 years

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#I’ve only seen 1 (one) hp movie but have some young remus #remus lupin fanart #remus lupin #young remus #young remus fanart #young remus lupin #young remus lupin fanart #hp fanart #harry potter fanart #atyd remus #atyd remus fanart #atyd fanart #art #myart #artistsontumblr #sketch #fanart #sketches

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that-bitch-kat3 · 6 months

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walburga: you’re not good enough for my son

remus: you’re not good enough for your son

walburga: excuse me?

remus: you heard me.

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plantsonplutoart · 2 months

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here’s Wolfstar being a couple of menaces and driving James up the wall while he’s trying to study (he’s only “studying” in the library in attempt to impress lily, so no harm done)

I’ve been hoarding a bunch of Marauders scribbles I’ll probably never clean up so expect more incoherent chaos

#wolfstar are a couple of menaces #They’re just getting Jmaes back for all the Lily Evans pining they had to endure #remus lupin #Casanova of gryffindor tower #my art <3 #marauders era #dead gay wizards #all the young dudes #digital art #wolfstar #my art #the marauders #james potter #sirius black

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letraspal · 3 months

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Everybody wonders what it would be like to love you 🌖✨

#wolfstar #moony #padfoot #Remus Lupin #Sirius black #fanart #letraspal #illustration #book characters #marauders #all the young dudes #young marauders #the marauders

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incorrectwolfstar · 4 months

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sirius: just found out james is shagging regulus

remus: and??

sirius: therefore me and you need to get together so we can give him a taste of his own medicine

remus: how would that remotely affect james

sirius: i don’t know but we should still do it anyways

#wolfstar #incorrectwolfstar #remus lupin #sirius black #the marauders #sirius black x remus lupin #incorect quote #incorrect remus lupin #sirius x remus #incorrect marauders quotes #jegulus #james x regulus #james potter x regulus black #prongs and moony #atyd #crimson rivers #all the young dudes

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groupielove21 · 2 years

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The Black Brothers trying to explain his trauma to people

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penseesduncookie · 8 days

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#mine #fanart #marauders #maraudersfanart #sirius black #remus lupin #james potter #harry potter #illustration #wolfstar #atyd #all the young dudes

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looneyxlupin · 2 years

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Talk To Me // Wolfstar x Reader

Summary: Sirius and you try to make Remus feel better when he is having a bad day.

Pairing: Wolfstar x Reader

House: Reader!Gryffindor

Time Period: 1978 (7th year)

Word Count: 1.5

Warnings: Literal fluff. Mentions of body dysmorphia.

A/N: I saw somewhere that their is a theory that Remus is trans and I got this idea from that. I hope everyone enjoys!

"Oh shit fuck!" Sirius screams at he puts his feet against the wall to push his bed against Remus'. You watch from the doorway at the long, brown haired man struggles .

"Sirius love, do you need help?"

He quickly turns to face you, his face beat red. He smiles a nervous smile that shows his teeth, "kind of."

You smile at his difficulty to ask for help. You walk towards the man sitting on the ground and then plop yourself down. You both look at each other and there is a sparkle in Sirius' eyes. You both than push your feet against the wall and move the heavy bed to the other. Remus usually helped Sirius but Remus was having a rough day. Once the beds collide Sirius jumps up, looks down at you and than helps you up.

"Thank you darling," he grabs your face with both of his hands then plants a kiss on your forehead. You could feel his warm, sweaty cheeks against your forehead so you moved back, making sure the kiss wasn't long.

"You're welcome! Where is Remmy?"

"He's in the library, reading."

"He's not feeling to good, is he?"

"That he is not. I got him some gifts though," Sirius tells you which automatically makes you feel like a bad partner.

You try to brush off the feeling, "what did you get him?" Sirius walks over to the bottom draw of his desk and pulls out a binder, chocolate and a new bookmark.

"He's going to love it Pads," you say as you hold the bookmark. You fiddle with the red and gold bookmark, knowing your boyfriend will love it. You pause, "why hasn't he been feeling good?"

Sirius looks at you with wide eyes, "he didn't tell you?"

"Apparently not," you say with jealously.

"Well, he's just been struggling with body dysmorphia. Remember last week when we were all making out and you tried unbuttoning his pants and he stopped you? That's why."

The realization hit you like a truck, "OHH- I didn't know he felt like that. He could of told me!"

"He knows that," Sirius says as he starts hiding the gifts once again. "I told him to tell you, that's why I got him the binder so his chest would look flatter than it already does. I've told him what he notices, we don't."

"I really don't!" You half scream.

"I know it's just- he's insecure Y/N. Try to understand," he says sympathetically.

"Right, well are you busy tonight?"

"No, why?"

"Be back to the dorm by 10," you demand your long haired boyfriend. "Make sure moony is here too!!" You yell as you leave the dormitory.

Now here you are, walking towards the boys dorm with your hands full of books, notes, chocolate and drinks. As you reach the dormitory, you realize the door is closed so you kick it with your foot.

Remus quickly opens the door to see the struggle and quickly grabs things out of one your hands. Sirius, who is laying on Moonys' bed perks up to see what all the hassle is about. Remus and you quickly put the stuff onto his nightstand. Peter who is sitting on his own bed, not paying the slightest attention, stirs. You quickly look over at the noise and see him.

"He should be alright but James will be in here probably around 2am," Sirius states.

"What's all this about?" Remus asks.

Remus was a few inches away from you so you grab his hand and pull him into a kiss. He backs away after many seconds of kissing your beautiful lips. "Woah, you're feisty today," he chuckles.

You give Remus motherly eyes, "Sirius told me." Remus shoots Sirius a glare and Sirius refuses to make eye contact at either of you, as he stares at the empty bed across the room.

"It's just-" but before he can explain your grab his chin and kiss him again.

"I understand," you say. "I don't understand everything but I understand why you didn't want to tell me. I have bad days and on those bad days all I want is a good book, sugar and people I love. So, here's some chocolate, here's a new book and well here are Sirius and I!!" You put your arms up like you are showing off and he grabs you by the waist and throws you on the bed which makes you squeal. The other boy that you barely talked to rose from the bed to look at the cause of the noise. His puffy eyes stared at everyone until he realized what it was and went back to sleep.

You crawled in between Sirius long legs as Remus got comfortable behind him. The long haired man stared at you, who was looking up into his eyes. He played with your hair until Remus got comfortable and than leaned back into Remus' big, warm chest.

"Thank you dove," he says as he wraps his arms around Sirius and plays with your hair.

"You're welcome," you say proudly.

Sirius who was getting a bit jealous speaks after a bit. "I got you something too," his head turns to Remus, centimeters away from one another.

"You didn't have to," Remus begins.

"I wanted to"

"Well, what is it?"

Sirius looks down at you who is watching your lovers interact. You take it as a hint moving from between his legs, replacing his spot between Remus'. Remus and you watch as he gets the stuff from a drawer. He pulls out the familiar gifts you saw earlier.

He hands it to Remus and says, "here you go!" With a bright smile. You have a suspicion that Sirius love language was gifts. Remus opens the gifts that Sirius gave him and his jaw drops to the floor once he realizes what he bought.

"Pads-"

"Don't waste your breath," Sirius says with a huge grin.

"But this is way too big!"

"Moony, dear, try it on for me," Sirius gives the amber eyed boy a pleasing look. He gets off the bed moving giddily to the bathroom, leaving his spot on the bed. Sirius jumps where Remus just left and pulls you into his body, his body heat consuming you.

"Pads!!" Remus yells from the bathroom.

"Wha'dya want?"

"I need help!" Sirius gives you a sympathetic look, leaving your side. A bit of jealously wrapping itself around your heart. Anytime Remus had to take his baggy shirt off, you were not allowed to look. He didn't like Sirius to look either but if he needed help with anything like putting his many sports bras on he would have Sirius do it. You've talked about it with Sirius to see if you've done something to hurt Remus' feelings but every time you mention it Sirius reassures you, you've done nothing.

"It's just he's afraid you won't see him as your moony anymore," Sirius said one time, which broke your heart. How could he possibly think you would see him for anything other than the beautiful boy he is?

You were so engrossed in your thoughts you didn't even realize Remus was walking out of the bathroom, shirtless, with Sirius' gift wrapped around his chest.

His eyes met yours, with nervousness and excitement soaked in them. "You're quite handsome Remus Lupin," you say with a big grin on your face. Sirius white teeth showing through his thin lips, matching your grin. You guys were both so happy for your boyfriend. Sirius than grabs Remus' hand and walks him to the bed, where you are laying, watching. Sirius let's go of his hand and lays next to you. Remus takes his rightful position, laying his back against the headboard and sitting on the pillows. Sirius, who usually sits between his legs motions for you to sit between them. So, you do, taking comfort in his long legs, warm stomach. Sirius than puts his chin on your thigh, causing a slight sharp pain to be sent to your nervous system. You didn't dare say a word though, you liked this.

"Remus I think you should talk to her about how you feel. She asks about you all the time. She cares and we are in a relationship, we can't leave her out," Padfoot says looking at Remus who is above your shoulder. His boldness makes you stiffen.

"You're right," he says in agreement.

"It's okay if you don't want to say anything!" You say quickly, hoping he won't genuinely take in your words.

"No, Sirius is right," he says sternly. He than continues to talk about his body dysmorphia and insecurities. All while Sirius and you sit there listening extremely closely.

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